Saturday, October 21, 2006

Bugged
Something's on my mind. Have you ever told someone close to you a secret, and did that person promise not to tell? Was it important? I told a close friend something confidential and this person blabbed to the last person who needed to know. My entire life is unwravveling now. *falls over and dies* I'm not one to hold a grudge, but I don't think I could ever forgive the person who told now. Sorry I can't be anymore specific. *looks around* It's funny. I usually never have secrets. Now someone won't talk to me and probably never will again because of the "I know something you don't know" game. Whoever invented that game... will die at my feat! ARGH!!! *falls over and cries* Wah!! Wah!! I dispise it when people gossip! Gossip leads to untrue rumors and I think this is what's happening to me!!! No! No rumors! Please! People are sooooooo complicated!! We don't need to know everyone's secrets! Sometimes it's best if things are just left alone and unquestioned- do ya know what I mean!?><
I'm actually none of these. I'm A Non-follower.

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this iz A Non-follower,
in an October full of emotions,
rolling around on the floor,
freaking out,
still freaking out-
...but signing off
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Friday, October 20, 2006

Hard Times
Yes. We're all getting bitten in the ass by a hard time this month. Yeah, just endure the pain a little longer, okay? Trust me, it'll all be okay in the end. *reassuring smile* I hope you are all doing good out there. ^^ I made a little more room for PMs too again. I'll be waiting. *shifty eyes* *hoping face* No one ever talks to me @ dad's so I'm so ever alone. I think my dad hates me. I don't know if it's because I waer only black, something that happened when I was younger, or something else, but I feel negative energy coming out of his eyes and making home in mine. Sometimes it's hard to amuse myself. *wiggles string* There's only one thing to do ri now,
R O C K O N!

Gaara wants joo...
...to rock on.
...so do it.
..find a bad ass song..
...and just let it stream for a while until you become deaf and you forget why you're hear.
...yes...
...that sounds fun
...teh funnith=3

Do a funneh dance too.
...so amusing.
^^
Oh, and you emos,
cheer up.
Everyone's life sucks.
You don't need to be fartard happy, just
take the cork outta your ass a little bit, okay?
Everyone suffers in life,
but that's why Buddah Allah or God made friends, right?
I'm your friend. So either cheer the fuck up and find a friend that makes the pain go away or do constructive work or hobby,
or go fuck yourself.
That's my advice.
An emo kid made me mad today after school.
I don't really get mad so... frusterated I guess.
Here's another good threat:
If you emos don't stop being so damn emo pussy-like...
me and corn won't play emocleW with you on your birthday!!XD *only corn or EchoStream would get it.
Now...er... VG CATS!!!

this iz A Non-follower,
daring joo teh rock,
signing off.

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Monday, October 16, 2006

So. Fucking. Sad.
Yes. Sorry I haven't been on. Daddy eloped and didn't want me @ his wedding. That made me feel special. *sob* :( Grammauh took me for teh weekend. No computer. No Adult Swim. I'm not gonna go into detail ri now. I'm typing this @ school. ^^; But yes. Last week sucked! In a way, I kinda lossed mi best friend evuh. I care so much about her. I cried and cried. Mi Science teachuh, he even gave me a hug. (teachers can't do that.) It didn't make me feel better though. Um... I drew Sasuke crying and it turned out ok... (reflected on mi mood it shown.) Anyways, mi friend that Iv'e been hanging out with to keeep mi away from mi bestest friend evuh, got in trouble for bringing a knife teh school. She isn't teh kinda gal to kill peoplesez- so just forgot she had it. So. I. Feel. Sadder than I have evuh been. Guys, don't think I dissed Otaku. I just haven't have the time. *sighs* *eats flag*
Sad Sasuke: ;,(

This iz A Non-follower,
leaving computer and class now,
broken. Shattered. And hoping mi best friend doesn't hate me,
signing off.

:'(
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Feh. Kinda sad. Haven't spoke in 24 hours, I have no big adventure... feh.
Yeah. *shrugs* I wish I had a big adventure coming up. With mystical creatures, a bad guy, and something where I have a supercool power. Who hasn't wished that one time or another??? -u- So, how are joo all?? Naruto iz coming on in a while. Adult Swim not too long after that. Yeah. To make this post worth reading, I'm gonna do mi first evuh, Jay's 1 teh 5 Scale!!! This 1 teh 5 Scale is brought to yeh by, Ice Cream. Have joo had your ice cream today? (I did)^^

Otay. So it begins.
1 is teh lowest score, 5 iz teh highest.
Joo can give uh reason why yeh picked teh amount yeh did. I'm giving mi own amount too, so, whatevuh.^^

I can draw very well: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 3. I am normal @ drawing. Drawing isn't a real talent when everyone iz better than me @ it.

I like teh outdoors: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 2. Sorry. What? *just burned down teh forest*

I am smart: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 2. I'm a jackass, but I know when I'm being played.

I am afraid a lot: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 5. Too many fears to list.

Likes blood and gore: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 3. Depends on what kind of gore.

Dreaming @ nite iz common for yah: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 4. I usually forget mi dreams though.

Many friends (don't count Otaku): 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- I don't care. I only like a few of mi friends.

Friendly?: 1 2 3 4 5
Jay- 4. I have my days. I am REALLUH nice though.

Depressed a lot?
Jay- 5. It's getting to be more frequently.

Now.... we are going to do... Pick one. Rules: Just pick teh better one to joo.^^

A boy? Or a girl?
Jay-Depends who. What am I talking about? What way am I talking about this?

Animated showz? Or people showz?
Jay- I like both, but, animated.

Coke? Or Pepsi?
Jay- GAWD!! Pepsi! Durh!!><

Sesshoumaru or Inu Yasha?
Jay-...

Youtube or Photobucket?
Jay- Don't make me choose.

Peewee's Big Adventure? Or Elmo in Grouchland?
Jay- ...Peewee by far...

Just Questions.^^

Favorite Bands? (3)
Jay- Breaking Benjamin, KoRn, SOAD

Favorite Dream?
Jay- Teh dream where I rode mi dragon, Kohaku River, (XD) In a trailer park.

Best friend?
Jay- corn.

Last one. What drives joo crazy?
Jay- Anything and nothing. None of joo need to get any ideas. ^^;

That is all, folkz!! *waves* =D hope yeh had fun. I didn't. It was hard thinking of questions. >< I'm so pathetic. Have a nice sat!!

This iz A Non-follower,
Suffering through Poke'mon,
waiting for Nawuto,
signing off.

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Ferret
Super Power	X-Ray Vision
Enemy	The Cheating Boyfriend
Mode Of Transportation	Skateboard
Weapon	Computer Parts

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Friday, September 22, 2006

Hermmmm...*thinks* Stuff has been going on...
Hmmm.... where teh begin? Oh- I reached 150 signings!^o^ Couldn't do it without yer help! *Pepsi all around* Ooooh oooh ohhhh ohhh! *raises hand* Okay! Me! I finally saw Princess Mononoke- it was great!!! Sad... but gorey and great! Wheeeee! Mi friend Courtney... (I haven't thought of a nickname for her yet,) She let me borrow Angel Sanctuary. Teh manga was confusing, and teh face styles bugged me- but also great. Like, teh main character and his sister are in love with each other. They're cute together, it's a big part, and it's really sad in teh story. I don't care for incest... allrighywho... back on teh subject, Courtney also gave meh a how-2-draw fer anime how she draws it. I can draw chibis... *down* . Garsh. I can't draw muchith. Thankies too corn! *peace* DM... Wheeeeeewooos! Hmm... school iz doin otay. I had a geography test today. For every answer I didn't know, I'd guess Amazon River as teh answer. I know I did bad. I EVEN answered Amazon River to places I DIDN'T KNOW and THAT WEREN'T rivers. I'm stupid. *cracks beer bottle over head* Ooooh. I was thinking again, I was thinking bout bein Sasuke fer Halloweenie. I don't know yet. Still pondering teh decision. I don't want girls to grope me in teh hall when I walk by. (big Sasuke lovers @ mi school.) Oh, September,: Teh Month of Love. So many gushy gushy love things have been goin on in Michigan. Yeah. Mi stupid, dumb, retarded ex, he still didn't believe me when I told him we were broke up, another girl had teh tell em and he finally gets it. In art class today, he pushed me down and called me a bitch. *groans* Why can't he just IGNORE me instead of call me names that I don't care about and pushing me down when I don't care what he says. I'm so glad he doesn't have Otaku. *sighs in relief* Anyways, I have teh brake up with mi bus buddy. (We were nevuh goin out) We just sit on teh bus seat together in teh back and talk and hug and I sometimes sit on his lap cause I'm REALLY small compared to him. I didn't mind it. Now, he's saying stuff like, "You shouldn't wear makeup. You got teh most gorgeous face." And, "You got a really got a great body, and nice, soft hair." And. "You're so cute!!!!" It's scaring me. Teh only one I think should be cute ri now iz corn! (to me) She's adorable! She keeps denying it...which iz bugging me, but, me and Spooky, we keep arguing with her about it. Cause we're gonna win this fight! She's cute, and she's betting on teh wrong side if she thinks she's not. We all have a cute one in teh group. Feh. Having a cute one in teh group yeh hang out with iz as common as faces on people. But yes. Also on teh bus, today, mi friend Wong, (who iz really Ricky, teh quitting druggie,) he stole mi Gir sweatshirt and everybody else's sweatshirt and a kid's binder this morn, and made like, a person out of it. It was fucking hiliarious!!XD It looked like a real person with it's hood up... without legs. Amputee maybe? So, we named him Jonathan Millfred. Zack, (his younger bro,) took Jonathan from me and Spooky, then he put (where Jonathan's face was supposed teh be) between his legs, and made it do up and down motions, like as if Jonathan was giving him a blowjob!!XD Someone even made grunting noises for his voice! So funny!>D Anywayz, that's all I did these past two weeks really. Spooky wrote "BALLS" on mi hand today.

This iz A Non-follower,
with "BALLS" on her hand,
signing off.

Enjoy pics, n00bs and Non- n00bs!!



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Saturday, September 9, 2006

Made room for more PMs....
I made as much room as I could. I'm not getting rid of corn's PMs. *stubborn* Hmph!! *American flag drops down behind me* Wha!? Was does that have to do with this!!?!?! *attacks flag* Grrrr! *gets caught in big flag* Heeeeelppp!!! =_x *corn stares* Me:*muffled cries*
Sorry, anywayz, *kicks flag away* *flag gets stuck on shoe* *shakes shoe* *cries* *it won't get off*
* * * * * Technical Difficulties * * * * *
Okay. If you need to send me anything and mi PM box iz full, PM Lemon Bar. Ok? I'm still working on a plan to narrow down mi messages.
Oh. I got splendid news!! *jumps up* My dad iz eloping!! *confetti* YAY! *gives pepsi too all but Flowerkiss* *hand Flowerkiss Root Beer* *Accepted differences in taste of pop* My dad has been going out with his girlfriend for 8 YEARS. THEY AER FINALLY GETTING MARRIED!! FINALLY! *rolls eyes* Ya think they've been together long enough!!?!? The only thing I do not like about mi dad getting married is... his fiancee's name. She has teh same first name as me and.... my last name iz... well, ya probably don't care. (Peoples pick on mi last name) We are going to have teh exact same name starting October 3rd. Someone took mi identity. I need a new last name too! =.= Hmmm.... I'll think about new last names. *gets lost in thought*





Mi fav song ri now: Polyamorous

Music Video:POLYAMOROUS (by Breaking Benjamin)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

This iz A Non-follower,
still eating ice,
signing off.
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Friday, September 8, 2006

I'm in a good mood. Kind of.
*smiles* *kicks back* *someone speaks louder than me* "Just Jack!" ...th grade iz sooooooo! Easy!!! I miss being teh smartest kid @ school. It has it's ups and downs though. I used to be the smartest kid in 1st, 2nd, and 3rd grade, I just never turned in mi homework. I'm not in fourth grade though, just because I stopped @ 3rd, I switched schools after 3rd, and everyone was smarter than me. I'm waaaaaay past forth. Oh, I was watching PBS yesterday. Fox 17 went all staticky and mum's house had no cable so... fuck me. (Don't really fuck me. *shields self* Just an expression.) ^^; Arthur was talking about pants. Then, Francy or Whateveuhtehhellhernameis, said she used her pants to find his pants and without pants in general, ther'd be no pants. It was so confusingggggggg. *falls over* *gets back up and runs around in circles* Damn, I bet mi other site iz sooooo busy. =___= I'm exausted, (even though I got a good nap on teh car ride to mi dad's) but, I'm also lazy. Hey corn, I can't get that one Waste-of-Space guy out of me head. He was sooooo boring! I coulv'e sworn crap was flowing out of his mouth he was sooooo boring. It must really hurt him that no one @ our table yesterday cares about him or cares if he has problems or if all his kids and relitives dies, or....goes on and on. Yeah, kinda mean, tough luck. That's most of me news. Everything else, iz personal.... oh besides, I get up @ 4 every morning for school, mum goes to work @ 4:30 but she wants me to get ready and up so she can leave and I can keep myself occupied until teh bus comes. I have no alarm or just clock. *sighs* Iv'e been watching The South Park Episode, the Jeffersons with Micheal Jackson in it for every day this week. Know why??? KENNY WITHOUT HIS JACKET!!!!! SQUEEEEEEE! >u< Soooo cute! He looks like someone I know.... if you look like him... I'm probably not thinking it looks like you. Sure, I bet you're cute and all, but er, yeah. Someone else.

Yes. And I think he's cute like this. So cute! He looks like a hamster or something with his jacket on.

Oh, and here you go. For being so nice all of joo out there:



Weeeeellllll.... I'm gonna print out teh pic of Kenny so I can put it on mi binder, and yeah, I'll go from there, anyways, have a great weekend all joo people out there!! Oh, me and Cris Griffin have so much in common! He's mi fav Family Guy character. What's yours???


This iz A Non-follower,
eating ice,
signing off.


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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Otay. I got enough sleep last night.
I am very hyper. I fell asleep and I didn't even know it, right after 2nd Gig. I shall show you some funny pics. Which ones are your favs??? ^^

Here's Sasuke being punched.XD


Here's a funny avvie. XD


Here's a Lion. XD


Here's Ren and Stimpy. XD


Here's Team 7 more shocked than they ever have been before. XD


Okay, I have a question. Doesn't Temari like Shikimaru in Naruto series??? Someone told me something about it. Is it all lies about the 2??? O_O

This iz A Non-follower,
pissed about school,
signing off.
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

And they call it puppy love...
Hi. Er. I'm not in my usual mood. Today. *sigh* No. Let's not start this out with 'today.' Bad place to start. Okay. I made a big mistake and went out with a complete faggot last year. I finally got him to get away and we broke up. I never really liked the guy but he was the first guy who ever liked me so I thought I would give this 'dating' thing that normal people do, a try. He almost commited suicide. I never want to hear his name again. And he was just a stupid pussy. A few other guys this year said they liked me. Yeah. I hated the boyfriend girlfriend crap after that. I kinda in a way 'rudely' stomped into my best/closestfriend ever's love life and yeah. That was as close as I was to a relationship like that. I liked anime characters but I'm talking about the foolish mortal kind of love. I still like anime characters. But now, more than one. Every guy that ever liked me after the incident, I made them go crazy. I remember, one time, a guy named Eric Visser liked me. Tehe. I put tons of makeup on his face on the bus. When ya don't like someone who likes you, it gives you a chance to toy around. It was fun. Okay *zooms back a year or a year in a half ago* I had this friend. He liked/likes Invader Zim and all and he was a really good friend to me and he moved away last year and I haven't seen him since. (I'm telling you thisbecause ya don't know me that good or you don't know my friend/s.) Yeah. Him and I kept in touch. Kind of. We e-mailed like, every 2 or 3 months. I missed him tons. Me and mi best friend always talk about how much we miss him. (mi best friend is still going strong) I still try to help her out when I can.) (You know. They don't actually see each other tons. That's all I'm gonna say.) But, my bf, I can't even find good enough words for it. Love changes a person. Okay. That clearly wasn't enough and that clearly wasn't that unique or good. But, I don't want them to break up. I'm like theirDr. Phil. (except Dr. Phil sucks balls.) Oh yeah, where was I? I reaaaaalllly miss my friend. He gave me his phone number yesterday and said to call him. He and my best friend are like, best friends, so she hangs out with him more than me. I'm jealous because, yeah. He's my friend and I miss him like hell. My friend said he wanted me to call him. (I just got his phone number yester and I'm @ my dad's. Long distance.) So I'm gonna call him Sunday and stuff when teh weekend is done. Then, mi best friend pmed me saying 'why haven't I called him.' She thought it wa funny cause we were both saying teh same thing about us wanting to call eachother and e-mail and stuff. She said it was for something important why he wanted to talk to me. I asked what and she kept saying it was really important. I was in suspence. I really wanted to know now. (You ever have that?) I told her it was bad luck to keep a blonde in suspence. She kinda stalled. I kept asking her stuff like. What happened? Why does he want to talk to me? Does he not want to be my friend anymore? Does he want to kill me? Did he break up with his one girlfriend he told me about? Recently, my thoughts about love have changed. I always felt this...giddy....and....stomach tightening feeling when he e-mailed me. My best friend finally came out with it. He likes me. I think she's just playing with me because I know him and he used to call me a foolish mortal and he never acted like.... er... you know. You guys probably don't think it's that big a deal but, 1. Nothing ever goes on in my life so I must tell you every little detail to make it sound longer. 2. You don't know me in general, so I can tell anyone anything about my life. 3. You may not think if someone likes someone is that big a deal, but, feelings, love, caring, friendship, life....I may be getting carried away. I'm starting to think I really like him bck. I haven't had this good a feeling since I first layed eyes on Inu Yasha. Exact date it happened: April 9'th, 2005, 12:34am. @ mi dad's house, in my room, (cant tell you where I live), on my bed, channel 63, cartoon network, adult swim, show: Inu Yasha, Way he was facing: left, Facial expression: The face like "FEH". See. I'm starting to think I'm developing human feelings again. Do you think I should....er....um....you know. I do not know what to do. Plz be my Dr. Phil! *bows*

What should I do? It's all I can think about. I can't stop thinking about it. Plz oh plz tell me what I should do!!!


This iz A Non-follower,
hoping my friend wasn't just joking around or I'd be hurt,
signing off.

Sorry for being so personal and deep. *bows in sorriness*
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Hormones. Ugh. Itachi and Sasuke are like, hot. Teh forbiddon love!!! >u<
Comment on teh vid plz.^o^
corn! I know joo love this song and I know you love.... er whatever Sasuke + Itachi is. Sasutachi? Owell! Enjoy! Enjoy! *bows*
God. This is kinda hot. ^^


This iz A Non-follower,
er....cupcakes?
signing off.

Takuto Kitty form loved teh vid!!! XD

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