Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   *yawns* Why arn't I sleeping?
Wow, I got, what, one comment yesterday? o_o Yeah, I feel pretty special.

I'm gonna go ahead and assume its cuz people think I don't comments back, well, guess what? I DO! I NEVER SKIP PEOPLE! Even if I don't get to you the same day I posted I always do the day after.

Well, yeah, anyways, I'm going to Ryu-samas house today! ^_^ I made him a cookie.

-in the kitchen-
me: I wanna make Ryu-sama a cookie since he got his drivers license!
Oka-san (my mom): Make him a really big cookie!
me: I don't wanna. I wanna be stingy and give him a normal sized cookie.
Oka-san: Thats stupid!

-after putting the cookies in the oven-
Oka-san: *checks on them* Hey! look! The cookies spread out and got big!
me: NUUU!!
Oak-san: Hah, hah, hah!!

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Uhm..yeah. =P I'm currently trying to decide what to wear...I wanna wear my one skirt, just cuz it has a military style belt attached it it... =x *hates that it has to be attached* I need to buy a belt...YAY MILITARY SURPLUS! =3 Uh, yeah, I wanna cosplay as Eva (Metal Gear Solid) ...and I plan on buying most everything from military surplus... but I don't have enough money to buy everything all at once. T_T i wanna buy the goggles and belt first though.

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I just found my outfit! Yay me! ^_^
Wow, i really have to go to bed...I have to be up at 9am to get ready. o.o;; Bai everyone! *wavles*

.::Current Status::.
Level: 151
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi)
Listening to: Let Me Be With You - Shela
Chatting to: Kaira, Will
Watching: --
Reading: nothing...Yukis gonna slay me when she finds out I didnt read any HP tonight. xD
Mood: tired, upbeat
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

   Wow, yet another post.
Wow. I'm on again. Joy.

I just talked to Ryu-sama for...a long time. We had an actual conversation. I guess it ended badly. My fault. I guess the last part was about.. what if I wanted to be with someone else. I guess it started cuz we were about to hang up and he said I love you, then I said "I love you too...I guess", he said it wasn't funny, I told him I wasn't joking. I guess the whole thing in general I didn't like much. And he didn't seem like he liked the idea of me thinking that I wanted to leave him.

And I don't.

I'd be to sad.

On another note, I've just been inspired to draw chibi people... *eats cookies and cheese-its*


...
Ah yes, I've left this post open for a little to long and I'm feeling a bit better now. n_n

I hope I can still see Ryu-sama on Wendsday... (He wanted to...but I kept saying no.)

.::Current Status::.
Level: 150
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi)
Listening to: Let Me Be With You - Shela
Chatting to: Kaira
Watching: shitty music videos
Reading: --
Mood: sad, tired, inspired
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Sunday, August 5, 2007

   Shwah~
AAaaaah! I finally am updating again! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE COMMENT ON MY LAST POST! ^.^ I was pleasantly surprised to find....
SEVEN.
I was expecting 2. 3 at the most. Lol

Well, I was supposed to go to AFO this weekend but I decided not to cuz I got in a fight with my friend (Fred) who was taking me.

My other friend Yuki called me and told me she was hanging out with Fred at the con, which pissed me off. Because she told me that if I went I wasn't allowed to hang out with Yuki. And also Yuki told me that Fred tried to blame the whole thing on me, then my boyfriend, and then me.

Shes like, officially not my friend at the moment.
Pisses me off.
Especially the thing about Ryu-sama... (my bf)
Because he has nothing to do with our fight.

Anyways, I got to pick from these 3 books for school...I chose The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants. I finished it yesterday and it was pretty good. ^^

Oh yeah, Last weekend I saw Ryu-sama on Saturday, then on Sunday I saw Kathleen. Then on Thursday Ryu-sama called me and came over in the morning. And the past two days I hung out with Jessica. We went to the mall and went swimming. My legs are slightly tanner. xD But still not tan.
Lol.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 149
Obsessing over: Ken-chan (Kenpachi)
Listening to: Dam Dadi Doo - Nightcore
Chatting to: Yuki, Karra
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: Bored, agitative
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

   Geez Motoko, where the fuck have you been?!
Around...thats where.
No, really, first i didnt post, then i went to my grandparents in massachusettes for a week, then i came back and didnt post, went to Metrocon, and now im in San Fransisco and i finally posted!

Before you keep reading, im gonna say that im gonna be really busy tomorrow so i might not be able to get to peoples sites...

i saw harry potter in imax the day before yesterday,
I luff draco..
and luna..
and cho!!!!

and i went shopping!! I bought lotsa clothes. x3
and 4 folding fans
and a fake sword for my Kuukaku Shiba cosplay...But i dont wanna paint it T_T

Well im really tired, im gonna go. night! ^.^
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

   Almost ok.
Hey everyone! I got to stay at Ryus house on sunday and I had lots of fun! I missed him so much. T_T

When I was at his house I didn't wanna go to sleep cuz I didn't get to even see him for a long time and I knew I was only gonna see him for about an hour or two the next morning and I know its gonna be like that again cuz I'm leaving soon for my grandparents house and then the day after i get back I'm going to Metrocon. And I'm not even gonna be able to talk to him that much for all that time.

Ok, I know that sounds really stupid. I didn't know I liked him so much...maybe I did...not sure.

Uh...other news...my friend came over and we went to the mall. I was gonna buy Ramune (japanese soda) but I ended up buying a shirt instead. (That I wore to Ryus house)

[other things that happened that no one needs or wants to know about]

... [something else people dont need to hear]

.::Current Status::.
Level: 148
Obsessing over: Aqua, cosplay
Listening to: --
Chatting to: Fred, Will, Kaira, Yuki
Watching: Bleach
Reading: --
Mood: Sad (not depressed sad, the I miss you sad)
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Thursday, June 14, 2007

   Hullo!
I'm back! Not really from anywhere, but I haven't updated in a while. ^^;;

Metrocon is soon. My mom finally threaded the sewing machine, so I went to make my vest but didn't get very far because I needed to switch the part I was working on and the the machine came unthreaded. >_> My mom said she'd show me how to do it later today. I REALLY hope it comes out good.

Everything is going really good with me and Ryu! I know for sure that he doesn't like that girl and I'm staying over to his house on sunday. ^_^ I haven't seen him since school got out and I miss him a lot. n_n

Also, I'm either gonna hang out with Angelique or Fred on friday. Not sure which one yet. =P

Also, I'd like to update my site, but I have no idea how to do any of the cool things like...chaning them around, or making a layout, or putting a pic next to my post, etc...things like that. I'v asked a bunch of people but no one ever replies to me. If any one could help I'd be very greatful! ^_^

Wish me luck with my cosplay! ^^

.::Current Status::.
Level: 147
Obsessing over: Cosplay, Tenjho Tenge, PPGZ
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: Family Guy
Reading: --
Mood: very veeeery good
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

   A little better.
Hey everyone! I guess I feel a little better about the whole Ryu thing... but I'm still a little mad at him.

And he said that he participated in the whole thing but that he didn't push Courtney and Sarah to actually flash them.

I kinda wanna tell him not to be so nice to her, but I don't wanna be a controlling bitch and tell him what to do. x_x But I guess its alright cuz I don't think they'll hang out over the summer (and if they do not a lot) and shes not going to back to his school next year.

I should probably stop talking about it an---

HOLY SHIT THE TV JUST WENT OUT!!! O____O *spaz*

And I was kind of being bitchy earlier (sarcastic-bitchy cuz I was mad) he said he was afraid I was gonna break up with him and stuff...so I guess things are alright. n_n

Also, I think I'm gonna be bored on wednesday because Kaira and Yuki are going to New York and Fred and Chloe are going to see the Naruto movie. x_x

Damn, the tvs not coming back on. >_> Now I'm gonna be freaked out all night.

I have an over-active imagination so I usually go to sleep with the tv on to keep it from wandering. o_o

And lastly, I wanna say thanks to the people who'v been commenting and still reading my posts while I'm being all bleh! ^_^

.::Current Status::.
Level: 146
Obsessing over: the song Tarzan And Jane
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: Futurama
Reading: --
Mood: Slightly mad

Oh! I almost forgot, a while ago a few of you didn't know what Sno Caps where. Well their chocolate candys with little crunchy candies on top. o.o Heres a pic.




Yay! The tv lives. ^^
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Monday, June 4, 2007

   I'm being a jealous idiot again...
Kaira stayed over last night and shes staying over again tonight. Day before yesterday we both went to the mall with Yume.

Well...I talked to Ryu and told him what was wrong. He told me that Courtney asked him to act kind of boyfriendish because this other guy likes her and she doesn't wanna tell him she doesn't like him and hurt him. Ryu told me he told her that she should tell him the truth but she didn't want to.

I don't think he should of either way so I'm kind of mad at him.

And I was talking to Will and he randomly mentioned that Ryu was there when the flashing thing happened and I told him I already knew. Then he told me that Ryu half untied Courtneys swimsuit and that Ryu was the one that told them to flash them. So...I guess I'm gonna ask him. I feel stupid for caring so much.

But either way, I don't like Courtney.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 145
Obsessing over: --
Listening to: Friend Or Foe - T.A.T.U.
Chatting to: Yuki, Kaira
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: Slightly mad
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

   ...
Today is my first offical day of summer! I guess I'm happy, not as excited as I expected.

Also, I was gonna go to New York this summer...but Fred and Ryu begged me not to. x_X so I'm not going now.

Yesterday my school went on a field trip for the last day of school and Ryu was hanging out with Courtney the whole time. I guess I don't really like her cuz he hangs out with her and is really nice to her and stuff...but he had his arm around her and Courtney and Sarah ended up flashing some of the people. I wasn't there but Ryu was and I guess Sarah is Sarah and he doesn't hang out with her much so that part isn't bugging me.

Well...this isn't the first time I thought he might like her. *sigh* I thought it two other times and last time I asked him about it and he said "Courtney is a close friend. Most likely nothing more than that. Sorry to make you worry."

Hmm...I feel stupid for thinking it. But I can't help it.

.::Current Status::.
Level: 144
Obsessing over: --
Listening to: Gone Going - The Black Eyed Peas
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: Mentally sick
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Fred still be sleepin'. o_O
Hey! I'm at Freds house. I slept over last night and she hasn't woken up yet...oh well.

We went to see POTC3 yesteray and I liked it. ^^ Jack Sparrow is sexy!! And Fred is weird cuz she doesn't think ANYONE is sexy. >>;

Last friday my class went to Wild Adventures. (a theme park) and that was pretty fun but people made me go in the water park part of it and i was all *twitch*

Oh I almost forgot! I invited one of my friends I hadn't seen in 4 years to the movie. We didn't talk much though. *eats left-over sno-caps*




.::Current Status::.
Level: 144
Obsessing over: Bleach, Kisuke Urahara
Listening to: --
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: Harry Potter (the third one)
Mood: content
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