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Friday, January 27, 2006


   To Lord Sesshomaru
:p i feel better know. bye. love ya to.
-FRom
A sick person

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   Don't take it personally.
everyday i feel the same,
never knowing when to breath.
My heart just stands still attacking me when i leave.
Its hard enough to cope with one thing and then to see another.
i wish he was here to give me to his brother.
am i sad or am i happy.
am i mad or am i confused?
its one thing to think friends are behind you but another to know they don't care.
as much as you hate to admit it you really have no choose .
But to wnough is enough,
i'm sick of the past.
Or is it to late,
and has it corupted my future.
Iwish i wasn't as diffrent as i am but what is there that can prove who i am.
No matter how hard i try its never good enough for you.
You just groan and moan and go about your way.
Amazing how it lasted this long sometimes i want to die.
Over friendship was so ever strong and now it has grown week.
Go talk your boyfriend and leave me alone.
You bunch of asses who play along.
Poems popping in my head as a day goes by but who to tell it to since you said good bye.
my head is a needle in a hay ,
confused with where i am,
as much as u may understand me u don't know who i am.
i taunt and turn as i sleep and dream of no friends but as i wake up to a new day i realize it will never end.
It hurt me so to think that you of all people wouldn't under stand why it bugs me so , when you let it go............
I lost to many people in my life to have hope for anymore ,
do you really think i don't care at all even though i laugh?
but as i said its all in the past.
My head is twirl with confusion of now and then but it shall twirl no more with out my concent.
Do i always end up this bitter when i 'm mad?
a no cause you ain't seen me mad yet.
- A bunch of feelings

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Sunday, June 12, 2005


   to my love , who has gone to far



Do you remember the way it felt when i touched your lips like this?
or my hand here?
Do you remember the way it felt when we parted olny wanting the feeling of more?
I loved you everyday more after that night when we kissed and parted.
Do you remember when i touched your hair or when i would dance with you?
Oh! Yes iremember the days when we would dance and play.
Do you remember the time you stood of for me when no one else would or the time you first saw me and you understood.
I do and always will.
All though your gone , its still not dawned that that you are gone and the moment we kissed is playing over and over never moving to the end.
At least i know you will remember the day i stole to tell you................................ i love you

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Wednesday, June 1, 2005


   Hello
Hi i'm new here. if there is anything that i need to know please tell me. i hope this picture shows.i really like it.

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