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myOtaku.com: A Fire Within


Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Part... who am I kidding I wanna talk


Okay Today was a good day for me...unusall. Even more so because everyone else is having a bad day. I like giving advise, and I hope I do help them, but It SUCKS when the only way you can give them comfort is a few words. And I for one know how little words can do for you in some situations. People displaying SHOWING you how they feel, How much they care is so much more.
Actions speak louder than words, but here my actions are limited. I can only speak. And it hurts sometimes when you want to do more to show people you care, but you can't. And it's not just here. It's at home as well So many of my friends suffer, but I feel so helpless when I can't do more for them. I also feel guilty when I have a good day and then see them in pain. As if seeing me happy while they hurt makes them feel even worse. I think (in my own rationality) That They feel I wont understand because I'm not hurt.
The funny part of that is I DO understand! I DO know how it feels to hurt. I just choose not to show it most of the time because when I hurt they hurt. So how can I show them I understand without makeing them hurt worse because I hurt?? How can I win??
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