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Thursday, March 6, 2008


*Sigh* Lifes bad, but at least I don't beat myself up over it...
Okay, if you see this before Allissa tells me to put it off, then your lucky...

And, Allissa, just tell me so, and I'll take this off...

But I've got a problem...

And if you don't get it, don't ask...Please...

Allissa has a terrible life and she's beating herself up over it, which is never the right thing to do.

Okay, Nick dumped Allissa for life, so he says. Allissa is either really mad or really depressed. Either one is stupid and unreasonable, but she takes things waaaay to seriously. She thinks the first boyfriend will be the last one, but thats never the case. I mean, sometimes it is, but not normally. Usually your supposed to have fun when your young and go through a bunch of boyfriends to see who you like, 'n stuff, and I know he's not for her. But she doesn't listen to MY resoning. Oh no, she only listens to Nick, Nick, Nicky Nick, and Nick, the overall dumbass that I call a friend (Well, he is my friend, but a very bad one). So now, she's something between mad at me and hating me, and I dunno what to do. While Nick was calling me, he said, "Hold on," then put the line to Allissa and says, "Isn't that right?" to me, apparently in the middle of the conversation they're having, so I say, "Uhm, what? Oh, hi 'lissa...Uhmn, sorry?" or something like that, 'cause I didn't know what to say. I just need some advice, and if any of you still look at MyO instead of TheO, then you'll be able to see this and help me... Hopefully.

So, yeah, that's the story so far... I really would like to help her, Allissa I mean, but she doesn't listen to my advice anymore, so she's breaking herself by doing it. I don't want to see her like that, but the only thing I can to is call the mental hospital if she's going suicidal. That's all the counsler at my school told me. If I could get ahold of her counsler or her mom, then I think the problem would be solved, even though she doesn't think so. She's still a little kid and I've matured too quickly, so she's still afraid of counslers and doctors and stuff, and I'm not. Heck, I think I need a theripist, and I don't mind.

So, yeah, a lot has changed... I miss the old times when we were so cute an innocent... Oh well, life sucks, but I'm not gonna beat myself up over it...

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