Friday, June 30, 2006

Remember corn...! And...
Right clik the pick joo want and save it. Go to your backroom and go to my picture. Upload it on there. Give it a caption too.

Oh... have you ever made an emeny when you never did anything bad to them? In fact- ANYTHING AT ALL? Well... I did. *looks down unloved* My mom had rocks in her gull bladder and we went to the hospital. We were waiting in the waiting room for a long time. AN I MEAN LONG! My mom was reading a magazine the all of a sudden, "Did I remember to lock the car?!" "I'll check." I said, quite bored. I went outside and took the keys. I was a foot out when I saw a guy try to open his car. Then... I saw him try to open another. He was about 3 cars away. He kept trying to open cars. I went over to the schmuck and said. Hey, crazy guy. (lying here: he doesn't know me so, feh.) Here's what I lied and said. "What are you diong to my dad's car? I know he isn't currently on police duty and he doesn't have his car with the pretty red and blue lights at top... but... if you really want to go to jail, I'll bring you to my dad and you can go there." The guy looked at me and said like some idiot bastard, "Oh, my car IS OVER THERE..." Feh. I went over to the door after I checked if the car was locked- which it was- and started to the door. There were ladies controlling the door for people to come in and out. They must of judged me on a psuedo-like, people hating goth because of the haevy eyeliner and clothes. They have me a really bastardly look and I heard the door click. I tried opening it. I couldn't They locked it. No sounds came through the door so I free to scream: Fuuuuuuuckkkkk Jooooooooooo both! Yeah. I waited outside for two hours. I was a dumbass because I locked the keys in the car and my mom has a spare always with her... but DUH, she was inside. I about died of heat. And when my mom came out and found me, I was on the ground, with my eyes closed, and not moving. I was sleeping.


That is my story about how I was judged by two assholes of ladies and stopped a guy from getting a car.

This iz A Non-follower,
full of laughter, insanity, and blood,
signing off.


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Corn! Time for you to get an avvie!!!
I hope one of these pleases you. *bows*

Some of these suit you.

Hey. These are for corn to choose from. I found them on photobucket. So... get yer own. *bows in sorriness for rudeness*

They have good results on search. It has way beyond kicked google's ass again and again.




Like any, buddy?

This iz A Non-follower,
@ a house with a faster connection,
signing off.

Anyone like SUGAR? Not anime... but me and my friends know it's good.


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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

*sigh*
My family has been ignoring me for so long. Nobody ever talks to me anymore. My depression has been occuring more often. *looks down* My childhood was always trying to be patched up a lot. My life now is just a strangly ball of yarn. I went to a family picnic at my dad's yesterday, and nobody knew who I was. It mad me sad and broken how people were giving me looks and whispering mean things about me. I think when I get back to school, I'm going to end up broken. *sigh* I try not to think of my family a lot. I haven't been talking to 99% of my friends this summer because I feel so out of body, out of mind, and apart. A few friends say I'm acting like a big pussy. Words don't hurt from them. My ex keeps calling me, but he's suicidal so I feel terrible everytime I call him. I also hate him to death. I've also been having thoughts of suicide. I'm afraid to tell mom because my cousin is practicly my hero and I looke up to her a lot and she suffered from depression so I think if I tell mom, she would just say I'm copying Julie (my cousin) and trying to get attention. I really don't like attention from her. It feels dirty being around her half the time. I also don't let her hug me or kiss me. I don't say I love her either. I just don't feel love for very many people. I've tried saying I love her but nothing ever comes out of my mouth when I try. I don't really say I love anyone. I love 2 people. Cartoons don't count. I love my friend like the only person I have in this world, and a satanist. My one friend, whenever she feels sad, I'll even go over my edge and my limits to make her at least smile. Seeing her sad make me cruble inside. She doesn't cry like I do. She got sick of crying. I'll always care for her... even when she hates me more than I could ever imagine. Well, I'm going to theeapy tonight. I wonder how much longer I can keep my depression a secret. It feels good to let it out on this post. I'm glad I don't have to worry about commiting suicide. As much as I hate my fucking body, I would never want to take a knife or anything to draw my impure, poisonous blood. I also believe in a heaven. God doesn't take suicidals. But everyday, I think of killing myself.

This iz A Non-follower,
signing off.


Thhank you for listening. *bows*

Here's a happy song, since I've been on youtube all day.

Cartoon Heroes:

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Feh. Hi.
This vid made me cry. It has Gaara as a kid in it and him now. Wow. corn. I didn't know that ya didn't care for that song. *shocked face*
Here,



Here's the song. Diary of Jane's.



I'm making my photobucket account public now. If you want to see my pics and stuff, PM me for the Username. I'll only give the username out to some. Only peoples I trust. It has some secret avatars and it has pics I drew. Oh yeah, mi dumb scanner needs to be replaced because a friend tried it out and somehow broke it. I saw it coming though. Whatever my one friend tries out, she ends up breaking it. She broke our really old computer, tv, and ps1 a while ago. I don't think it's a coincidence. She's a jynx. She's not coming to my dad's house because I got the good computer there! ^^ HAH! Sorry anyway!

This iz A-Non-follower,
with no ps1, nor atari anymore,
signing off.

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

The Diary of Jane's


If you didn't know, The Diary of Jane's isn't really a diary. It's a song. People say NO IT'S NOT. I NEVER HEARD IT. -_- STFU Non-believers. The Diary of Jane's isn't a fucking diary!! *lights the Non-believers on fire* Ya want me to pour salt in your wounds too?! The Diary of Jane's is a new Breaking Benjamin song. Hell yea, it rocks!!!! *rock on sign* That song gives me a thought of my inner self. Ya see, I gots a Naruto character I made up. And... all you would probably think it's stupid so I'll shaddup.
I did name an eye speck Gaara, since you were wondering, corn. I kinda ran out of names so I kinda named about half of them Gaara. Automail Radish... that button thing... fun times. Fun times. *nods* Friendly Face, since you PMed me, I'll answer your question to the cosplay. I want to try Kiba first. My step sis and I are in a huge fight about boredom and YouTube so we currently aren't talking, but, she was planning to be Hinata. First I need a digital camera though!^^!!^^!!!

Cuestions? Comments? Concerns? Corn? PM me if so.

This iz A-Non-follower,
signing off after 3rd post in a row.

GAARA FOR CORN! KANKURO LOOKS VERY ODD WITHOUT PURPLE STUFF

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One of the gayest posts you will ever read your entire life!


Okay. A few seconds ago, I just realized that guys are afriad of male yaoi. Well... most guys. (not the gay ones) Usually guys don't mind lesbia... um... I actually don't feel comfortable saying that ri now. It's kinda wierd when someone of the same gender is watching you in your gym shorts in the lockerroom undressing you with their mind. I don't really mind same sex marriage. I really don't. I just don't really want to marry... anyone right now so you'll never know what I am. Ya see, I think it's hot when anime boys are together. Most guys and some girls say EW. Girl on girl... feh... it matters how cute a couple they make. That's kinda how I feel about all marrigages and sexual anime content. I'm kinda sick though.^^ We all have different opinions. I don't mind real gay men though. My mom does. My dad doesn't. Feh. *shrugs* Oh, some couples like Gaara and Rock Lee... EW! OH GOD, EWWWWW! *takes gun and shoots self* Not the eyebrows!!! X_O But couples like Naruto and Sasuke... *evil look* Heh. *nose starts bleeding* Yeah. That's out of my system.


Um yeah. Whatta gay chat.


Sasuke!!!

Your sick-minded A Non-follower,
signing off.


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Stealing Poke'mon games...


Hey guys. I'm really stressed because I'm trying to break a bad/addicting habit by going cold turkey *mmmmm! cold turkey!* and it's been since the last day of school since I've done it. I'm not gonna say, but, I don't see how carrot sticks are supposed to help you stop smoking. Ya can't even really light them on fire at the end. Well... maybe it's just to try to look cool. *holds a carrot stick out the side of my mouth like a cigar* Oh yeah! JK! Um... I stole my stupid step brother's pokemon game. I restarted it and he still doesn't have a clue I took it. (Well... I lied to him I traded a game with a friend!) >3 Only when I get bored I play gameboy games. Well... half of us were in the pokemon phase when we were younger. Well... heh.... I say well a lot! ^^ SO.... I found a blank notebook with a cat on it and I was bored so now I'm drawing only yaoi Naruto characters in it. I made a few witty comments. I made one where... um... not very appropriate to write.^^ Never mind! WELLLL.... yeah. I draw Sasunaru. I love Sasunaru!! *hugs all overjoyedly* Yeah. Me and Karen saw some on photobucket and we didn't realize Sasuke and Naruto yaoi had its own categorized name. Feh. It rocks. I know I can't have Sasuke. *shrugs* It's better than Rock Lee and Gaara. EWWWWWWW! EW! EW! EW! EW! EW! *runs around crazily while brain *if had one* oozes out* Yeah.... EW! *runs around again*






This iz A Non-follower.
signing off.


Gaara!!!


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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Hey all joo peoples!!!
Last night, me and my step sis, Karen, were up till around 4? o clock. Ya know why we were up so late? We started to see and hear things that weren't really there. Now I know how all joo feel! JK! JK! Everyone:Not funny! *one of joo guys start crying* Awww! Poor little guy! *the little guy kicks me in the nuts* Ha! I gots no balls! I'm a girl! >3 Weeeeeeellll.... we started hearing voices. I saw Zabuza trying to attack me every second really fast. He was litterally doging toward me at top speed! My step sis heard a kid crying and talking. She told me a fact randomly after that. She said, "Hey. Ya know, There are millions of bacteria on your eye this very moment, cleaning your eyes?" Hmm.... do tell more. I said. She kept going on about them and what they do and how great they were. I started to cry loudly. It made me so happy!!!!! They were my best friends! I love them! They're so cute! I named one Sasuke. Um... further more, we finally went to sleep after a while... so... um... yeah. Well, my step sis and I had nothing to do this summer so we're thinking about cosplaying Naruto characters and stuff. Um.... *B R A I N F A R T !* Um.... Um.... Um.... Um...



I shall now give myself up to the brain fart. *bows* Maaaaasstttteerrrrr!!!!!>3 Master Brain Fart! St. Jimmysweaterpinkbrokenhulahoop! FLAG!

Have fun!


Um... um.... oh... oh.... oh... harder... harder... JK... your mom... santa... Ed... jublies... flag... a rare skin disease... um... O_O well... not much to talk about when a brain fart is taking over the inside and outside of your skull. I was an easy target. (Since i got no brain) *Shrug* You guys don't expect me to shove noledge into a head that never remembers anything. It's like putting stuff through the paper shredder. It all turnes out fucked.

Um...



Um...

This iz A Non-follower,
signing off.

My, my, this was a long post.
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Something Serious....then...something not serious!!!


Hey! Sorry I haven't been on theOtaku much.My computer is fucking itself up. Well, my mom had to drop off my step sisters and brother to their step dad's work. We were very early so we stopped at my old school and played. I didn't play. I walked and absorbed back in the painful memories of being a little kid. Well... in the end, I was hugging the slide and kissing the swing seats. Um...yeah.
Well, instead of getting a manga this week, I got an anime profile book based on Naruto. I was browsing and then I found something that caught my interest. It so happenes that Sasuke and I are both Leos and we have the same birthday. July 23! YAY! I'm even more special! Well, sorry guys! Remember the computer at my mom's is turtle slow and I'm even lucky to be posting this now!^^ Oh yeah, The Renegade's birthday is the same as Anko's. October 24.

Well, um... nothing else really to talk about!-_X

This iz A Non-follower,
signing off.


Poor Akamaru!:,(

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

What comes into your mind when I say...
Inu Yasha Nakie!
Edward Elric Nakie!
Kagome Dying!
Taco Bell!
http://www.myfconline.com/?do=view&type=member&member_id=36641!
Atomickitty!
Cowboy Bebop!
A Cute Guy!

This!:
Mwah! The last thing is just plain SCARYO_o

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