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Rating: T
Description: 'Sholud I be doing this? I don't know right now.' (u'll understand shortly)
Warning: This story does contain shonen-ai. Just a fair warning.
His tounge was attacking mine. My thoughts started racing. 'I don't know what to do. Should I really be doing this? It isn't suppose to be right, but it feels so right. It all started as a simple meeting, a tutoring session actually, I wonder where things went awry.'
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There was a knock on the door. I got up to go answer it. I opened the door to see Hikaru, my tutor, my nineteen year-old, three years older than me, tutor.
"Well Yamada, ready to get started?" he asked in a kind voice.
"Sure, I'm glad your here, I've been needing your help." I answered pulling him in. Truth be told, I did need help, my Aldgebra class was hectic. I mean these damned quadratic equations were getting to me! A few hours had passed and I was finally starting to get it.
"So do you understand it yet, or do I need to explain it more?" Hikaru asked.
"Yeah I think so, thanks for the help." I smniled at him. "Hey, my mother is working on dinner, would you like to stay? You have helped me a lot today and I think i owe you something."
"That would be great, thank you." he smiled in return. Shortly there after, dinner was ready. Hikaru set down his fork, and pushed his plate slightly forward. "Thank you for the dinner Miss Kidamura." he bowed slightly after getting up.
"Why thank you Hikaru. It's glad to know someone likes it." she said with a smile.
"You know I do!" I complained.
"You know what? Its getting kind of late Hikaru, how about you stay the night?" my mother offered.
"I'd love to, but, only if its okay with your son." Hikaru looked at me, and I was currently shoving some rice in my face.
"Mmhmm." I mumbled out.
"Well then its decided, you can stay. Unfortunately, the guest room isn't made up, so you'll have to stay in a Yamada's room." she said smiling.
"Thats fine by me." Hikaru answered.
The night slowly dragged itself by, and in my room, I somehow found myself talking to Hikaru about some of my secrets.
"Seriously?" Hikaru asked surprised.
"Yes, and I don't want to continue the subject." I answered, my blush unnoticed because of the dark room.
"Well if you haven't made it that far, have you at least gotten your first kiss?" Hikaru asked. No answer. "Yamada?"
"...No i haven't gotten my first kiss." my blush was deepening.
"Well, do you want it?" Hikaru asked. The question surprised me.
"Well I can't exactly get it right now, can I?" I answered, slightly annoyed, and slightly confused.
"Well technically..." Hikaru had gotten from his postion next to the bed and got on to the bed, and was hovering over me. "...You can get your first kiss right now." I was sure my blush wasn't un-noticed anymore. His face was inches from mine. My blush deepened furher; I could feel it burning my face. "Blushing? I think you do want it now." he smiled and traced my lips with his index finger.
"Wha-what're you doing?" I said, struggling underneath him.
"You're not gonna be able to get out." he said, his face getting closer.
"I can't! It just doesn't seem right!" I clenched my eyes shut and turned away.
"You know I've always thought you were cute" He tilted my head up to face him.
"You...you did?" my blush deepened further, if it could.
"Well, I promised you a kiss, and your gonna get it." I tried pull away, but to no avail. He slowly pushed his lips to mine. I hesitated at first. He pulled away "Come on. I'm gentle, I won't hurt you." I didn't respond. He caressed my lips with his own. "Please? I know you want this." I finally nodded shyly.
"O-okay. Just don't be to rough, please?" He nodded and pushed his lips to mine once again. I didn't do anything. I soon shyly returned the kiss. 'He is kinda cute. But, should I really be kissing another boy? I don't know right now.' I thought. He slid his tounge across my lip. I knew what he wanted, but I didn't know if I should give it to him.
"Please?" he cooed against my lips. I slowly parted my lips and his tounge slid itself in.
'What's going on? My mind is racing, could this be what they call...love?' I thought. His tounge slowly and catiously explored the new area that was my mouth. I moved my tounge and apparently he took this as a sign to play. He wrapped his tounge aroung mine; he began wrestling with it. I returned it all, the exploring of his mouth, the wrapping my tounge around his own, and my tounge wrestling his. He did so much more. Most of it I couldn't even describe. 'I don't know what to do, should I even do anything? Nothing is really wrong, is it?' he pulled away
"There your first kiss. Did you enjoy it as much as I did?" he asked with a smile. I didn't respond, i just lie there, my face, bright red, and mind, jumbled and confused. "Well good night Yamada." he crawled off the bed and returned to his futon. At least an hour and a half had past, and I still lie there awake. 'I just...made out with my tutor...my nineteen year-old tutor.' I thought. Was kissing a boy really wrong? It didn't seem wrong at all. But this decision was a new and important one, was I really in love with my older tutor? This decision is the toughest I've ever had to make, and the fact that he was such a good kisser wasn't making it any easier. I thought abuout it for hours, and still nothing. By the time I had fallen asleep, it was two a.m., according to my clock, and I needed to get up in four hours. After those four hours, my alarm went off. I awoke, and looked next to my bed, Hikaru was still there, asleep. 'He can sleep thru anything, can't he?' I thought, I stepped over him and headed to the bathroom.I had to thiknk about what had happened last night. I got out of my shower, wrapped in a towel, and returned to my room, opnly to see Hikaru standing, back to me, changing his shirt. I looked at his back, and saw the muscles of his back. Apparently he heard me breathing or something, because he turned around to face me. I saw every muscle. He wasn't exactly strongly built, but he was strong. I began to blush.
"Like what you see?" he asked with a voice different from his normal. It sounded, almost, suductive. I shyly nodded. "I thought you would." he smiled.
"Wait, what are you changing into? None of your clothes are here." I inquired.
"One of your shirts, they're kinda small, but I think I'll fit." he responded.
"Um, can you please step out?" I asked. He stared at me, confused. "So I can get changed."
"Oh! Sorry, just let me slip this on." he put on one of my old black shirts and exited, a slight blush on his face.
'Maybe I could make this work, he is nice, and smart, and cute. I guess I could make this work. I'll just have to wait and see.' I finsihed changing. I walked out to start my trek to school, but was stopped by Hikaru.
"My car's still here, you want a ride?" he asked, twirling his keys around his finger.
"Sure! That would be great!" I answered enthusiastically. We walked to his car in silent. 'I think I can give this a chance. I'll just have to wait and see.' The rife to my school was quiet. We finally arrived, and I climbed out of the car. "Thanks for the ride Hikaru."
"Your welcome, you want me to pick you up too?" he asked
"That'd be awesome! I'll see ya later then." I went to walk away.
"Wait! You forgot something!" he yelled from his car.
"I did? What?" I asked sticking my head in the window. Before I could do anything else, he placed a kiss on my cheek.
"Your good-bye kiss." he answered. "See ya later." he drove off. I stood there, my hand on my cheek as they took on a slight pink-ish tint. The bell rang. I snapped back to reality. 'Yeah, I think this will definetely work out.' I ran into school My face still pink; my thoughts, still racing; the image of my new love, Hikaru, still in my head. |
