Friday, September 14, 2007

   Ho hum~ What a glorious day to be alive! xD
Sorry, I felt like being over happy. ^^;

I gots two quizzes today, I already took my math one and my friend told me that my history one is very easy. =3

-Yesterday-
me: Great! I can't hang out with Fred OR Yuki this weekend!!
Ryu-sama: So? >(
me: My plans for this weekend just jumped off a bridge and landed on the newly blood spattered rocks below.
Ryu-sama: So?! >(
me: I have nothing to do this weekend!!
Ryu-sama: *gos and sits in the corner of woe, crosses out woe and writes anger*
me: Don't be mad at Motoko! Would you like the see her this weekend? She really wants to see you anways!
Ryu-sama: Yes. *normal/happy again*

---

Uhm, yeah, corner of woe = Host Club joke.

I plan on changing my theme later today! ^_^ I'm gonna make it Rukia again, because I can't find this one Ururu image thing I was gonna use, but when I do find it, I'll proably change my theme to her. ^o^ (Thanks the78thdude!)

Oh uhm, I've had this weird thing where I feel like I should learn to color...I really want to...what does everyone this is better, digital coloring or pencils? Because I wanted to buy some good colored pencils to learn to color (I'm anti-crayola) but I keep thinking I shouldn't waste my money and just learn to do it with photoshop... (I already have this program, and it was given to me by someone who also already had it. ^^; )

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destinyssweetman
Course I'll keep the Ayumi pic! ¢¾ I plan on keeping all of my club banners. =3

Who & the78thdude
Thank you for the sites! ^o^ Both of them helped a lot! >3

lordsesshomaru
True...I feel normal again though. I have weird spells like that. ^^;

.::Current Status::.
Level: 159
Obsessing over: Atelier Iris 3 art, the need to draw, coloring
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Bizenghast vol. 2
Mood: Content
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

   Shorter post than yesterday. ^_^
The posty~

Does anyone know where I can get codes for MyO? I like, making my posty in a scroll box? I'd enjoy that very much if someone could tell me. =3

I've still yet to draw anything...kinda makes me sad. ;_; I've been getting more cleaning done on my room though. (I have to go though everything I own and throw stuff out and whatnot.)

When I left science class today, I was walking to my english class and...

??? (its a guy): *stops me* I know your sister!
me: *thinking: My sister is nearly two years old, no you don't.* Oh, really?
???: Yeah. What grade are you in?
me: 9th.
???: 9TH?! O_O
me: o_o; Yes.
???: *puts his hand out to shake mine* whats your name? I'm Justin.
me: *shakes his hand* Motoko. Nice to meet you.
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Ok, not really relevent, but I didn't know the guy so it was strange.

I'm having in securities with my and Ryu-sama's relationship. I feel like if I call him to IM him I'm bothering him and its kinda hard for me to tell him I love him. I hope I feel better soon... I was really sad about it last night but I feel a lot better now. I hope I can see him this weekend~ ¢¨ú I also might see my friend Yuki this weekend, I was planning on seeing Fred but I think she's busy with her own things.

I want banners for my posty. >D I think Ima change my theme soon...well, I'll keep it Rukia (unelss someone has any other suggestions) but Ima change the piccys.

Oh yeah! I almost forgot, I joined the Asian Culture Club! ^o^

Comment replies~
*claps for all of five comments yesterday.* >D

Moontiger
I don't mind. I know my posty was uber long. ^^; *huggles* I missed you toos~!

shinobicatgirl
Like I said, I don't mind that you didn't read all of it. =3 I'm not to good with uber long postys either.

sailorXena
Yes... "Fun". Lol. Thats the word. Yay! Someone knows what Bizenghast is! ^o^

the78thdude
I'm glad you think it wasn't to long. Heh. And we got yelled at today for the crayon fight...well, not us in perticular, the whole class. xD It was kinda funny though.

lordsesshomaru
I'll probably block him soon if he tries anything else! *shakes fist at him* I have two books to help me learn japanese, a japanese-english dictionary, and a phrase book. I also know a couple websites for diffrent japanese things... I'm just not motivated enough. u_u Thanks for the website! I'll definitely check it out when I get home. =3
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

   Clothing, insanity, perverts, and criminals.
The posty

My post will never ever ever ever be this long again...I swear...a lot of shit just happened. o_o

Morning...
This morning was the "Aya Delima". I wanted to wear my pleted skirt that looks like Ayas and a button down shirt...but I didnt want people to be like "ZOMG SCHOOL GIRL" so I ended up wearing the skirt with a tank top. (not that you care, ha) I was almost late for my bus. o_o

Bizenghast
I hope I'm spelling that right. ^^; Either way, I found my book in the science room, where I had left it. And it was completely unharmed! =D

Science class (2nd period)
SO yeah, my science class today was quite interesting. ^^;

Frist thing;; There was this HUGE fly buzzing around my, Dennise, and Cheih's table. So, I got the briliant idea so slay it with a heavy text book. xDD O_O

Second;; Me, Dennise, and Cheih sitting at our table, next to us is Elaina and one of her friends, and in front of them are these two spanish kids. The spanish kids were throwing crayons at Chieh, so I offered to throw some at them for her. It turned into this crayone throwing war. O_o I was amazed at how much the teached is OBLIVIOUS at EVERYTHING. And I was kneeling down to pick up crayons off the floor and some black guy called me over and was like "Why are you bending over in a skirt?" and I was all "o_O Wtf? I'm not" and he and his friend were like...hitting on me. Then later the same guy was telling me to show people my nails (their pointed...kinda like Inuyasha but not QUITE as long) and his friend was at the table by himself and I went over and these other two guys were all "Ooo!" and whitsleing and shit (and I was just STANDING there so I dunno why they were doing it)...at that point, I went back to my table. xD

Perverted assholes...
So, I found this guy on GaiaOnline who offered to teach me Japanese for free. So I've been chatting with him on Yahoo and AIM, and yesterday we went on webcam and he was all hitting on me and trying to get me to take my clothes off and shit. >___> I mean, WTF?! After a person says "NO" the first 340953 times you'd think someone would get the hint! But I really wanna learn japanese so I haven't blocked him yet...however, I don't plan on using my webcam with him and if he tries to do it more he'll be blocked very fast. o_o And I even told him I had a bf cuz I thought maybe it would get him to back off but he was like "well I have a gf too" and I was just thinking "THAT MAKES IT EVEN WORSE!!!"

Lunch time~
I never have any one to talk to but Sarah...and I don't like her all that much cuz 1] I'm shallow and think that the way she looks will make people not wanna talk to me. 2] I have people to SIT WITH but no one speaks to me. 3] Sarah...well...I think she's bad at making friends, cuz I seem to be her only one..shes kinda clingy and can get annoying sometimes.

On a more serious note...
This guy I know named Teddy...I dunno if thats his real name... but people tricked him into hacking a bank... And he got kicked out of his moms house and could be facing 2-5 months in prison. ;_; I don't know him all that well but I hope he doesn't go to jail!

And finally...The comment replies!
I don't think I got to to many sites yesterday..sorry! ;_;

the78thdude
Thats good...cuz I hate it when people are all "Thats go gay." It makes me wanna go "thats so strait".

destinyssweetman
Awesome? Not to much...I'm not allowed to but I do anyways. ^^; I think I have some ideas of things to draw but I just haven't been able to find time to draw...I'm either to lazy, forget, or I'm to busy. Dx

.::Current Status::.
Level: 158
Obsessing over: Atelier Iris 3 art, the need to draw
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Bizenghast vol. 1
Mood: Bored.

THE POST IS FINALLY OVER!
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

   AH! CRAP! O_O (Yes everyone, I'm updating in 4th period again.)
The posty~
Well, I lost Bizenghast vol. 1. I'm kind of freaking out because that book wasn't even mine! O_O I left it in the science room, but I didn't realize until the next period (English). So I asked my teacher if I could go back and get it, she let me. But when I got there no one was in the class room and the door was locked. I looked in though the window at my table and I didn't see it there...I didn't see it...maybe it was behind a text book? I really hope Dennise or Cheih picked it up! T___T (their two of my friends who sit next to me in that class and they both left after I did.)

Well, I'm in 4th peroid now, so I'm gonna go try to get it again at lunch. I reeeeeally hope I find it! Even if I don't...I'm not gonna be a bitch about it. I'll just buy a new one for my friend (Yuki). o.o

Uhm...anyways...I've had this weird urge to draw lately...but the problem is I have no idea what I should draw. I have no inspiration. T_T Also, I have to clean later and I'm running out of boxes and things to throw away...

I might see Ryu-sama later if he's not busy. I hope I can see him over the weekend instead. (My room is waaaay to messy to clean all before he gets there...)

Sorry this posty was so long. ;_; They've been like that lately...

Comment reply~

the78thdude
Thank yous~ ¢¢¢ç¢¢ç¢®¢¯ú I'm glad someone knows who Ururu is...almost no one does when I mention her...its quite sad. Like the way you spelled it "ghey". >D

.::Current Status::.
Level: 157
Obsessing over: Atelier Iris 3 art
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Bizenghast vol. 1 Tis lost. T_T
Mood: Spazzing, nervous
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Monday, September 10, 2007

   Hullo~ ¢¢¢ç¢®¡¿ú
I've decided that I wanna start replying to comments....so I shal. Also, I'm updating at my house today! (be amazed)

Comment replies

GetYourOwnRoxas
Maybe I shouldn't spend $60 on Ryu-sama...but I really wanna buy the shinigami outfit for him. ~¢¢¢ç¢®¡¿ú You make get money to spend it. (Not that I don't wanna spend it on myself)

the78thdude
I'll put up a pic of my Ururu cosplay if I get a good pic of it. ^o^ Hopfully I will. Maybe I'll work on the outfit later.


The post! and reply to destinyssweetman's comment
I did talk to Ryu-sama, and I feel a lot better now. He's acting really nice and stuff. I think he feels bad that we got into a fight. ¢¢¢ç¢®¡¿ú And I haven't seen him in more than a week...either way, I'm much better than I was. ^o^

Hmm...I might work on my Ururu cosplay later, and maybe some of my Paine costume. I'm gonna try and order the stuffs for Ryu-sama and my gun for my Eva cosplay. ^_^

I had a lot of fun over the weekend. Fred stayed over twice and Kaira stayed over one of the nights. I played the video game Atelier Iris 3 for 11 hours strait ¢¢¢ç¢®¡¿ú~ I luff it. I think I might go play it more. I played it for one or two hours yesterday.

Lunch was boring. I don't really have many people to talk to during it. I have two groups I can kind of hang out with but like, none of the people talk to me much more than a "hi". The only one I can actually TALK to is Sarah and she can get kind of annoying sometimes...
Sucks.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 156
Obsessing over: Atelier Iris 3, Edge (character from Atelier Iris 3)
Listening to: Look At Me Now ~ Nightcore
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Bizenghast vol. 1
Mood: Content
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Friday, September 7, 2007

   Posting in computers class again. ^^;
Well, no one read my posty yesterday except the78thdude. And I shal reply to your comment!

No, I didn't mean FFX and FFX-2, we're gonna cosplay the fairy versions from KH2. ^o^

Fred is coming over later today and we're gonna work on our Janicon cosplays! ^_^

Shes going as; Yuna (KH2, we're gonna work on this costume), Hunny (Host Club), and Candice (Pokemon)
and I'm going as; Eva (Metal Gear Solid 3), Ururu (Bleach, gonna work on this one), and Paine (KH2, working on this one)

AGH! I was talking to Ryu-sama yesterday, I guess we pretty much talked about taking a break from out relationship and "seeing what else is out there."
What did he mean by that? I'm not sure I understand. I told him I didn't want to and that I was affraid of him finding someone better than me and falling in love with her, he said that there wasnt anyone better than me though...
So..why would he wanna take a break?
And he assured me that he loved me, But he said that "freedom" was I nice thing to have...
Well, all of this is hypothetical, we're still together and all, but I just got used to the fact that we were gonna stay together and I didn't have to worry about our relationship ending...well, now all of thats come back, I feel so uncomfterble. I wish I was home so I could cry or something.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 156
Obsessing over: The art in Vampire Knight
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: uncomfterble, unsure, insecure, depressed
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

   I'm breakin' da rules. xDD
Hey everyone! Guess what, I'm still alive. And I'm in my computers class right now. ^^;; I'm not allowed to be on MyO but w/e.

WARNING: This post is way longer than it should be, if you don't read it all, I understand.

Funny thing one of my friends said yesterday...
"NO RAPING THE MEXICANS AT SCHOOL!"

Uh, yeah. ^_^; Well, did I tell everyone that me and Fred have made up and stuffs. She invited me to Janicon so I'm gonna buy my ticket soon! I'm gonna cosplay as Eva from Metal Gear Solid 3, Ururu from Bleach, and maybe Paine from KH2 (other possibilitys are Shiba from Bleach and Hinata from Naruto) A'shia and Brittney are going too! ^o^ Annd Fred is gonna be Yuna from KH2 and one of her friends is gonna be Rikku from KH2. =3 Fred is also gonna be Canice from Pokemon and Hunny from Host Club. She's coming over on Friday and staying over so we can work on our costumes. And luckily I have all the fabric for Yuna except pink. =3

I went to Ryu-samas house last weekend and staied over. =3 Sept. 2nd was our 1 year annaversery. x33 Makes me happy. I hope we can go the the next JACON together, cuz he was playing Metal Gear Solid 3 while I was over and I was all "SNAKE IS SMEXY!!" and he said he'd cosplay as Snake for me at JACON and I'd be Eva. ;D I also got my allowance and baby sitting money. I'm gonna order Ryu-samas b-day present soon (Soul reaper outfit ($50 plus shipping = $60)). He said when he gets a job he's gonna do something really nice for me! ^o^

Did I tell everyone that I started reading Vampire Knight? Its really good. ^_^ I also read Air Gear! I spazzed when I found out it was by the same people who did Tenjo Tenege. (Did I already tell everyone that?)

I have a lot of homework later...SUCKS.

I'm gonna go before I get in tourble. I'll get to sites later! ^_^

.::Current Status::.
Level: 155
Obsessing over: not sure right now
Listening to: everyone in the class typing
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: Bored
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

   AAAH! I'm REEEEEEEEALLY sorry I didn't get to anyones sites last time I posted! T_T I was busy and stuff that day. I promise I will today! (Thank you to everyone who left me a comment! =D )

Monday;; Was okay. My old friends Kayla and Bayley had the same lunch period as me. ^o^ I didn't have to eat by myself! I was really really nervous before I got there though. I got lost a lot. ;_; And I talked to this girl named Naomi after 6th period art class on the way to the bus circle. Shes really nice. ^ ^ I skipped taekwondo.

Tuesday;; School. I met a girl in my english class names Sarah. She's also really nice. We're friend now. Tis cool. I saw Kelly (another old friend) Ryu-sama came over after school. ^o^ And I met this other girl named Bree in my scary world history class. =3 Shes really pretty. She's goth too. Kaira told me about this cool computer game called Insaniquarim. (I think thats how you spell it.) Its fun.

Today;; School...again. I turned in a fourm to switch from art class to drama. I hope they let me. Dx Naomi and Sarah are in my art class, but I don't really like art classes even though I like to draw. I am signed up for drama club though! They're doing Grease this year. I wanna be in it! x3 Oh, and Bree drew me this smexy kitty guy durning class. >D and she let me barrow one of her gloves. I still have it. Ima wear it tomorrow.

Sorry this post is kinda long. ^_^;;;

.::Current Status::.
Level: 154
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi), Byakuya, drawing
Listening to: Utada Hikaru ~ Kremlin Dusk, Utada Hikaru ~ Let Me Give You My Love
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: Content
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Monday, August 20, 2007

   Nervous and can't sleep.
Its 1:12am and I can't sleep. I have my first day of school today. u_u New school. Starting high school... I'm afraid that I'm gonna get lost and won't be able to get my locker open... and that I'm gonna be really tired. D=

Also, my moms b-day came and went. I bought her dinner yesterday as a late b-day present...

I'm probably gonna see Yuki this friday. And maybe Kaira sometime this weekend.

I hope I can fall asleep soon...

Wish me luck tomorrow! >///<

.::Current Status::.
Level: 153
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi), Byakuya, drawing
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: nervous! Dx
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Thursday, August 16, 2007

   Meh!
I had fun at Ryu-sama's house yesterday. I'm glad he finally got his license. (Cuz he said we'd probably be able to hang out more...we hardly ever see each other. =x ) I wish I could of stayed later though cuz my mom completely forgot I had taekwondo and said I could stay out as late as I wanted. xD But she called me about 30 mins before I got home so I didn't call her back cuz I figured she'd be home soon, and she completely FREAKED OUT. It was really stupid.

Anyways, today I have orientation for my high school. Its almost 3am and I have to get up at 8am. I'm probably gonna go to sleep soon, but I'm not that tired cuz I took a nap earlier. Also, its my moms b-day. Happy birthday to her! Woo. -_-

School starts in 4 days. o_o Dear god...I don't wanna go! T.T

I drew a chibi of me/Ryu-sama's rpcs...my character is all *huggle* ...I'm probably gonna color it a little more, then go to sleep. ja ne! *wavles*

.::Current Status::.
Level: 152
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi)
Listening to: --
Chatting to: Kaira
Watching: Futurama (family guy in 7 mins)
Reading: --
Mood: tired, bored
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