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Monday, May 7, 2007


  I feel so horrible. All I can think about is how much I don't want Ryu to leave...I guess I feel like hes going to. (he didnt do anything...yet) I keepy crying... I hope he doesn't break up with me or something... I'm so scared...

I had a weird dream... i was in this weird place that we had to evacualte...or we'd get killed. Ryu was there. He told me not to worry, and let the people kill him. I saw the bullet go though him and him die. I was really scared. I kept saying "No dont do this! Don't die! Don't go away! I'm begging you!"

I have no idea why...I don't think thats why I'm upset though...maybe a little...but I started being scared he'd leave me before it...

I guess...that in a way, I think he should leave me... I feel like he shouldn't have to worry about me all the time. Since sometimes I just get depressed and I'm not sure why...or its something stupid like how and I overreact. But... I don't want him too...

I feel so foolish...

Ok, enough of this. I know you don't wanna hear it.


.::Current Status::.
Level: 140
Obsessing over: n/a
Listening to: Runaway - Avril Lavinge
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Mood: sad, confused, horrible

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