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Thursday, January 18, 2007


   Almost there
.::Current Status::.
Level: 126
Obsessing over: Bleach, bento box
Listening to: Robo Kiss by Morning Musume
Chatting to: --
Watching: --
Reading: --
Mood: a little worried;; hoping it'll be alright




Hmm...I think I need to look at the best of everything in my situation right now. Its tough though.

I think I might go out with Brandon. Ryu said he wouldn't stop loving me...I hope hes not lying. Besides, me and Brandon won't be together forever so its alright I guess. With the way Ryu talks he makes it seem like he wants to be there with me for a really long time.

But then where will I be? After both of them...

Back here.

But maybe I should stop thinking of that part. Heartbreak seems the end in everything;; always a change of it;; still trying to avoid it.

I hope I don't do anything I regret.

_________ ♥'s Motoko

me: *singing to Sara by BoA*
Brandon: Motoko has a good singing voice
me: *gets embarrassed* Thanks you. n//n
Yuki: I think Motokos voice is good too!
me: *gos back to normal* Good for you. -_-;;
[[Don't ask. We were being stupid XP ]]

I decided to try and look at the bright side of things. When it comes to situations like this I always think of the worst way it could turn out no matter what people say. I'm trying to look at the better side of the situation right now because if I dont i wont get anywhere. Right I like both guys but I really want to go out with Brandon now.

I think I will.

I hope everything turns out alright in the end.

Wish me luck.

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