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Friday, January 26, 2007


A realization
I feel like I am maturing folks. Most of the voices and my friends in my head are leaveing, (so sad,) I question much more complicating things, and I am more confused than usual. You can say I've matured since my very first post. We can all say that^^

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Hmm... I'm getting headaches once again. *throb* I don't know what my head's problem is. Iv'e been feeling sick a lot too; I even barfed 2 weeks ago a few hours after I posted my last post.
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Well, I finally admit it. I am starting high school in t minus 10 months. I really sucks since Michigan's students are the new-ad-special-tester-guinnea pigs of class of 2o11. We got to take so many more math and other classses- and no more speech.God does that suck. I need speech if I'm ever going to become that kick ass writer I always wanted to be. Most of my claases I signed up for are journalism and drawing classes.
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Well, horphmones are kicking in again and I'm having writer's block with my Sasuke x Gaara "yaoi" fanfics. I've been really trying to improve my writing so one day I can show my work to my dirty lil friends (but I love my peoples=3,) since I'm so self concsious about any art I do. Oh, if you hate someone, just for the tip, call them a frivolous nonentity. *Worthless, souless being. Big words can sure be fun when you know how to use them!! *hearts* :D
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I'm reading "The Shining" for the dumb book reports my dumb teacher gives us. I gots the choice of picking fiction this time. I'm not very far and it's due monday. (You see, I wanted to stay on page 69 for a while ;3) (For those who read The Shining, I'm on page 213 just so you know=))
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N E E D M O R E G L O W E Y S T A R S ! ! !
Weelsith, I found something to occupy me for a while; Star Sticking. I bought a few packs of star stickers a half a year ago and I stuck them on 1 side of my wall, mostly covering a side. My goal is to put stars on all sides of my room so @ night; since I sleep on my floor b cause I love it, I want to look up at the stars and nightdream until I fall asleep and start actually dreaming @ night. If the few stars up right now are peaceful, when I'm done, I'm gonna be in my own little galaxy!! *squeeeeeee* >u<
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Velletntines Day is coming up!! *hearts* I love valentines day. I got my period last year and freaked out on Feb 14 so I didn't go to school. =_= This year is a whole new year so I dunnah what will happen. I no knows!>u< I was thinking about doing the Red Day stuff like making giri choco for some of my guy pals and a special honmei for...... a guy and a girl but there's a problem. 1. I can't make chocolate. I even tried. I'm a good cook. I just can't make teh choco. 2. If I give chocos to the boys and stuff... I dunnah, I'm to oshy to do that and if I'm shy about something then I think it's dumb; I go back and forth a lot about this. 3. The girl would freak out, haha. So..... no. Also...
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Since it's Vallet' Times Day soon, all the red and pink stuff is in stores.....
well.....
I'm a sucker for pillows and stuffed animals. Heart pillows and stufties, (cat ones,) are my loves. And.... I want to be burried in cute and all differ pillows and stufties of cats someday, I think, because I'm crazy. But I love cute. It's a hobby, finding cute things. If I find cute people I always say I'm taking them and putting them in my room with my collection of oddeties and cutienesses. Hehe, it scares most but the ones who understand me take it the right way... I'm too innocent *giggles* >3 =3 :3
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Well, my advice to you all this week is make a list of the little things that make you happy, k? =3 I make lists for all sorts of things and when I look at some of my lists, they cheer me up. Some lists I have are lists like: Manga I need, great songs, favorite objects, friends list. Yeah, I get bored and I have an organization problem (too much organization). Tehe^^
Take care my buddies! Sorry if I seem sleepy, because I have been this past week and well... it's 1o:55 so...... =_= *Rubs eyes*

This is A Non-follower,
Kawaii and sleepy.... hehe,
signing off.


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