Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Grr..
Okay, I'll post tommorrow, my mom wants me to get off, so see ya'll tommorrow...

Just to keep you entertained...



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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

O......M.......G......!!!!!!!!!!!!
Latest Favorite Anime: .hack//SIGN

Latest Favorite Manga: XXXholic

Latest Favorite Music: I was introduced to the most wonderful song in the world! It's Memories by what I think is Within Temptation... It's cool!


(Original Music Video)


Memories Lyrics
(Neato Lyric thing was stolen from Unforg1ven S1ns... Well, I got the song from her, too... But still...)

Favorite Band: Evanessance!

Favorite Hobby: Ugh... Umm... Being Stupid! Lol... And drawing my ugly pictures... Ugh, I suck!!!



I found out today that miricles do happen!!! I got ungrounded!!! My mom's all like, "It's a new semester, so I think we can start over, don't you think?" So I can get onto the computer and stuff as long as I get my planner signed! I'm gonna see people every day now! Yipee!!!

The other things going on now... Umm... Well, I got jelous of my friend and I don't know why... I mean, she's going out with this guy, this random guy I don't even know (Well, sorta, but still), and I'm happy for her and all, but... I just got jelous... I think I'm jelous of their great relationship... I envy how people can be like that and I'm the only one... God, I'm being too dramatic! Well, happy time again!

I gots a DVD Player for Christmas!!! It's sweetness!!! I watched .hack//SIGN (I got .hack from the library...) and it's soo cool!!! My god, I'm gonna die if I don't find the next disk!!! I'm at episode 11... Yeah... Bad place to leave off!!! I'm playing the game too... But yeah...

Okay, leaving now!!! Oh, and if you come across a cool anime or anything, like a book to read or a song to listen to, tell me!!! I will for sure check it out!!! Well, see ya!

I AM THE FIRE!!!
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Hiya! I'm back!
Okay... I am allowed on, 'cause my mom said just for a little while, but... Yeah... So, how is everyone? I need help... If anyone knows where Pocket Monsters (Pokemon) Japanese version season one is to buy, I'll be glad... Oh! And come join my new site! If you like Role Playing, that is...

http://trpgsu.mysmf.com
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Saturday, December 22, 2007

GROUNDED FOR LIFE!!!
Okay, making this quick, i got straight Fs and now im grounded till i get As and Bs so ill only be on once a week when my parents are asleep or if im bold enough, when they are asleep on a weekday, so sorry i cant be on that much, but i got grounded, so yeah. merry christmas everyone, happy holidays!
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

   I woke up in a happy mood! For once...
Latest Favorite Anime- Loveless, Cardcaptor Sakura, Chobits, .hack//SIGN, Haibane Renmei, InuYasha, Moon Phase, Ouran High School, Fruits Basket, Princess Tutu, Spirited Away, Castle in the Sky, Kiki's Delivery Service, Howl's Moving Castle, Pretear, Gravitation*, Peace Maker, Ruroni Kenshin, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Elfin Lied, Naruto, ect. ect.

Latest Favorite Manga- From Far Away, Cardcaptor Sakura, XXXHolic, Kare Kano, InuYasha, (Don't laugh at me) Yu-Gi-Oh: The one with the different stories, ya know? Like "Let's Play a Game! A Shadow Game!" That's what he says at least... It's cool, though!, Naruto, And if you could call this a Manga, because it's american, DramaCon! Then the books I like are Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, The books from the His Darkest Materials set... I think that's all...

Latest Favorite Music- Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamen, Monster by Meg&Dia, Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan, Perfect World by Simple Plan, Paralizer by Finger Eleven, All Linkin' Park Songs, All Avril Lagiene* Songs, All O-Zone Songs, ect. ect.

Latest Favorite Band- All of the Above.

Latest Favorite Hobby- Your not gonna believe this! Thinking! And Imagening! And working on my story... Which I should do... Listening to Music, too! And, of course, Sleeping and Eating... And, I don't know for sure, but I think being Grounded is one of them...


OKAY!!! Today, I'm gonna do everything and give it my all! Jeazus, I don't know what I did! I think I had a wonderful dream or somethin'... I don't really remember what happened... Well, one thing, I acctually slept! It's been a while! But! I think the real reason is that I boxed up all my feelings! Goodbye Sadness! Goodbye Anger! Goodbye Loneliess! I feel relieved! It's like I'm a whole other person! (In a sense, I am!) I guess I'm pretending to be happy, which is enough for me! I am Carefree today! A little schoolgirl! Oh, speaking of school, DAMNIT!!! School's tomorrow! I need to do this work that I was supposed to do, like, a long time ago! Oh well, I guess I don't really care! But, boy oh boy, I'm gonna be in Hell Tomorrow!
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

   Romance Novels... And Shojen Manga...
God, I'm, like, killin' myself here... Romance novels and Shojen Manga helped me before, but there isn't a thing I'm lookin' for... Yeah, my life is soo bizare, that no one would even think to make a manga outta it... What's worse, I think it's bad for me! (For those of you who don't know what Shojen is, it's like girls Manga... Ya know, like dating 'n stuff...) Reading romance books make me cry and reading Shojen makes me soo... I dunno, happy-ish sad-ish mood thingy... It's like, I get all hyper inside when I read, but then I get sad and wish my life the same way... It's wierd, I dunno... It's like, I feel happy for the person, but sad for myself at the same time... It's wierd...
Death really doesn't seem so bad at this moment... But I'm not gonna commit suicide (Thank God!). Don't have the guts really... But I wouldn't feel bad if I got ran over by a car... Ya know? I would only cry in pain, not agony... And half the people I know, I wish they were dead... My parents, for example... If they die, I ain't sheddin' one tear! My brothers and sister, on the other hand, I love very much!!! They're sooo cute!!! I would die from sadness if they died... And, really, I'm only noticing this now... Gosh, confusing, confusing world... I'm fanasizing more with manga now... Jeazus... I'm begining to be soo wierd... And my parents are wondering if I'm okay... Ha! Like they care! I can't really tell them anything, anyway... I can't tell anyone, really... They'll think I'm crazy, I think...
On the other, happy hand, I'm having wierdo dreams again! Go me! It's been, like, forever... I mean, really, now I can get on with my story! I feel soo happy! I'm also crying once more, and I think it's for normal reasons...(If you think reasons why they cry in Romance novels and Shojen Manga are normal...) Gosh, I like, never cry anymore! There's no way I'm gonna gain enough nerve to say anything to anyone, though... Well, I'm gonna be stuck single until I'm positive I can ask someone out! Lol... The reason why I can explain my problems here, though, I think, is because, 1.) I am better at expressing myself in writing, and 2.) Only three people here know me in real life! And they aren't really a problem, so yeah... Well, maybe one, but he doesn't check my site, I don't think... (I hope he doesn't...) Well, on the other hand, I don't really know him in real life, so I guess I'm good...
So, yeah, that's my life! Any suggestions? Yes? No? Maybe? I dunno? Eeek! My mom found me out! I gotta go! See ya'lls! Have fun with the last day of your Thanks Giving break!

I AM THE FIRE!!! AND I GOT CAUGHT!!! T-T

*mutters under breath* shit, shit, damnit, damnit! how could i have been so stupid? *mutter, mutter...*
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Friday, November 23, 2007

   Ugh! Grounded!!!
Jeazus! I'm grounded... AGAIN!!! I hate Mrs. Elizabeth Casanova! That bitch needs to die! Someone just shoot her in the head! Not me, though, I ain't got the guts... BUT! She just needs to get run over by a car or something! I quote, "LIED TO HER", unquote... Jeazus, I hate teachers, I hate my school, I hate everything about this town! I wanna go back to my old school... *Sigh* Why am I an unlucky one? Why is it that I am the only one that gets nothing and only nothing? I am truely hated by absolutly everyone... *Sigh* I've found out that I love more than I think I love. In a sense, I love just about everyone around me. All I really want is to be loved back... It's either that or I just don't know what love is... SO! I'm just gonna ignore it again... I mean, that's all I can really do anyway, right? So, yeah, I'm grounded, so I might not be on for a while... My mom is actually being nice for once and letting me on to tell everyone that I'm grounded. SO! People! Talk to me! I'm gonna be on all night!

I AM THE FIRE!!!
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

This is a random quiz a friend of mine had... It's kinda wierd, but otherwise okay...
Personal Quiz

Be completely honest.

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged u:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Reassure Me
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Hold me?

Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to bite me?
24. Kept something important from me?
25. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26.

27. Are we friends?

28. When and how did we meet?

29. Describe me in one word:

30. What was your first impression?

31. What reminds you of me?

32. If you could give me anything what would it be?

33. How well do you know me?

34. When's the last time you saw me?

35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please dont hold back, be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[] Fight me?
[] kiss me?
[]Let me kiss you?
[] Watch a movie with me?
[] Go out to dinner with me?
[] Sing car karaoke with me?
[] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] Hold my hand?
[] Let me make you breakfast?
[] Help me with homework?
[] Tickle me?
[] Let me tickle you?
[] Instant message me?
[] Greet me in public?
[] Hang out with me?
[] Bring me around your friends?
[] Be down with me no matter what?
[] Go out with me?

Do you?
[] Think I'm cute?
[] Think I'm serious?
[] Think I'm a good person
[] Think I'm conceided?
[] Want to kiss me?
[] Want to cuddle with me?
[] Want to hook up with me?
[] Love me?

Am I?
[] Smart?
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Sexy?
[] Cool?
[] Romantic?
[] A freak?
[] Gangster?
[] Lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Trustworthy
[] Compassionate?
[] Great to be with?
[] Attractive?

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   Random Quizes!

What your month of birth tells bout you?

JANUARY Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp.NOT THE ONE TO PISS OFF! Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. has difficultiesin studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked.Good fighter,physically and with words. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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What your eyes tell bout you?

People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are the most sexiest or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary.
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Gosh, I think that they acctually describe me! That's awsome!
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

   Today!!! Not like it matters...
Favorite Anime- I dunno really... I thought I would... Ugh, it's... Hmm... How about Moon Phase? I love that anime, even though I haven't seen it yet... Come on, youtube!

Favorite Manga- From Far Away!!! Best manga I have ever read!!! It must turn into an anime! I also like Cardcaptor Sakura and XXXHolic...

Favorite Music- Monster from Meg&Dia and Concrete Angel (so sad... It makes me cry every time...) from Martina. Also, given to me by my friend, Had Enough and Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin!




Favorite Band- None in particular... Mostly foriegn bands and I like forign songs too, I just didn't want to name them all... I'm mostly lisening to O-Zone and old latin church songs from the medevil times(Well, that's the first!). Let me know if you know any more sad and depressing songs I can listen to thats forign, please! Thanks!

Favorite Hobby- Sleeping!


Gosh, I'm always so tired nowadays... I hate it, I just can't sleep at night, and I was caught sleeping during class three times today... I slept during lunch too... And I'm eating less and less, it's kinda scaring me! I'm not trying to be skinny at all! Heck, I'm already as skinny as skinny can get! But, it's really scary. I'm just not hungry anymore, and when I eat, I feel like I'm gonna throw up! I think my mental and emotional state is effecting me physical state... I feel sick all the time and stuff... Afraid of my mom... I try to get away from her because she yells at me and it makes me feel bad, so to get less sick, I stay away from her, but she usually makes me do almost all of the work, so I can't just avoid her... Gosh, I hate my life more than ever now... I think about life to much now! I think, if we are going to all die someday, then why should I go to school and get an education? Why should I keep the house clean? Would it matter later? Why does it matter? It's all gonna go away when I die, so why? Why, why, why? I'm so confused... I don't get it... I'm pissed off at the world! I feel like I hate everyone! But, then again, it feels like I love everyone! I really don't care who I love as long as I love them back... I don't care about gender anymore or anything, I just want the love I deserve... I feel so good and so bad at the same time and it makes me feel sick! I don't know what I do right or wrong! It's like, one thing I do is right and the same thing is wrong a minute later! It's so confusing! How can someone think like that? It's wierd, I don't get people! Gosh, I'm just so confused and depressed... You know what's great about me, though? I keep to myself! So, everyone out there, don't worry! I wont force my anger on you! ^-^ Anyway, I also worry a lot about love... Probably reading the romance books aren't helping... Niether is my friend... =.='' *lip saying "You! You know who I'm talking about!"* (I'm not really supposed to mention her name, so yeah...) *Sigh* I just don't know... Usually, I go to Shojen Manga in these cases, but it seems to be getting worse... Writing my stories and drawing seems to help, though... Especially attempting to make a manga called "Animal Talk"... I really suck, but it takes my mind off of my life for a while and puts me into a fantasy land... Sometimes, that gets me into trouble though, because I fall asleep and think I'm still dreaming when I wake up... I got grounded for a while because of it... I went out in the middle of the night with some friends to go into a creek... It was sweet! We saw bats! Anyway, I don't even remember half of what happened, but I got grounded... So I guess I wasn't dreaming... I dunno, I think I need help, but I'm too afraid to tell people... So, yeah, I'm a stuck little pond(as in chess)... I wish I could just hit the restart button on this one(as in a video game), but it's stuck, too... I feel so stuck... Like on a little island in the middle of the ocean! Someone, S.O.S.!!! Thats me, alright... Well, I'm done ranting on about my life, See ya!

I AM THE FIRE!!!
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