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Tuesday, November 30, 2004


   This post is for Duzell and no one else(feel free to read if you want to)
Duzie your confusing me. Your mad at me for something I have never done, nor said I will do. Also your pissed off at Sk8erPunk when he is just a innocent by stander. I really want to know why you are so mad at me, and plus if I really did delete you then why did I comment at your site I would be able to read your post if I deleted you. So please your making me hurt inside making me think as though you wouldn't care what happened to me next. I mean please I'm trying to spill out my heart to you the best I can but I don't know it just feels as though I'm not at all. You know I would do anything for you right Duzie? I would fucking fly... no wait walk over to minnesota in the scorching heat or the freezing cold just to protect you, hold you, just to see you if I could, but do you know what I can't because I'm too fucking weak and with yelling at me telling me that I should burn in hell for all you care that just makes me feel useless, meaningless. I makes me seem as though I shouldn't even be typing this right now it makes me feel as though I should just be dead on my bathroom floor stained in my own blood, but the reason why I'm not is because I know I would hurt others I know you still would care if I died and well I love you too much to not tell you this. I am strong enough to hold my self back from these things but weak enough to keep your frome feeling the same way. So please if you got my point in this message you will atleast talk to me about it okay. I love you... I really do and nothing will change that.
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