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Saturday, August 12, 2006


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Yep just to let you all know I'm alive. Nothing much going on. Just workin and gettin shit ready for school. Also got a new car, it's some saturn coupe, can't remember the exact model but whatever. It's fast it runs fine and that's all that counts.

Oh also yeah troubles goin on with girls and shit.a Like get this alright. I fall in love with this girl, I know it's love because I just want to be with her. I miss her when I don't see her, and I can't get her off my fuckin mind. I've told her, and well we didn't get together because, well when I told her it was probably only what a month and a half after her breakup that lasted a year. I understood that she wasn't ready yet, so I waited but let her knew I loved her. Now it being almost 6 months since the breakup, I don't know what she wants to do. I am beginning think she's going to get with this guy who she just met at work like a month ago. I've been there with she needed me. She's called me at one in the morning because some fuck(her ex) wouldn't bring her home, and it's like a 15 minute drive from her ex's house to hers.

I've stuck by her side when she was drunk(which she promised me not to drink again) and was throwing shit at me, hitting me, throwing my phone. All because she didn't know where she was going and she didn't have a place to stay. I got her back to my house so she could sleep there which she did. I've bought her gifts to show my love, to get a smile on her face, and just to make her happy at tough times. I've brought her to places she's always wanted to be.

Now all I ask is why doesn't she love me the way I love her? Or atleast show it? Why haven't we gotten together? Advice anyone?

Edit: Also I changed my layout, wanted a simple look you know?

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