Monday, January 7, 2008

   I promise I'll get to sites today! Sorry everyone. ;_;
It's really over. No more Ryu-sama. Not now, maybe not every... not for a long time at least. My stomach hurt all day today from crying yesterday.

Well... Randy asked me out a few days ago... so... I finally gave him an answer, I said yes. I don't know how long it will last, or any such details. But it's better than being alone right now.

But...theres someone else that's been on my mind as well. I need to stop thinking so far ahead and just think about whats best for right now...

Damn... I'm gonna cry again.

I do feel better than I did yesterday and the day before. Jordan helped me a lot with that. (a friend from Janicon.) Ah~ I luff him. He's been so nice to me since Ryu-sama broke up with me. I'm happy I met him. (Thanks, Fred!)

I'm just... I'm so scared that Ryu-sama won't love me anymore...

::Current Status::.
Level: 175
Obsessing over: Gin Ichimaru
Listening to: Wonder 'Bout - Utada Hikaru
Chatting to: --
Reading: --
Mood: sad, hopeful, happy, melancholy, vexed, tired


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Saturday, January 5, 2008

   And again...
Me and Ryu-sama broke up. But this time we won't get back together. Or, if we do, it's not going to be for a very long time.

I keep crying.

Randy asked me out a couple days ago. I haven't given him an answer yet, but I think I'm going to.

But at the same time, I sort of wish I could just be happy with out anyone. Save me a lot of trouble.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 174
Obsessing over: --
Listening to: Ayumi Hamasaki
Chatting to: Fred, Yuki
Reading: --
Mood: Very depressed
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Monday, December 17, 2007

   It was cold today!!!!! (Yes, thats amazing)
It's only been getting down to about 80 here and today it was COLD! It makes me happy. ^w^

I think I got my brain fixed. x_o Thanks Fred!

What did you do this weekend? I saw two of my friends and drama happend (not with them), and now I like Josh a little bit more. I don't know if thats good or not, I guess it's up to him.

I cried yesterday. Thats pretty pathetic, isn't it? Yes, yes it is. Oh well.

-unimportant stuff-
Mr. Yuiko (my bamboo plant) is growing. It's a big deal to me. and my nail is about to break off. -doom-

Tomrrow I get my hair cut
Two days until Jessica moves into Alex's hood.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 173
Obsessing over: The hand cuffs she got yesterday (they looks like the ones in Death Note), General Hospital
Listening to: Into The Night ~ Santana ft Chad Kroeger
Chatting to: --
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend vol. 2
Mood: Curious
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

   And I'm doing..WHAT exactly!?
Sooo... we have a sub in my typin' class t'day... he said "your assignments on the board. You know what do to!" Buuut we did that yesterday and not even half the people in this class 're here. o_O

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So, this morning Randy was asking me if I have a bf. I kept asking why and he would not tell me. (Sarah was with us saying "You're hinting!!") Anyways, I had to go to my class and I always see Sarah between my 1st and 2nd period. She told me that he likes me which agrivates me because I DO have a bf but Randy is actually someone I could potentially date! Dx I wanted to ask Bethany about it but she hasn't been at school all week. (She hands out with Randy a lot) But Randy also said that he was gonna ask someone else out but I think it could of just been cover since I DID tell him I have a bf...

I get to see Ryu-sama later though... I wanna make sure my room looks halfway decent. ^^;

I've got a lot of homework this week. Dx I have to finish a science project, math, a current event, organize my notebook for one class, and start my really big project for history! Dx Well, I don't HAVE to do the last one just yet but I wanna...

Wish me luck with, well, everythin' I suppouse.

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-Yesterday-
me: *talking to Josh on AIM* Josh-ku~n! ^o^
Josh: ~_~
me: Am I buggin' you? Er, are you okay?
Josh: No! I'm not okay! I don't get to see your pretty face for three more weeks!
me: o///o *blushes*
-end-

.::Current Status::.
Level: 172
Obsessing over: Wanting to get her hair cut, Diggy-Mo
Listening to: Magenta Magenta ~ SOUL'd OUT
Chatting to: --
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend vol. 1
Mood: Devious
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Friday, December 7, 2007

   Does anyone know when our sites 're gonna be unlocked? o_O
Nyaaan! Huwwwo! My posts always start off boring. Hahah.

Well, it seems I have nothing to do this weekend. So, it sucks. I'm gonna ask Ryu-sama if he wants to see me though... I tried to call 'im yesterday but I think he was busy cuz he was talking really fast like he needed to get off the phone. He said he'd be able t' talk to me t'day... I wanted to talk to him yesterday becuz I haven't in a few days but...meh, oh well. I'll call 'im later.

Nyeh, I've gotta lot of homework t' do this weekend... Well, no, I don't. But I do have homework. x_o

~~> To Fred.
Hey Fred, I know yer gonna read this soo... maybe see me this weekend? Hahah. You're probably busy. E'ry one seems to be. x_o Meeeeeh.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 171
Obsessing over: Wanting to get her hair cut
Listening to: Nightcore
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Yu Yu Hakusho vol. 3
Mood: Melancholy
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

   This post is all about my head. x3
Konnichiwa~~ Ogenki desu ka?
( n 3 n )

-ahem- Hey. Not much is going on here. The only main thing is that I am thinking of getting my hair cut... Am~ Right now it looks kind of like Misa's (Death Note) or timeskip Hinatas (Naruto) and I am thinking of getting it cut like Reita (The GazettE) only with out it being short in the back. I'm not sure if I want to though. u_u If I do get it cut it will be in a week or two... Aah~~ I can't decide... I kind of wish that I could just go and get it done now so I would not have to think about it.! >_> -grunble- Any opinions? Because the hair that will be covering my face will be from the back of my head so my banfs would still kind of be there so if I did not like it I could just push the hair back and it would not make much of a diffrence... x_o Sooo... I might do it just to try it... I asked my mammy if I could keep it so it was like that all the time so I could wear my hair either way but she is all "NO! It'll look BAD!" ... but if I get it cut and I like it that way I'll ask 'er again. >3 Maybe then she'll say yes...

I also got my progress report t'day. I got four A's a D and a D+. Sooo... I won't be showing it to my mom. xD Hopfully I'll get those grades up before report cards come out. o___o;;;

Things with me an' Ryu-sama are...VERY well. I'm so happy. I <3 my boyfriend. xD

Today is cold and I regret not wearing my better jacket... but how was I suppoused to know?! HERE IN STUPID FL IT'S ONLY BEEN GETTING DOWN TO ABOUT 70 DEGREES IN THE DAY! >O

-ahem- have a good day everyone! ^_^

.::Current Status::.
Level: 170
Obsessing over: Tila Tequila music, her new myspace layout, Misa Campo
Listening to: Fake Friendship ~ Tila Tequila
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Yu Yu Hakusho vol. 2
Mood: Content, iffy
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

   Happy b-day to my half sister. I gave her a little Domo-kun plushie
Heeeey~ Everyone! ^_^

Friday I had a club meeting, we went to the asian market, then me and Sarah walked across the street to Godfathers Pizza. We ended up meeting one of my friends there. Also, Sarah later told me that after I left he told her that she likes me. o.o Which is okay.

After I got home I got ready an' whatnot, then Ryu-sama took me to his house and I stayed there last night. I told him I was sorry for acting bitchy all the time, but he said I didn't. -shrugs- I still feel like I should be nicer to him though. He bought me lunch yesterday. ¢¾¢¾

~~~

Okay, so, I've been feeling kind of down. Simply because I feel like I don't look pretty enough or like I feel upstaged or whatever the hell. I told Ryu-sama that I wanted to change my hair because everyone said it would look better if it was diffrent, not really because I wanted to and he said that was stupid.

But... I don't know. I feel so unacceptable... with the way I look lately... I don't know why... Agh. x_x
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

   New layout??? =o What? You want me to change it?!
I hope you're all having a good day. Mine is good, but a little dull.

Aww... I'm not getting as many comments as normal. Maybe it's because I don't post enough... or mabye cause there have not been a lot of people on in the past few days? Oh well... it's all good =x

Anyone think I should change my bg since I've had this one foreveeerrr???

AH! IT'S THURSDAY! I'm glad the week went by so quick! ^o^ Cuz it's almost over.

The Asian Culture Club is having a meeting after school tomorrow and we're goin' to the asian food market! ^_^ So that should be fun! Also, Ryu-sama lives at Kaileys house now. (long story...kind of... I'll explain if anyone wants me to.) but I get to spend the night at her house this weekend so I get to see Ryu! <333

I started drawing a pic of Rukia t'day. ^^ I like it, but I ain't done with it... meh. I need to hook up my scanner (it's been sitting in it's box for months)

.::Current Status::.
Level: 169
Obsessing over: Captian Harlock, drawing
Listening to: Christmas in Hollywood ~ Hollywood Undead
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: blank/spacey/good
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

   You know you wanna click it ~> www.lost.eu/69e7c
EDIT: I CHANGED MY LAYOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's Hakufu from Ikkitousen (Battle Vixens)! However, I don't recomend it to any of you, I like it, but it is very perverted. o_o; (In a clothes getting ripped off kind of way.)

Yes, I AM AWARE that Hakufu has really big boobs, you don't need to be an idiot and point it out and be like "LULZ!! HAHAH!!" >_>;;; -ahem-

I tried to change my icon/picture, but it will not let me. ._.; Oh well.

I also might change my bg... but idk... what do you think?

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Reply to wolf of sorrow's comment ~~

Jacon is an anime convention, they're hosting a winter ball. (It's not a cosplay thing, it's a regular formal ball) I really want to go. ^_^ An' you could always cosplay for halloween or something... if it were me I'd probably just make it for the heck of it. =x

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My day was... alright. I get to see Ryu-sama this weekend and I'm really happy!!! Does everyone know that we're dating? We're very on-and-off... But right now we're better than ever! -so happy- ^o^

I drew a pretty picture of Isane. I need a pen to ink it... but I might just give in and scan it anyways. >_>;;

-in the school library-
me: -flipping though a book called Manga Heros and Villans- *thinking: They should have Capitan Harlock (Galaxy Express 999) in here* -turns the page and sees pic of him- O_O!!!!! -covers her mouth and tries her hardest not to squeal-
Sarah: What is wrong with you?! O_o
me: -shows her the pic- It's Cap'n Harlock!!
Sarah: -_-;
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I'm sure that no one is going to know what Galaxy Express 999 is... or who Captian Harlock is... Sooo... PIC OF HIM!




-gos off attempt to change her MyO layout and to make to-do list-

.::Current Status::.
Level: 168
Obsessing over: Captian Harlock
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: VH1
Reading: --
Mood: Good/annoyed
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

   ~~ ^o^
hey everyone! I need to update more, I really do. Feel free to bother me about it. u3u;;;

Maybe I should change my homepage to MyO. That might work. =o -ahem-

Anyways, my mom started being really bitchy today.
She's BEEN being bitchy!! >______>

She pretty much told me I'm "out of control" because I do not have an eating scedual, my room is always messy, and I ssleep to tate on WEEKENDS and I stay up to late and I am on the comp to much. Dx

But she was WAY over reacting.

Not much else is new, except I'm going to the JACON ball! ^o^ I could not find a good dresss so I am going to make one. There is a girl in Fatal Frame that has a pretty dress. It's not a cosplay thing (eventhough JACON is a convention) but her dress does not look cosplayish so it's okay ^^;

(click link below for a pic...it might take a bit to load)
http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u291/LiAzure/cosplay/video%20game/5Blarge5D5BAnimePaper5Dscans_Fatal-.jpg

I might change my mind cuz I have not bought the fabirc yet but I doubt it.
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