Tuesday, November 13, 2007

   @_x
I want to update a lot, but I keep forgetting. X_o Weekend before last was Janicon, an’ it was a loooot of fun! ^o^ I’m really glad Fred took me. I met some awesome people as well! I spent way to much money, however, I like the stuff I bought so I guess it’s okay…

-ahem- The next con the devious duo (me an’ Fred, I don’ know why I just called us that either…) will be attending Megacon! (Hopefully.) I’m still tryin’ to decide who I’m gonna cosplay as, and Fred is gonna be… I forgot actually, but I know she’s gonna be Mitsuki from Full Moon and Pamela from Atelier Iris 3! ^w^ We’re also probably gonna get a table there to, like, y’know, sell things and what not. I need to work on chibis/stickers/prints and leg warmers, and Fred has already started her legwarmers. We’re also gonna making some other stuff… we have a lot of ideas but I’m not sure what we’re actually gonna be doing yet… OH! Also we’re gonna make Chi (Chobits) ears! ^o^

My ideas for cosplays for Megacon~
Winna (No pic of him...) [Atelier Iris 3] (For Fred… definitely being him)
Halibel [Bleach] (I’m obsessed with her right now… so definitely being her)
Nemu [Bleach]
Timejump Hinata [Naruto] (I've yet to see her done WELL.)
Tsunade [Naruto]

I’m probably gonna be… well.. I’m not sure. I think I don’t wanna be Tsunade the most because I’m already gonna have to buy two wigs for the other cosplays. ^^; I’ll probably end up being Nemu for my 3rd cosplay. Unless I wanna be like this one lady at Janicon who was really awesome, but she changed her outfit like, 5 times. X3 Nyuu~

Okay, enough wit the ranting, right? I’ll try to get more active. I’ve been slacking off. I’ll see ya soon! -waves-

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Listening to: Summer Time Blues ~ Heartsdales
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

   WHEEE!!!!!!!
HAPPY B-DAY TO MEEEE!
HAPPY B-DAY TO SETO KAIBAAAA!

*stands on table and dances*
^o^

A few of my friends said that they were gonna get my presants... But I wanna see how many of them actually did. xD
Or how many people actually remember that it's meh b-day. ^^;

I'm going to a carnival with Yuki at her school later and that'll be fun. Then after I get back my dad and grandpa are gonna come to my house and we're gonna eat cake and I get my pressies!!! <3
I've been bugging my mom all week by saying "So, wha'd you get me for my birthday?" eeeevery day. I FINALLY get to know! >w< RAWR!

I was suppoused to see Kaira today but I can't...an' it sucks. x_x And this is the first b-day in a long time that I haven't spent with Fred... Also sucks.

I hope that Ryu-sama remembers my b-day and calls me!

Did I tell everyone that I broke up with Ryu? Well, it's not that I don't like him, he's just always busy and we don't really act like a couple cuz we never go out and hardly ever see eachother and I want more than that in a guy... X_x I'm not sure I could say that I love him right now. But I think I can... when we get back together. And I know we're going to. We talked'ed about it an' stuff... so everything is still alright between us and i'm not depressed or anything. ^^; He better'a bought me somethin' good! >3

It's 12:21AM right now. I must go to sleep so I am not dead in the mornin'. Good night everyone! <3

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Level: 167
Obsessing over: everything xD
Listening to: Utada Hikaru
Chatting to: Alex, Kaira
Watching: MTV (ew)
Reading: --
Mood: Hyper/happy
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

   Nya! ¢¾
Hello my fellow otaku!
Sorry for the lack of updates. The real world has been eating me alive...not fun. u_u I think things are getting better though...but I DO have a lot of cosplay to work on... sucks. Most of it isn't that hard thought so it's not TOOOO bad... I guess...

Well, some shit has happened with Marc that I don't really feel like telling the whole world about. If you really wanna know you can message me or something. But I talked to Alex <33 and that helped a lot. ^_^ Thanks bro! And everything is all better now... n_n

GUESS WHAT EVERYONE! MY B-DAY IS TOMORROW! YAY!
Thats right... I have the same b-day as Seto Kaiba. >3

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Level: 166
Obsessing over: Her b-day
Listening to: Whatever ~ Ayumi Hamasaki
Chatting to: Fred
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: upbeat
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

   Chya~ I'll get to sites when I get home!
Hey everone. Sorry for the lack up updates. I¡¯ve been busy and whatnot.

My mom never found out that I nuck out. So all is good. ^_^;

Okay, well, not everything. Kiiiind of sorta have a crush on Marc. I told him and he said that he only likes me as a friend and he doesn¡¯t want to date me. I¡¯m okay with it cuz I don¡¯t want to date him either, but I still can¡¯t help but with he liked me a little more. But it¡¯s weird because he ACTS like he likes me half the time then the other half he¡¯s a moron and a jerk to me.

In other relationship related news, me and Ryu-sama are still on a break¡¦ But I¡¯m seeing him later and his b-day gift (shinigami/soul reaper unifrom) finally got here! ^_^ He said I¡¯m not allowed to wear it but I can try it on when he comes over later. Buuut¡¦ I already took out the top and put it on and took a few pics of myself in it. ^____^;;;;;; But I made sure to put it back JUUUUUUST right so he couldn¡¯t tell. So, when I try it on later I¡¯m be like ¡°lemme take a pic!¡± and then I¡¯ll show them to him later on the internet or something. Rawr. ;D

Also, there is this girl named Arin that has a crush on me, I¡¯d go out with her, but she gos to a different school and I hardly EVER see it. T_T

Well, I¡¯m posting in class and now it¡¯s time to go. <3 yous.

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Obsessing over: Ryu-samas shinigami outfit
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Reading: --
Mood: good, confused
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Sunday, October 7, 2007

   Oh god...I'm like freaking out right now.

My friend Yuki is over and Marc and Ashe wanted to hang out with us....at... 12:30am. o_o So, I got the bright idea to take the screen out of my window and sneak out with them. Unfortunately when we came back, my window had shut all the way, and the front and back door were shut.

So, we ended up waking up my step dad, luckily, not my mom. I was still freaking out, but he let us in and Ashe put the screen back in my window. I asked my step dad not to tell my mom, but I'm not really sure he even knew what was going on. I hope he doesn't tell my mom because then I'll never be allowed to see Marc again. T_T

---

Before all this, me and Yuki went to Marcs house for a little while (when we were allowed to). I had a shot. o_O It kind of burned. I think I'm turning into a bad child.

Me and Ryu-sama's break I think is over now, but it was last week. And in that week, I smoke, had a shot, cheated on Ryu-sama, and now I've snuck out. ._.

I'll never sneak out again... As long as My mom doesn't find out this time. T_T Or maybe I should just put something so the window won't close all the way... Hmm...

Ahh! THE ANXIETY!!!

Ok, I know this is kind of going to sound weird... but I kind of with that Marc liked me in a girlfriend way... but then I'm kind of glad he doesn't because then we won't have to break up and go though that awkward stage... Maybe I just wish he cared about me a little more than other people. I don't like him as a boyfriend... I have Ryu-sama. But...I don't know.

-ANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETY-

I'm gonna go try and sleep or something. ;_; Wish me luck in not getting in trouble...

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Level: 165
Obsessing over: ANXIETYANXIETYANXIETY
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Chatting to: --
Watching: My Chemical romance video dairys
Reading: --
Mood: ANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETY
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

   I have 666 hits right now! xD
Hey everyone! Sorry I have not updated in a while. I guess I've been busy and stuff. u_u

The party that was forever ago was fun. Yuki came over and that was fun. The next weekend Fred came over and she feel asleep at 9:30pm.
I haven't seen Ryu-sama in...3 weeks. ;~; We're on a break right now...so, we're dating with out actually dating. Buuut... Our break ends this week! ¢¾ Very happy about that. We only decided to have a break for a week anyways but I really wanna be his girlfriend again.

I kind sorta cheated on him yesterday by making out with this one guy I know...His name's Marc
I felt really bad though and I told him I wanted to stop but I kinda sorta got molested. Dx

Yesterday was Ryu-sama's b-day and his present still isn't here. ( T _ T )
Happy birthday Ryu-sama!
I also made him a paopu fruit plushie that I'm gonna give to him next time I see him. <3

I told him what happened with Marc like, right after it did because, like I said, I felt bad. I still do. Ryu-sama said that he's going to kick his ass cuz he was mad that he forced himself on me after I told him I didn't want to do anything anymore... Makes me happy that Ryu cares. ^w^

I should stop talking about Ryu-sama...

I need to work on cosplay really badly but it seems like I'm either way over tired or I'm in school or I have homework. u_u

-at lunch-
me: *sitting next to Ian and watching him and other people play Yu-Gi-Oh*
Random person #1: You guys should play strip Yu-Gi-Oh!
Random person #2: Yeah! And who ever wins gets to have the person of their chose to a strip dance for them!
me: WHAT?! xD *laughing*
-end-

This week is spirit week! Means we get to dress up as something diffrent for every day of the week. Yesterday was western day...which i didn't dress up for. Today was animal day. I wore Brea's cat ears that Rachel made. ^w^ They're good sized cat ears like the ones in Loveless! Not the small kind so they're awesome!



Thats Ritsuka from Loveless...just so you can get an idea of what size the ears were if you've never read/watched Loveless. =3

Uh, not doing comment replies today cuz I haven't updated in a while. ^^;

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Level: 164
Obsessing over: drawing, sewing
Listening to: The Sailor Song - Toy-Box
Chatting to: --
Watching: VH1
Reading: --
Mood: Content
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

   Gundams, tails, and Faye.
I'm gonna update my theme over the weekend.

Me and Steven made up today...sort of...but first we had a Gundam fight. xD
-this morning-
Steven: *comes up behind Aya and takes her arms and tries to hit me*
Aya: What are you doing?
Steven: You're a Gundam!
Sarah: *comes up behind me and takes my arms and tries to hit Aya with them*
me: o_O
Aya: *gets out of Stevens grip* I DO NOT FIGHT FOR EVIL! *runs away*
-end-

And Rachel wore a fox tail to school today! ^_^ I kept petting it and was like "tail gropage!!" and whenever I went to hug her I'd reach behind her and grab her tail. xD It was fun...I want one. She said it wasn't hers though, but that it WAS from the medieval fair... So I'ma try and get one next time its here! ^_^ And me and Rachel were talking about clothes and stuff..
-also this morning-
Rachel: I have a pair of shorts that look like Fayes...but they're a diffrent color.
me: Faye?
Rachel: From Cowboy Bebop.
[[picture here--> click me!]]
me: OH, HER! She's cool. ^_^
Rachel: Yeah, I'd never cosplay as her though. Plus, I don't have the boobs for it...you do though.
me: I do? o_O I feel special now. xD
Sarah: *walks over*
me: Did you know I have the boobs to cosplay as Faye from Cowboy Bebop?
Sarah: *gives me a wtf-are-you-talking-about look* o_O -a few seconds later- Yeah you do!
-end-

I know no one cares about my boobs, I just thought that was funny. x3 ^^;

Sooo...I got in trouble in typing class today for being on MyOtaku. xD So..No more of that, sadly.

On the bus today, I lost my bracelet. T_T I didn't realize until I got home... I might go buy a new one later cuz it was only a few dollars... And some guy who lives in my neighborhood, his names Mark, offered me a cig. o_O I said no though. I've never tried cigs but I've heard they taste bad...

Comment replies
destinyssweetman
Be careful? You mean at the party? I will, don't worry. ^_^ *hugs* and I don't think you're being over protective.

lordsesshomaru
I did end up talking to Ryu-sama...heh. And to the extra credit thing...YES IT WOULD! x3

the78thdude
Kya~! I wanna shirt with hiragana. =x I almost got one as Anime South that said in hiragana "im a stupid american and i'll buy anything" x3 but I got one that said "GLOMP ME" instead.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 163
Obsessing over: drawing, wanting to change her MyO theme, H.I.M.
Listening to: H.I.M.
Chatting to: Jessica, Doug
Watching: ABC Family
Reading: Disgaea
Mood: Blank
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

   Hiragana and cosplay~! (Paaaartay!)
Hmm...I'm in a good mood today...which is strange cuz I didn't talk to Ryu-sama at all yesterday. o.o; *shrugs*

Oh! Yesterday I got one of my homework english papers back. I had drawn a chibi person on it. My teacher wrote "kawaii" next to it in hiragana!! ^o^ It made me happy...heh. (She tought english in Japan for a while. =3 )

I need to see Fred and Yuki this weekend. Fred to work on cosplay, Yuki so she can go though my clothes and take stuffs. Also, I'm going to a party! x3

I got SIX comments! =D Thats the most I've had in a while! ^o^

Comment replies~!

*gives destinyssweetman a cookie* ^_^

Who
Really? Maybe thats why some people say it...but it still bugs me. ^^;

lordsesshomaru
*gigglesnort @ whole comment* xDDDD <33

sailorXena
Agreed. x3 I enjoy taunting them...does that make me a bad person? ^^;

the78thdude
Long comment? Tis okay. =D And yeah, For some reason I don't mind "ghey" but "gay" bugs me. ^^; Ah~ You're right about the Ryu thing... Just like it would be weird if he told me he got molested by a guy. xD And I have pictures of me on my myspace...buuut... I think I trust people on MyO more to not stalk me. xDD =3 (but thats kind of obvious...)

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Obsessing over: drawing/coloring, wanting to change her MyO theme
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Disgaea
Mood: Content
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

   Funny imature people, the word
I KNOW MY POSTY LOOKS LONG buuut...its mostly a convo thing... ^^;

Yeah, Bethany hates it when people say things like "thats so gay" just like I do! <3
-in science-
Elaina: High school is so gay.
Bethany: I don't believe that high school has a sexual prefrence.
me: Yes, high school is very happy isn't it?
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So yeah, yesterday Steven got mad at me. What happened was that i poked/tapped him with my water bottle, he hit me, i hit him back, he hit/punched me in the stomach, i hit him then kicked him...then later right before i went to class i smacked him across the face. He got REALLY pissed off, he was like "DON'T TALK TO ME!! FUCK OFF!!!"
He way over reacted... and today he was still mad
-this morning-
Sarah: *gos and asks Steven if hes still mad at me, then comes back over to me* He says to go fuck yourself.
me: Tell him I did that yesterday.
Sarah: *gos to tell him then comes back* He says to do it again.
me: Tell him "gladly"
Sarah: *laughs, gos to tell him*
Steven: *yells to me* WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M BEING AN ASS TO YOU?!
me: Cuz its funny...and you're a pussy for still being mad.
Steven: YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE AND NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU!!!!
me: Ryu-sama loves me. ^_^
Sarah: *hugs me* I love her!
Steven: *leaves*
-end-
Yeah, pissed off people are fun to laugh at. xD [[Ryu-sama: No one hits my girlfriend! >(]]

I told Ryu-sama that I got molested by girls at the party thing...and he got all...WEIRD! I was supprised because he told me before that he didn't even care if I cheated on him with a girl (Which I wouldn't do.). But he got all...I dunno. And he was like "I wanna go to a party and get molested by girls." but I don't think he meant it cuzthen I got kind of pissy and he was like "Now you know how I felt when you said you were moleted!" ...It was...Well, I guess he cares just that much. o_o I'm glad. >3

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MewMewstreet
I'm good. Glad to see you again! ^o^ *huggles lots*

Who
Yay for me and my "talent". xD And Yay for scary games that freak the shit out of you! >D

the78thdude
Internet stalkers? Oh dear god I hope not! O_O x_X I'd have to shoot someone with my spiffy airsoft gun...that I...haven't bought yet. ._.

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Level: 161
Obsessing over: drawing/coloring, wanting to change her MyO theme
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Disgaea
Mood: Happy, kind of bored, extreemly hungry
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Monday, September 17, 2007

   Same theme? Oh noes! Dx
Yeeeah...I mean't to change my theme, but, well, I didn't. ._. I did find the Ururu pics I was looking for though! ^o^ I still might make a Rukia theme then a Ururu theme...I'll have to go though my pics and see...

I saw Ryu-sama this weekend, but he only staied at my house for 3 hours which kind of sucks because it was the first time I'd seen him in two weeks... But about 45 mins after he left I got invited to a party insane get together. xD It was fun...apparently I can turn girls bi/lesbian by not even doing anything. xDD Lol.

OMG. I just typed "fuck" instead of "dock" ...what the hell? o_O

Kaira came over and slept at my house after the party thing. The day after we played Clock Tower 3 (scariest game...EVER.) But I used a guide so we wouldn't die...We started over cuz I think that using cheat codes made it fuck up so I couldn't get to the rest of the game. =x And...

me: "... Exit the room and continue north." I'll tell you more what to do in a second.
Kaira: Alright. *does what the guide said*
Sledgehammer (the guy in the same whos trying to murder your character): *bursts though the wall* AALLYYYSSAAA!!!
me/Kaira: *SCEAM!!!* O___O!!!!
me: *looks back at guide* Oh yeah, the next line says "Sledgehammer will burst though the wall--"
Kaira: WHY COULDN'T YOU OF READ THAT BEFORE?!

Comment replies~!¢¾
Moontiger
My posts arn't THAT long, are they? ;_;

destinyssweetman
I like Yoruichi as well...I wanna cosplay her someday, eventhough my skin is MUCH to light. ^^;
Thanks for the input on the coloring!

Who
*pats head* My coloring can be pretty bad sometimes. ^^; Don't feel bad.

lordsesshomaru
I know that site...thanks for the link though. I almost forgot that website existed. =x I may go look there for some Ururu pics...

the78thdude
Do both characters for my theme? IT'S GENIOUS! Why didn't I think of that? xD (No, really, that didn't even cross my mind...)

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Obsessing over: drawing/coloring, wanting to change her MyO theme
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Disgaea
Mood: Bored of my mind x_x
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