Sunday, April 22, 2007

Hey. Back. Sorry.
I'm back. I'm more stressed than ever, and I'm bringing someone down with me.

Yes. The words are true. I'm back. It was a short vacation. The only new thing is I played Kingdom Hearts over my Spring Break and I love it. I don't think it's overrated anymore- just properly rated. I mean, if you don't like disney characters, if you get past that, it's still a kickin' game.I like disney characters though. I like the Cheshire cat the most. You can tell that the creator of Alice & Wonderland was seriously on crack and seriously took it the most while creating this cat. It's amazing. I never thought I'd be the one to think Sora was cute either. I'm changing my cruddy site format again. Maybe my icon. I've had it for ages. Grr....grrrrrrrr.... I still call dibs on it though. (:3 *Not angray @ all* *drops a single stress bucket* Maybe typing is better for relieving stress- oh?

Hawtness
K. Yes. Stressness or however you spell it. I'm deeply concerned about my grades. I don't think I'll pass this year. I've also decided since I am 69% likely to have a bad job anyway, I'm gonig top not become a Shirnk (therapist) and become a Porno Star or a Trashy Novel writer instead. If I don't let myself go, I can be the 1st option. The 2nd option, I got that covered becacause what I can write is COMPLETE SMUT. I get compliments all the time on my school writing though I wish teachers would hesitate to talk to me. But yes. I'm failing Math o so miserably. We're working on some thing the Indians used long time go for survival briefly described as Parabolas & something like (X+3) (x+5) (Does that equal x2+15?) Will I never know?

Eeeeeeeh, Stress *wipes out*

Ew, computer laggy, bleeh. So yes. The other new thing is I have a boyfriend. I can't go through life without being with someone becuase I thrive off company. I must be misery then. MISERY LOVES COMPANY. I can tell though I make him stressed and the teaches don't like me hanging out with him. No teachers like me anymore and that's a bummer, because all the teachers are nice. *sad sad sad* So yeah, I've also became 94% straight. All thanks to how bitchy girls can me on MMORPGS. I love you gals though, non-sexually, like sisters. (Eh, I gotta delets some cookies soon, it's not even showing me what I type)
Uhh... here are some Videoes... boy I missed you all.(=^___O=)
KH 1 Intro Simple And Clean- Utada, 1 mized with 2 intro scenes.


KH Intro #2 I like this 1 a pinch more. (and honest to Allah, true pinch) *holds up pinch amount* Utada also.

This 1 is very well, dramaticly deep & yeah, I can't go off in my dream world with this 1. XP -Pure Intro for KH2.

*Hearts & more Hearts* I love you all. Take care of yourselfs=P I miss typing like I used to. i'll get back in the rythymn again.
This iz A Non-follower,
signing off.

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Eh.
I sick and tired or ppl quitting the O. No offence, but find some time. I'm very sad about it. Eh.
Well. You cannot say I'm donig fine, but if you wanna, I guess you can just say it. Sorrry, but yeah, sorry I never come on but g's pppl. I'm losing half you guys.







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Later you all
This iz A Non-follower
is a sour apple of a mood,
sighing off.
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Friday, January 26, 2007

A realization
I feel like I am maturing folks. Most of the voices and my friends in my head are leaveing, (so sad,) I question much more complicating things, and I am more confused than usual. You can say I've matured since my very first post. We can all say that^^

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Hmm... I'm getting headaches once again. *throb* I don't know what my head's problem is. Iv'e been feeling sick a lot too; I even barfed 2 weeks ago a few hours after I posted my last post.
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Well, I finally admit it. I am starting high school in t minus 10 months. I really sucks since Michigan's students are the new-ad-special-tester-guinnea pigs of class of 2o11. We got to take so many more math and other classses- and no more speech.God does that suck. I need speech if I'm ever going to become that kick ass writer I always wanted to be. Most of my claases I signed up for are journalism and drawing classes.
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Well, horphmones are kicking in again and I'm having writer's block with my Sasuke x Gaara "yaoi" fanfics. I've been really trying to improve my writing so one day I can show my work to my dirty lil friends (but I love my peoples=3,) since I'm so self concsious about any art I do. Oh, if you hate someone, just for the tip, call them a frivolous nonentity. *Worthless, souless being. Big words can sure be fun when you know how to use them!! *hearts* :D
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I'm reading "The Shining" for the dumb book reports my dumb teacher gives us. I gots the choice of picking fiction this time. I'm not very far and it's due monday. (You see, I wanted to stay on page 69 for a while ;3) (For those who read The Shining, I'm on page 213 just so you know=))
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N E E D M O R E G L O W E Y S T A R S ! ! !
Weelsith, I found something to occupy me for a while; Star Sticking. I bought a few packs of star stickers a half a year ago and I stuck them on 1 side of my wall, mostly covering a side. My goal is to put stars on all sides of my room so @ night; since I sleep on my floor b cause I love it, I want to look up at the stars and nightdream until I fall asleep and start actually dreaming @ night. If the few stars up right now are peaceful, when I'm done, I'm gonna be in my own little galaxy!! *squeeeeeee* >u<
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Velletntines Day is coming up!! *hearts* I love valentines day. I got my period last year and freaked out on Feb 14 so I didn't go to school. =_= This year is a whole new year so I dunnah what will happen. I no knows!>u< I was thinking about doing the Red Day stuff like making giri choco for some of my guy pals and a special honmei for...... a guy and a girl but there's a problem. 1. I can't make chocolate. I even tried. I'm a good cook. I just can't make teh choco. 2. If I give chocos to the boys and stuff... I dunnah, I'm to oshy to do that and if I'm shy about something then I think it's dumb; I go back and forth a lot about this. 3. The girl would freak out, haha. So..... no. Also...
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Since it's Vallet' Times Day soon, all the red and pink stuff is in stores.....
well.....
I'm a sucker for pillows and stuffed animals. Heart pillows and stufties, (cat ones,) are my loves. And.... I want to be burried in cute and all differ pillows and stufties of cats someday, I think, because I'm crazy. But I love cute. It's a hobby, finding cute things. If I find cute people I always say I'm taking them and putting them in my room with my collection of oddeties and cutienesses. Hehe, it scares most but the ones who understand me take it the right way... I'm too innocent *giggles* >3 =3 :3
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Music Video:B.Y.O.B. (by System Of A Down)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

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Well, my advice to you all this week is make a list of the little things that make you happy, k? =3 I make lists for all sorts of things and when I look at some of my lists, they cheer me up. Some lists I have are lists like: Manga I need, great songs, favorite objects, friends list. Yeah, I get bored and I have an organization problem (too much organization). Tehe^^
Take care my buddies! Sorry if I seem sleepy, because I have been this past week and well... it's 1o:55 so...... =_= *Rubs eyes*

This is A Non-follower,
Kawaii and sleepy.... hehe,
signing off.


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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Read for Sujects
Cristy Mus
Wellsith, I had a good cristmas. I got what I wanted I guess tho I didn't rly need anything.^^ I gots Robot Chicken Season 1 and mum and I watched it, she can't get enough of the show!! XD She'll come to me asn say: "Hey! Let's watch Robot Chicken!!!" -_- "No mum. Let's watch Fururama." >.< "But Furutama sucks, sweetie!"
No one likes Futurama. ='(
I also hot 75 bucks worth of gifted cards to Barnes and Noble. 69 manga now! 69! 69! 69! Wheeee! This marks a moment in history! *History marked*
I played Kingdom Hearts, I'd like it lots more if I didn't have to watch so much.
Ok, anyways. That's teh end of this section.

Sry all teh pics are so serious ^^p

Moo Vs
I watched Girl Next Door with my 10 year old cousin, I had to babysit him. (He was more interested in playing his X Box360 than hanging out with his dorky cus) the movie was good, since i like movies like that.
FOr new years, since our family doesn't know how to celebrate real holidays, we rented a scawy movie like we always do. We rented Final Destination, (I picked it) bcuz I remember ppl talking about it when I was a little kid. I wanted to see "Cube" a little bit but I'm afraid of cubes so no.XP We watched the movie. Damn! I loved it! It was all I ever talked about for a long time! Me and mi mum cried when "Stiffler" died in it. After teh movie, I was all sad. Scawy movies make me sad, not scared, usually so I was all in thought and avoiding dripping water and dangerous stuff. We watched teh bal drop and yada yada yada..... um..

2.
I wated teh 2nd one (about 75% of it with mi mum) and I finished watching it with mi cuz and uncle. Mum told me to cover my eyes tho in teh elevator scene where the woman gets her head a cutted of by teh ele vader and when my little cousin Alyssia was watching it, I had to mae sure the scene was done before sh elooked again (I rewatched teh beginning with my cousin and stuf) I looked a little too early and I saw teh woman face. It was facing forward. I only saw a glimpse and for what I saw, she made teh a face I feared. You see, I am afraid of mi own shadow and smiling @ night in the dark. This lady was making her lips go around hr teeth like an old person and her eyes were bugged out yet half way open it was stained into my brain and everwhere I looked, her face was right beside me, levitaing sideways above a body that she wasn't connected to. When me and mum drove home that night, the lady, who strangely has teh same name as mi mum, he face was up against both of teh fucking windows beside me, not leaving me alooone!!!! >.< I said, "Mum, is this normal to see a horrifying thing and it not going away? You think it's real too too though it's not?" "Yes, hon, yes." She said. There was also a boob scene in teh beginnig of teh movie too. I covered Alyssia's eyes while me and mi cousin (as old as me), mi uncle, (I call em U.C for uncle Clint)>3 and I were staring at teh flashing girl. I could understand them watching, but I couldn't look away. We were all silent too so it was quite wierd.

*random*
Stiffmeister Approves! Approves teh Ramdomnessessities!*u*
"Finch Fuckeeeeeerrrr!"

Ok, some things are just plain hot. Sasuke in a maids costume, yes. That is what we are talking about people. *so calm* Yes. /u^

*droooooooools*
Damn that Sakura, again.
Well, teh fangurls are gonna get pissed, but Sakura confesses her love to Sasuke. Y'know what Sasuke does in reply!?!!?!?!? He smile and says "Thanks." !!!!!!!!! O_'o Then he hits her and she passes out. Then the rest I cannot say. But sseriously, if Sasuke likes Sakura teh pig, I'm gonna go ballistic people!!!!!! *flag* Not right now flag!!! *flag scurries away* Maybe some other time.... But ok. I admit it. Sasuke is a pure emo skank, but I love em. He's hot and he's a diva. I guess I love divas...

Hooo..... rub salt in my wounds! >.<
(sry so hyper)

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....?

Pfft!!!XD
This is getting a little too..... ^^;


Last thing
I ended up barfing @ 4 in the morn exactly sat morning. I felt so bad after it. I have cried evertime I puked. You see, I always puke in wierd places... (not naming the place I puked) My familyy thinks I'm a little too pathetic becasue I say sry everythime I upchuck, (10 times total) They're trying to get it through my head that Everyone Pukes. I still can't help feeling bad thou.

Make us feel great why doncha Orchimaru!?!!? >.<
Wells, *falls down a well* I love you all and i can't stay on long ri now, I have to make my bed. ( this is a problem because I have about 999 pillows=3) Remember, I care about each and every one of you and I hope you all never forget about me! ///^/^/// You're all in my prayers!!
Toodles!

this iz A Non-follower,
whom is wearing teh most unsightly pnik fluffy 6 yr old pjs due to threat and force,
signing off
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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Some people take things too far
Alexis says:
well you know what Jay you are nobody and yes i know what the term of being a goth is so i know i am a cocky goth and you are just a nobody that everyone hates but you lowa** friends
Alexis says:
so there


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That is just sad people. A moment ago, I just lost a good friend. *sigh* I feel like crap. I hate it when people are like this. Since I'm just a girl, I'll cry. Why are some kids like this? Spewing insults at other flesh bucket soul containers to chop off their last strand of self asteem? A friend of mine moved to Florida and she's coming back. She msned me and this is how she acts? I didn't do anything. She changed and I hate that. I like people who care. May not always care about themselves, but have some common courtesy for the good people out there. I could never talk like that to someone. People take goth too far. If you WERE goth, you wouldn't admit it. Goths' are so not cocky. I'm not goth. I'm me. (I don't want really to be goth.) (I'm also not saying this like this.) I don't give a shit about goth emo or preppies. I just can't. It's a labeling sortment. I don't hang out with any 'goths' or shit like that. And! For another matter! I! Love! My! Friends! They help you get through life! Cherish your friends! Also, I may be kinda... unfair with mi mum, I haven't told her I loved her in a few years. I'm sorry about that, but I'm a kid. I'm a teen. I'm growing up. It's a phase. You know what I mean? Well, I made a list of things I like and care about, and a list of what I don't like and don't care about.

Likes/Loves/Cares About:
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Friends; Courtith, GB Fiend, AnimeNeko48(and so on,) Dudette, corn, Spooky, The neighbor boy, the internet, yaoi, yuri, hentai, music, friends in general, ice cream or some sweets, a few animals, sharing feelings, kissing XD, hugging, Mi parents, mi 2 cats, mi mind, anime and manga, laughing, happy places, sleeping.
That's what I love. It's all in mi daily routine too.

Hates/Dispises:
Tratiors, meanies, my thighs, country music, othah bugs, teh outdoors for most part, grown ups that I have to put up with, little kids, steriyotypes, headaches, worries, dirtyness of room or space, cars.

All this makes me sound like a hippy. *shrugs* I don't really at all care for hippies. *adds hippies to list*

Well, we make not like to be stereotypical, but I think we need to make another word for "goth person." I say I like goth boys, (who doesn't), but there's no othah name to call them by if they have no name yet in your thoughts when you make thenm up in your mind wishing they were comforting you.

I really REALLY want a boy with beutiful black eyeliner, many chains, a hot body and pretty face, a few piercings, great hair, black nail polish to hols me in his arms right now. Oh, wait. Why would any boy want to do that to me!? I thought no one liked me!!? -_- *sob*

Do you have any stories of a traitor friend? Tell me about it. What did you say back? I just blocked the person from my msn for a while. How do you deal with this. God, I hate hate.
People these days.

We'll all find love. If you don't find love, you should be reencarnated 'till you find some.
*bows* *Throws a bow at joo*
Cheer up. =D I'll get over it. We always get over it. I dunno. I'm afraid I may be bipolar. Someone in my family already has it and everyone in my family knows I adore her because she's teh greatest cousin evah, so I bet even if I told them I thought I had it, they'd say: "You just think you have it. You're fine." Yeah, whatever. I don't have anyone to cry to. I never go out, I have no siblings, it' just mi mum, me and mean ol Scott, there's not many people to turn to. I just need people sometimes. You probably can't relate. Everyone either tries to be tough, or they go all whiny screaming; "WHY DOES NO ONE CARE ABOUT ME!!?!?!" in hallways or rooms or in teh middle of no where. I need people sometimes. Yeah. Now I could use that goth boy.
Feh.
this iz A Non-follower,
'feh'ing and feeling wilted, yet, mild, yet numb,
signing off.

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

*Bows* Hello 'gain
I knoes I knoes. I haven't been on in forevah. Mi mum's computer doesn't work too well with the Otaku so I gots ta use dad's computer. Dad's moving so teh last time I came to Dadduh's, we had to pack. He's moving in his new house in a week. Well. Yes. I. Have. News.

If you ever wanna reach me, I'm on Runescape alot. I'll get sick of it soon though.
Name: Paranoiajay
K. Also, I went downtown for the first time evuh in mi town. It was prettuh cool. Mi friend Courtith invited me. It was her, I, Spooky, and TEJ. We had fun. Also, me and Spooks are really hitting it off. Feh. Say watcha want about me. Spooky's great. We're at the line between friends and 'friends.' She doesn't want us to ruin our frendship if something happens. I'm not the type to get mad. But, I never choose what to do. We also like other people though. She likes one othah person and so do I. We both are aware that we aren't just trying to fill up that void.
So, anyways, I gotta stop sleeping in class. I think I drool and snore when I slip away into unconciousness in my desk. I was having a nightmare Wednsday, (This happens only in LA and it's teh first class,) and it was really grim. I ended waking up to the sound of my dumb teacher's voice. I was in a cold sweat and I was all panicy. My hair was everywhere too and there was a little drool... I just hollered, "Yeah!" All big eyed. "Thank you! That's very nice of you to finally do this." My teacher said. I ended up being laughed at by teh whole class and I volenteered to read ouloud a character's part for the skit we were doing. It sucked. Don't say yes when you wake up. Just don't. Don't say no either. Say, "Say that again one more time." Before you respond when you wake up after sleeping in class, ok? Ok!
I also fell asleep on mi mum's water bed a few mornings ago when mum was @ work and teh school bus was an hour away from coming. I found myself dreaming about a low-graphic RPG and I was my runescape character. It showed everything in my veiw though. I was killing goblins and all... then I woke up. Then I went back to sleep. Then... I found myself back in my RPG dream, except in a cave by a water's edge being boned by a blue, two penised squid. Yessir. It twas veruh strangith.
A day last week in LA, I was gonna sharpen mi pencil. As I was walking so innocently to teh sharpener, I saw a spider. I was as big as my index finger and it was pretty. I bent over to look at it and I was all like, "Awwww!" My douche of a teacher came over and said, "Kill it! Kill it!" I said cold. "No! It's cute! It can't be killed if it has a name!" My teacher said again to killi it. Pick it up and kill it. "It has fangs." I whined. She took a kleenex and squished it. I was crestfallen. "Monicka!" I cried out. Yes. I named it Monicka. I loved that spider as if she were my own. Let her rest in peace.
I'm @ vol 8 of Angel Santary. It's getting good! Everyone died though. Yet, pretty much everyone's stil in teh book. It's cool. My favorite characters in Angel Santcuary are Lord Metatron and Beliah. I'm a lot like Beliah. (That's a scary thing.)
Oh, I got dumped too. Not going into much detail on that though. There's not much too like in a person like me anyway. I'm suprised I got half as many friends and people who like me as it is. All I want is a goth boy's arm to cry in when I'm sad, a happy place, my mind, and my friends. That's all I need. I live off happiness and lust. Feh. Friends rule though. I love my friends.^^ *greatful*
So yes. Usually, this would be about teh time where I put up a picture of some sort. Here joo go!=^^=

Get it!? XD (I personally do think this is funny.^^)
Yeah, I'll be watching Nawuto soon. It was good to be on here this week. *hugs* Love you all!

this iz A Non-follower,
signing off.


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Saturday, November 18, 2006

I wanna show you all funny and voilence!
For maximum sync, watch animated stuff while listening to vids' music^^

Yes... Make sure you don't get a seizure, but it's fun watching all of em in oredr.^^ Here are the songs you need to listen to them with!XD
Barbie girl, Russian and German
And Llama Song.^^



*wipes forehead* I took me 5 hours to find all of this!XD Hope you enjoyed!!=3
this iz A Non-follower,
pooped, (as in worn out) (not in a dirty way) (You have a sick mind)
signing off.
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I suppose stuff...
Hi everybody! =D Missed you all! *huggles* These two weeks are very blurry to me but I do remember a few things.

First of all, I went to the doctor's Wednsday, and I don't think I shall forget what happened quickly!-_- The moment the doctor got into the room, he looks to me and says, "Wow, you're beautiful!" !_! I said, "Man, you're like, 90 years old! Gees!" (He's actually 98... but who's counting?)^^ It freaked me out though. You don't really hear that everyday. -.- Naw, I'm avarage. ^^ But, I've lost 10 pounds since the first day of school. I've ate Burger King for the past 5 days. It do anything so now I'm having a problem putting on weight. *sigh* I now oficially weigh as much as my skinny white boy neighbor. (I call him that because he's as pale as the underside of a fishes' belly. XD We both weigh 125 pounds. I'm now being picked up by kids too. *sweatdrop*


I didn't get good news from my scary, decaying doctor either!XD My back is worse as it's ever been. T.T My ribs are pushing out on one side, my shoulders are also pushed out and dislocated, my hips are moving out, yeah, I was scared to hear that. I'm still a kid. G's! If you want me to pass out or smething... I did pass out in the office. I never did before so it was new to me. I don't mind blood, sex, deformity, but my body is the scariest thing I know. I don't like my innards. I don't like to see how I work. I saw my Xray and I stepped back. Like, when I wake up or when my eyes are adjusting, it goes a little light and blurry. Do you get that? That happened to me when I saw the Xray, but then it didn't go away. It got more blurry and white and I felt asleep. I couldn't feel and I couldn't feel myself breathing hard even though I was. I ended up falling over and being embarassed. My mum thought it was a big deal. Yeah. I'm gonna stop there for a while.
Oh, my dad is also moving closer so I can visit him more ofen.^u^ I'm very happy about that. I really do like my family. *smiley*
I also get a week off from school because it's DA DA DA DUM!!! National Turkey massacare- endanger-the-species-and-eat-them-like-a-glut- day! Our school takes the Thanksgivvi very seriosly, I think? *rolls eyes* *smileys*

this iz A Non-follower,
signing off.

Gaara! *shakes head* The post iz over! ^^;
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Saturday, November 4, 2006

Click. Corn. Spook.
I missed all of you! (It feels like forevuh since I've posted) ^^; I've been busy. Yeah. This year is eveyone's year of problems- am I right? I've been having lots of thoughts of suicide lately because my life purpose is gone. To reassure you, I'm not gonna kill myself. I have certain beliefs. I recently cut my arm with a butter knife to see what the pain felt like. I didn't like it one bit so I'm- duh- not trying it again. Yeah, when we feel sad, we don't care if we feel truckloads of physical pain because we are so blinded by it with all the emotional pain... I think? (Guess based on exp.)

Now, on to the main subject; I actually invited someone over to my house. ^^ This is kinda big because I haven't invited anyone over to my home since the beginning of middle school. -Yep! Long time! "Spooky" wanted to come over so she came 2 weeks later- (we planned out the day and we waited for two weeks.) It was pretty cool. We picked her up and me and my mom felt pwn3d. Her house is really big and it had pictures of nude people in the living room. My house is 3 stories, but it's still cozy. It took a while to get mum back in the car because she loved Spook's house. We did and we rented Click. The we went over to the scary movie section and said, "Pick out whatever, Spookith." "Ho jee! Really?" She said with exitement. She grabbed Children of the Corn. When we went home, my dog was being a donkey and barking at her nonstop. i felt bad for Spooky because Buffy, (our dumb dog,) yapped everytime she sensed Spook a room away. Finally, Buffy became friends with Spook. Then, we watched Click. All my stupid step siblings that came over for teh weekend took the couches so Spooky and I took the side of the couch, crammed by the vent and eye to eye with the tv. When the guy died in ClickI tried really REALLUH hard not to cry, but I did. I can't watch movies about life. I giggled, thinking I was a douche for crying, but Spooky asked me if I was crying, and I said yes, but I saw that the iron-strong Spooky was crying as well. We sobbed and sobbed and gave girl hugs, still clinging on to eachother, sobbing. My family was laughing at us. "You guys are crying over a dumb Adam Sandler movie?!?! Weak! Hahahaha!! >3" -_- It was sad!!!! *sniffles* Then, around 10 @ night, we put in Children of the Corn. Jessica, mi step sis, she wanted to watch it with us- we couldn't say no because she was whining too much and it got to mum. Me and Spooky shared the tiny couch, while meanie Jessica took the big couch. We were crammed. We ganged up on Jessica during teh first ten minutes of the movie to get the big couch and we won. *proud* *shows muscles* *none* Oh. >u< Heh. Everytime we saw corn or it said corn on teh movie, we laughed. corn!!! Corn would be teh perfect leader of teh Children of teh Corn! corn iz so evil! XD And teh Malakai kid, me and Spooky said he was cool. Jessica was all, " No he's not! He's killing everyone!11!1eleven!!" Then we said, "Shut up, nutmunch! He is to cool!" "Except for his overbite," Spooky added. "Yeah," I agreed. The movie was a good movie and it wasn't scary at all. Jessica was all scared though. Nicky, mi other step sis, took teh top bunk of mi bed (Nicky has to sleep in my room because there's like, 5 of them, and they all can't sleep in teh same room.) I said to Spooky that she can still have the bottom bunk. (I have a fear of bunk beds so I sleep on a rug on teh floor.) She said naw. She ended up sharing the corner with me and we slept on teh rug. We were floor buddies. (That sounds dirty. >_>) It wasn't dirty though. She's like, mi second best friend! No one came on to anyone! We're not like that! No! No! No! *waves hands* But it ws cool. I'm an only child so 28 outof 30 days of teh month I'm lonely. It was a dream come true finally having someone to talk to @ night. Yeah.

I've been addicted to RPG's lately. I can't get my head out of runescape. @_@ I also like Adventure Quest but mum's computor doesn't have macromedia flash so I can't go on it @ her house. I've been reading .hack too. It's good, but mi freiend has teh last mangas of it and said it gets really shitty and the ending is horrifyingly horrble.

I'm sicking of people liking me too. I'm also sick of being called "Teh Goth Chick." Homosapiens are sooooooo steriotypical. *rolls eyes* I'm a flesh-bucket Soul Container that thrives on making people happy. That's what I am. Also known as: ...me. Y'know, the school bus used to be a safe place where I could listen to my CD player... it's all changed now. Little 6 and 7th and whatever else graders are asking me out left and right. They won't leave me alone! I never get to sit alone on teh bus anymore, which just sucks. I think they like me because of what I wear. I hope that's not it. I'm not changing what I wear because guys and a few girls are having hormone troubles with how goth I look. I'm not goth and no way I'm going out with anyone who asks. You need to reserve your heart for one person people!!!!!1! *crosses arms* *sweat drop* I kinda found a person, but there's a story behind that so I really haven't found anyone. Hmm... *thinks* But... some people do look drasticly hotter when they wear eyeliner. Owell... my advice: Don't like people because of sterotypes, and don't go out with everyone who asks. *thinks* Still strange how the darker teh clothes are, the hotter they are... (in my opinion.) Feh. Leave me a comment!=3
This is what I got when I typed in Goth:

And these are what I got when I typed in Emo:


What are your opinions about the Goth/Emo label and people?
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Teh Majik Sch00l Bus...O.o'
I missed teh fuckin' bus today! (If it was a fuckin' bus though, it's be more "fun." XD >3 But yeah. I wake up @ 4 every morning, and I take a bath and eat a toasty str00dle or 2. Sometimes, I fall asleep on mi mum's water bed (no one home in morn) and I always wake up in 1o mins or less. I had and hour to spare so I slept on teh comfy wattuh bed. ^^ I woke up many times, then when I had 2o mins left, I went over in teh livin room to watch tv. Somehow, teh news was s0000000 boring, I fell asleep.
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*yawn* What a greatuh nap! *looks @ teh clock* O.O ...6 41?!?!? YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!! *stomps up and down* (teh bus comes @ 6:35) So... I called every adult I knew and none made it to teh phone so I left messages to bring me to school and stuff. Finally, when I called mi aunt Judie, she said she'd be over in 1o... minutes that is. I forgot to call everyone back whom I called and didn't need anymore so... when I get home, I frankly believe my parents are gonna be everso pissed. Damn. *shakes fist* That stuupid bus!! >P *hugs bus* I love teh bus!! I'm sorry bus! :') Never again! Naver again! *rubs side of bus* *kicks bus driver out* All I hate iz mi bus driver. We can do without her. Mweh! *drives away in teh bus*
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