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Birthday
• 1993-07-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• The World
Member Since
• 2006-04-22
Occupation
• School Person
Real Name
• Mweehee

Personal

Achievements
• I've gotten a compliment
Anime Fan Since
• 3. I'm obsessed with it. My thoughts are only in animation now I'm so fucked up.
Favorite Anime
• Helling, KH, Naruto(kinda), Angel Sanctuary, Love Hina, Absolute Boyfriend, Chobits, Vampire Doll, Beyblades, Negima, DeaTh NoTe
Goals
• Modeling- Lolita or whatever I can get, Actress, or Porn
Hobbies
• Computer and Talking, Plus, Alone time. You can also find me playing Poke'mon games
Talents
• ... Wow... I'm really NOT all that talented

myOtaku.com: A Non-follower

Saturday, August 26, 2006

And they call it puppy love...
Hi. Er. I'm not in my usual mood. Today. *sigh* No. Let's not start this out with 'today.' Bad place to start. Okay. I made a big mistake and went out with a complete faggot last year. I finally got him to get away and we broke up. I never really liked the guy but he was the first guy who ever liked me so I thought I would give this 'dating' thing that normal people do, a try. He almost commited suicide. I never want to hear his name again. And he was just a stupid pussy. A few other guys this year said they liked me. Yeah. I hated the boyfriend girlfriend crap after that. I kinda in a way 'rudely' stomped into my best/closestfriend ever's love life and yeah. That was as close as I was to a relationship like that. I liked anime characters but I'm talking about the foolish mortal kind of love. I still like anime characters. But now, more than one. Every guy that ever liked me after the incident, I made them go crazy. I remember, one time, a guy named Eric Visser liked me. Tehe. I put tons of makeup on his face on the bus. When ya don't like someone who likes you, it gives you a chance to toy around. It was fun. Okay *zooms back a year or a year in a half ago* I had this friend. He liked/likes Invader Zim and all and he was a really good friend to me and he moved away last year and I haven't seen him since. (I'm telling you thisbecause ya don't know me that good or you don't know my friend/s.) Yeah. Him and I kept in touch. Kind of. We e-mailed like, every 2 or 3 months. I missed him tons. Me and mi best friend always talk about how much we miss him. (mi best friend is still going strong) I still try to help her out when I can.) (You know. They don't actually see each other tons. That's all I'm gonna say.) But, my bf, I can't even find good enough words for it. Love changes a person. Okay. That clearly wasn't enough and that clearly wasn't that unique or good. But, I don't want them to break up. I'm like theirDr. Phil. (except Dr. Phil sucks balls.) Oh yeah, where was I? I reaaaaalllly miss my friend. He gave me his phone number yesterday and said to call him. He and my best friend are like, best friends, so she hangs out with him more than me. I'm jealous because, yeah. He's my friend and I miss him like hell. My friend said he wanted me to call him. (I just got his phone number yester and I'm @ my dad's. Long distance.) So I'm gonna call him Sunday and stuff when teh weekend is done. Then, mi best friend pmed me saying 'why haven't I called him.' She thought it wa funny cause we were both saying teh same thing about us wanting to call eachother and e-mail and stuff. She said it was for something important why he wanted to talk to me. I asked what and she kept saying it was really important. I was in suspence. I really wanted to know now. (You ever have that?) I told her it was bad luck to keep a blonde in suspence. She kinda stalled. I kept asking her stuff like. What happened? Why does he want to talk to me? Does he not want to be my friend anymore? Does he want to kill me? Did he break up with his one girlfriend he told me about? Recently, my thoughts about love have changed. I always felt this...giddy....and....stomach tightening feeling when he e-mailed me. My best friend finally came out with it. He likes me. I think she's just playing with me because I know him and he used to call me a foolish mortal and he never acted like.... er... you know. You guys probably don't think it's that big a deal but, 1. Nothing ever goes on in my life so I must tell you every little detail to make it sound longer. 2. You don't know me in general, so I can tell anyone anything about my life. 3. You may not think if someone likes someone is that big a deal, but, feelings, love, caring, friendship, life....I may be getting carried away. I'm starting to think I really like him bck. I haven't had this good a feeling since I first layed eyes on Inu Yasha. Exact date it happened: April 9'th, 2005, 12:34am. @ mi dad's house, in my room, (cant tell you where I live), on my bed, channel 63, cartoon network, adult swim, show: Inu Yasha, Way he was facing: left, Facial expression: The face like "FEH". See. I'm starting to think I'm developing human feelings again. Do you think I should....er....um....you know. I do not know what to do. Plz be my Dr. Phil! *bows*

What should I do? It's all I can think about. I can't stop thinking about it. Plz oh plz tell me what I should do!!!

This iz A Non-follower,
hoping my friend wasn't just joking around or I'd be hurt,
signing off.

Sorry for being so personal and deep. *bows in sorriness*
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