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i got this user name from my photobucket account 3doorsdownancrying

witch is a music band (DUH)

this is my third account on here my other two accounts are in my friends list HeeHeeYaoi and avrilcandy is my "portfolio"

i have more art then what i have posted sorry it was because at first i thought i had to re-up load it instead of waiting O_Oi'm a jackass.go look in my avrilcandy archiaves and you will see the other art i've done like Ida and Tsuzuki/Muraki and/or just go here and join my group would be the best thing to do cause well you should know why.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/myeyes_feelsick/?yguid=236390386

if you haven't noticed by now i love sketching,edited and coloring other people's art if i like it enough that is ofcourse.
oO and well i intend to not ask for permission =_= GOD i can't allways get to the artists and besides they most likley will say yes ofcourse by you giving their credit from where ever you put it anyways....

YOUR CRAZY IF YOU THINK I HAVE TO ASK EVERY SINGLE ARTISTS I MESS WITH CAUSE THERE ARE FUCKING MORE THEN A 1,000 artists hell no em i going to go threw with the pain.

(*)=(*) don't worry if i can't get your name from after messing with your pics i will and i do all the time write down that it wasn't originally mine and that i just edited it or W/E TF i do with it.and that i can't find the artist...sssooo that to me isn't consider stealing.
-_-hell i don't care if any one stole my art i could care less believe iT.i'm obsessed.

hhmmm.... well some other things about me...my fav old Black & White Show is The Dick Van Dyke Show & my fav old in color show is Giligan's island!!!

i have had chikens,bunnies,& Cats((Kittens)) before of my own and now sad to say i've only got one kitten for a pet.......-_-damnit to hell i lost my fav cats because of my dad there was three.

but i'm glad i got another kitten to make up for my loss or at least help it.

i have a step familey that i love but they don't love me and i have to live with a dad and brother who don't treat me right and so i hate them and they hate me....i don't get to see my real mom anymore it sucks because i love her....and i have alot of half siblings.

i'm against geting old...& going out on my own with no help once i'm 18 or so.and that is why i will kill myself before i'm 18 but if my life changes & goes good i'll kill myself before i'm 40...or maybe even before then depending on how fast i age.-_-

i'm not a virgin anymore i've had sex like 8 times now.3-4 partners.i was 15 when i lost it and it was all to of age guys......most under age boys suck at sex.

i like having sex with guys in their 30's and/or 40's depending on how they look to ofcourse.



i looove all kinds and types of music....and in all languages!!

my fav music artists are #1.Micheal Jackson #2.Avril Lavigne!!!!!!

my fav languages are English,Japanese,French,German!!!!

i love Germans they turn me on........i have German in my blood to so yay i'm proud of that!!

i lllooovvveee male homosexuality so much that i wish i was born a guy so i could be a gay guy and i have the hots for girls who act and/or look like boys....liike Shane for example from The L Word she iiss sssooo HOT i looove her!!


Tuesday, September 26, 2006


   well Helio WEHA!!!
my kitten Korea MilkShake is geting educated with me from watching the cute animal movie Milo & Otis.AAAAWWWAAAA!!!!

> ___ < HeeeeeSSSOOooo Cuuute!!!

damn i'm hungry...good thing i already watched this movie before missing a few minutes of it wont hurt since i've already seen it

aahh it just ending and it was just as sweet as it was when i first watched it. ^ - ^ La La !! i -_-hate the theme music for this movie though aahhh gag meeee!!!

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Sunday, April 30, 2006


   my second adult cat's first batch of kittens
Photobucket - Video and Image HostingLucifer-----April,Sunday,30,2006 around 1:12 AMPhotobucket - Video and Image Hosting

guess what everybody my second cat Lucifer that i said i got from my neighbors just had her kittens around 1 : 12 AM oO but for her it's a lil difforent she screemed a few times not like my cat Calico she was mostly quiet poor lil Lucifer aint done giving birth yet so yeah

Oo my Cat Calico is helping Lucifer give birth -_-is it just me or is that weird...^_^well not really i guess since Calico already gave her first batch of kittens on the sunday morning,19 of fabruary,06 so she knows what it's like and so i guess she loves kittens and knows how to care for them cause poor lil Lucifer kindof got her grouth stunted because we had to feed her adult cat food when she was to young to have it_-_we didn't have enough money and soo thats probly why the kittens thats coming out of her are so much smaller then the ones that came out of Calico poor Lucifer i wish we didn't had to of stunted her grouth like that..

bbuuttt enough of this right now i'll have more updates on them all soon so hope you reply to this!!i'll being posting the video up later and some pics!!

Photobucket - Video and Image HostingPhotobucket - Video and Image Hostingwell so far i think she only gave birth to two kittens but their so small and she looks like she has more to give out so i'm not sure yet!!

i was going to go to bed but i couldn't after hearing the cat screem bloody murder and so once i whent over to see the fucked up isshue i relized she was having her babies

when she screemed a few more times i shooved a pillow in her face
it worked to oO

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Friday, April 28, 2006


   You Have To See this artist ^*^ you all know how obsessed i em with that Zezzy Eggy thing...
http://yaoi.y-gallery.net/user/songblade/
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   ME i'm 14 in that pic and i'm 15 now i turn 16 on march 10th witch is next year 2007
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