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Tuesday, January 11, 2005


   A little better
Ya well today was a little better than yesterday. Well ya me and Jenn went to talk to the principal and why I was freaked out on the bus and threw my shit, oh I didn't throw it at her just near her to get her shut up. Ya well I told him about everything going on in my life so he was cool about it and let me get the rest of this week off of till thursday next week(which means I have to go back next thursday) and no I wasn't suspended he is excusing them. So ya he let me get out of school the rest of today and he told me and Jenn that we need to spend a day together to get to know each other better so this doesn't happen again. So ya we had to go pick up the elementry kids and bring them to school she told me that the pink slip thing she never turned it in she just wanted to joke around with me and shit, so it got me a little pissed but not a whole shit load. So ya after dropping the elementry kids off we just went to get some breakfast and we sat there and talked for a while, but we got talking about our family's and how much my father hasn't cared about me. I didn't have the guts to tell her but I did anyway I told her my dad just walked out on my mom, my sisters, and me and I was the youngest. I was only 5 at the time and remeber playing ball in the front yard, but I now when he visits I no he is my dad but I feel he doesn't love me, and for all that he has done to my sisters and mom by beating them I left whenever he came over. We got so deeply into it I just slammed my hand down on plate the food came on and busted it. Tossing it on the floor. Then I heard what happened to hear and they were actually quite similar just she knows how to control that anger which she was trying to help me out with, but it wasn't helping. We later then decided to get this off our mind so we just decided to go to the arcade and have a little fun we played DDR max 2 and shit it was fun, but it only lasted for like half an hour we basically drove around the rest of the day, but anyway tomorrow we might be going snowboarding because well we had fun today plus the principal told us to know each other better also it would be boring sitting on our ass all day, I mean well she told me she usually goes back to sleep when she gets home or she just goes snowboarding in the spring/fall and summer time just go biking. Well ya the it was fun but he only reason why it was just a little better is because I couldn't stop thinking of my dad. Well I will talk to you all l8r.
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