Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Poems maybe
I haven't posted in a few days!! But boredom stricks again!! With love to everyone!! ^-^

Masks

Wake up and put it on
Only take it of dusk till dawn
It hides me away
Though the pain still stays
My mask of many faces
Worn in so many places
Hides my dispair
Of a heart in need of repair
Torn apart by lies
So much pain in disguise
Eys a window to the soul
Shutters cover the one unwhole
My mask keeps people from suspecting
That i'm hiding a heart that's been neglected
Tears of sorrow fall behind
The smileing mask that is mine
One for joy none for sorrow
I'll wake up and put it on again tomarrow
And the day begins again
Maybe in time my heart will mend
All I need is someone to hold
Someone who knows the smile is a mold
A mask that can fall
only with their call
Of someone knowing
That my pain is growing
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

Heart's Pain
I know there's people out there who just don't want to hear it
They believe their life's hell's darkest pit
They don't know

They don't know the real pain of other's
The pain of not being wanted by your mother
They don't know the fear
The fear of being forgotten with each passing year
They don't know the hurt being alone can bring
For this reason I sing

I sing of the feelings They can't explain
Or why my depressions come back again
In my world of liers and cheaters
In my world full of emotional beaters
My one excape comes from my soul
One not entirly whole

So for Them that can't just explain
For thase who run away again and again
Think of the trapt, the lonly, the hated
And think of your belessings of not being jaded
In a home with two parents that care
Just think of the ones who have noone there

The one's like me and people I know
The tough choices we made because we had to grow
We hade to be cold and shut everyone out
So just think of that before you pout!

If this offended then you know it's true
You have someone there who loves you

I can't explain why my life's this way
All I know Is that It's here to stay
Unless I can change it but there is no running away
I just have to face it I just have to pay

(this poem came unbidding. I just had to write it. Now I've got the lyrics. This will be a new song for my band. My one escape)
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Thursday, February 1, 2007

Proetry!!
Tell me what you think I freestyled it so I couldn't erase any mistakes and such! What I write is what I feel so this is part of me!! keep that in mind!!

Something missing

I look out the window to see
A different side of me
What could be and what never was
Chase around my mind because
I lost that part of my soul
That makes my being whole
A hole with a missing part
Can only be described as my heart
The pain I feel on display
With each part of me taken away
With each lie that is spoken
my heart gets rebroken
My enemy is dispair
And my heart needs repair
By someones gentle hands
To lead me into distant lands
Of joy and prosperity
Love no longer a deprevity

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   HEEEEEEEEEEY People!!
Hiya everybody!! Today's been a great day!! ^-^ NO SCHOOL!! due to SNOW!!! Now for some of you that's not a big thing but that hardley happens in my little corner of the US!! So I got to sleep in and then be lazy ALL day!! Oh my background and avater and everything is thanks to my friend fantasyman so if you like it thank him not me!! lol Thanks again to you!!
Well I feel like writing poetry... well mabye later (procrastination) did I spell that right??
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Hey People!!
Hey anybody who cares to read!!
I'm board right now!! I just discovered (and I feel really stupid because of that fact) The fan mangas in otaku... I'm addicted Som of what thouse people come up with is so funny and there are really talented artists out there!! It inspires me so when I get the chance!! I'm going to create my own or maybe I could even put mine I've already created any way TTFN Tah Tah for now
Love
Jenny
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Monday, January 29, 2007

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   HEEEEEEEEEEY -OOOOOO
We'll hey everybody!! I need to get back in the habit of posting everyday!!! Anyway good news!! I've gots a boyfriend YEA!! zhis name's conner and he's like 6'5" and green eyes and blondish hair!! The weird thing is it seems he's liked me for a year now and everyone knew it BUT me!! Go figure. But yeah second semester new classes and I'm in love with all of them but one. Weight training... HATE weight training... But I love Pottery, Chemistry, and World History. For some reasen unbeknowest to be (did I even spell that right lol) I like history! ummmmm I love you All of you and promise (for those who already know) to get back to my poetry! Until I hear from ya'll again,

Jenny
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

a new account old one deleted!!
Heeey people I haven't posted in awhile my old account is deleted i WAS wiccan goddess but I'm christian now so that won't really do anyway it might take awhile for my new site to look as cool as my old one so just hang in there and I'm going to try to find you all my friends if I miss some of you sorry when you see this If you see this I hope you recognize me!! oh and sorry for not updating since winter break TOOOOO many honours class TOOO much homework ^_^ C ya love ya peace out!!!
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