Monday, February 11, 2008

   And so the torture begins...
On a happy note, school is almost over. Only a few months left ^^ On the sadder note, lol, I am now being worked to the bone studying for the AIMs test (or school year finals for every subject).

For math class our "study" is to go back and redo EVERY CHAPTER in the book. I like math but this sucks. I doubt anyone besides me and maybe.... well me is going to do it (it's not mandatory, just very helpful) but, eh, whatever.

Oh, and on an even sadder note >.> I am now a tomato. Three years ago I tried to do something similar with my hair (remember I tried to color it chocolate brown so the blond comments would stop?) and the color screwed up and turned out red. Bright red. I had this one guy that every time I walked by him would go "flame on". That made me so mad >.< Now it is darker then before but it still ended up red enough to be noticed >.> I've had three people call me a tomato and a few others tell me that I look like a natural red head. I don't want to be a red head v.v Ever since fifth grade I have hated red as a hair color. Grrr.... stupid hair coloring!

*sigh* Ok I'm done hating on my hair (which I still think turned out nice, even if I don't like the color).

^^ I wanna watch more of Wallflower. I finally got around to watching the first episode on the Newtype disc my friend gave me (she doesn't like anime itself but the loves the art style. She ended up buying newtype just for the poster) and I love it. Normally I would HATE that kinda stuff but it is an exception to the "I Hate Shojo" part of me, just like Skip Beat. It's so funny. Plus, of course, it has Ayres in it. That only made me like it more. His character is the weird younger boy of the group. The scariest looking of them.

The one blond guy, the almost punk, of the group is my favorite. He is so loud and outgoing compared to the others. Him and the red haired guy. Lmao, the red haired guy scares me actually. He's so girly... ish. Episode one has a lot of him being the pretty boy he is to the extreme. It's funny. Especially when they go to the cafe and Red starts flirting with all of the waitresses. lol, I couldn't stop laughing.

Oh and the scary little girl... or well not little (she's in high school) but... well yeah. Anyways I LOVE when they try to pull her hair out of her face. They all freak out about how "horrible" her face is (acne and chapped lips omg! I've seen worse. Much worse) and the punk of the group is all "well it actually isn't that bad"... Every one kinda stared at him for a second... Well it's hard to explain how it all happened cuz it went by fast, but it was way funny.

Ummmm yeah sorry bout that last paragraph I started rambling... I've been doing that a lot lately. I can tell summers coming soon. My brain is already starting to deflate... Yeah I compare my brain to a balloon. During the fall and winter time it's fully blown up and works just fine. Around spring it's like someone pops a hole into my brain and it begins to deflate slowly. I become more and more spacey until summer vacation starts and the person in my head replaces the balloon. That's about when I start missing school and... well yeah you get my point... I hope.

Anyways... yeah, you will not believe how many typo's I've had to fix just while typing this. It's crazy normally I don't make this many mistakes. *yawns* Well before I start rambling again I'm gonna go and wait for one of my myspace friends to get on. He's been checking my story thing for me. Bye ^^
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

ok... weird.
We have been "surgically separated" from TheO huh? Well that's gunna be a bit hard for me to adjust to. I'm used to all the buttons being everywhere, now theres just, like, 9 of them... Oh well I'm excited to see how Version Vibrant is going to work, and this is just one of the signs that it'll be here soon.

I started watching Beck again while rearranging my room earlier. I guess it's been a while, I couldn't remember how weird the graphics were to me. I'm not used to that style of art work...

I also noticed a ton of little things here and there that I didn't before. Like in episode..... I think it's three, where they Koyuki is sitting outside fishing while Ryuske and that one girl are sitting inside talking, they're playing "I've Got A Feeling" in the background. I never noticed that. Let's see what was another little thing I noticed.... Oh, that Sly and that other song aren't sung by the same chick. I thought that Ryuske's sister sang both.

Lol, I also found time to watch "Sailor moon: The Promise of the Rose" today too. I can't seem to enjoy that movie half as much as I did a few years ago. I remember when certain parts of that movie would make me wanna cry. Now though it's just... I don't know... not boring but, not good either. It's hard to explain. Lol, I guess I've watched it so much I drained out the entertainment.

I wonder why that never happens with the Miyazaki movies. If I don't find them boring or plain from the start (My Neighbor Totoro... It just never seemed that interesting to me. It's probably the only Miyazaki movie I have and don't like) Then I love them. That felling, no matter how often I watch them, never goes away. Spirited Away is the perfect example for that statement too. I have seen that movie SO MANY times that it isn't funny, yet I still love it. I've even watched it over two, three times in a row, and wasn't bored for a moment. My Neighbor Totoro though >.> When I first bought that movie and started watching it, I couldn't finish it. I was falling asleep.

(looks up) wow, that's the most I've said about anime in a while.....

Anyways... *yawns* Geez it's boring here. I spent my whole day watching anime and rearranging my room. It's so spacey now. I love it. Plus with the way it is now, during summer, I can lay right next to my window. I used to have to sit on the other side of a desk to look out. Now I can just lay there. It's so cool.

Lalalala... I love anime.... Yeah I'm bored and feel like being random *turns on Beck OST and logs into Myspace IM* I'm gonna go annoy people on IM. Bye ^^
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Saturday, February 9, 2008

lol
I made another spur of the minute decision today, only I didn't end up cosplaying this time. No, instead, I cut my hair. I love the way it looks but it feels weird.

I tried to get it to look like Yomiko Readman's hair (I wanted bangs so it didn't look to much different from my original plan) from Read or Die. She's so cool.

Anyways, I think we're getting ready to go to Olive Garden. I need to go change... Bye bye
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Friday, February 8, 2008

Yippie!
Today rocked!!! I no longer have anything against Valentine's Day. Actually my best friend on myspace put me in a really really good mood yesterday so I don't really have anything against anything right now.

wait I take that back, there is one thing I still have something against. Creepy people. Myspace is full of them and I think I found one.... I don't like that.... *goes and blocks him*.... Ok all better ^^ Now I have nothing against nothing.

I'm almost done with the story thing, I'm so happy ^^ It's turning out really well. At least I think it is. It's nothing like my regular writings, much more.... croppy. I normally can't write like that and it still sound good like this one. I'm so proud of myself.

Ummmmmm.... hmmmm what else...... Well I'm blank. Nothing really happened today worth talking about so bye bye.
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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Lol
Oh wow, I didn't think I was giving off the wrong idea of my grade while describing my story. I'm 8th grade going on high school, the story I'm righting is for third and forth grades (that's the reading teachers chosen age group). I'm sorry if I confused anyone ^^'


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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I have it!!!!!! =D
I finally thought of something to write for that story!!! I'm so HAPPY!!!

Ok, here we go... It's gonna be about this guy who likes this preppy "I'm better then you" kinda girl. Well he doesn't exactly know her last name so when he goes to send her a valentine's day it gets sent to the wrong girl (the two girls have the same first name).

Turns out the girl the letter is sent to likes him and when she finds out that he's not interested in her she asks if he wants to hang out anyways. He says yes and they hang out the whole summer (they are both in 5th grade btw).

By the end of the summer break he starts to like her back and is scared to tell her. Then one day he finds out he is moving and isn't gonna go to the same Jr. High as her. He takes her out for a walk on the local hike trail where he tells her he likes her and all that, and moves the next day.

Does that seem to sad a story for a 4th grader? I mean I sorta want it to reflect all of my mixed emotions around valentine's day but I don't want it to seem overly depressing....... Oh well what ever.

Oh yeah I also need to have a pic to go with my story so I went to photobucket. This is what I got.



Does this look good for the story layout?

Anyways I'm gonna start righting. Bye ^^
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   Tee hee, I hate maps oh so much.....
And yet I love them more then ever...

Today thanks to my computer lab teacher I got to skip the whole school day from 4th period on to work on a map she needed fixed. How cool is that? I absolutely hated having to work on it for the simple fact that I had to work with three annoying guys but hey beggars can't be choosers. I got to walk around campus, tour the (very much off limits) Kitchen, and skip classes. It rocked!

Still having problems with that story... and what's worse I missed 4th and 5th hour so I couldn't ask the teacher for help. I mean, I'm glad I got to miss classes all day but... I need to start that story and... well missing the class it's do for isn't good...

I did get to skip science though =D I was extremely happy to get out of there. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate that class. I adore the teacher, he's been one of my favorite teachers (he's like a little kid, he jokes more then he teaches) in the school but the class... my goodness do I hate it. I almost failed 5th grade science and that was work from the book. This is harder then that. How I've kept my grade up is a complete and total mystery to me.

Hey... Does anyone know an even slightly interesting way to study. That's what is killing me in that class right now. I cannot, for some horrid reason, study. Yeah yeah I know "it's cuz I'm putting up a mental block"... Well you know what? Forget you if you say that. I mean it. I hate studying. I've tried a few different ways. Yes I try to study, but I can't stay focused. If something bores me I can't stay focused. That's why I can't find a book I can finish. Because the Library doesn't have anything interesting. I hate it!

*sigh* sorry bout that -_-' I just don't like studying and... yeah.... anyways.... I need to try and lose more weight. v.v I have just as big of an anti-exercise thing going as I do studying... that I can probably break through. I'm not anti-exercise cuz it's boring, I'm anti-exercise cuz I'm lazy...... I'm tired of weighing more then my friends and parents (well at least one of my parents...). Last I check 207 pounds isn't healthy for a 14 year old girl >_> Plus I'm tired of being.... oh what's a nice way to say it without seeming like I'm putting myself down..... big. I'm tired of being big.

I would try sports but.... lol, well that's a joke. Me? Sports? Hah! I'd be the worst player on the team. I have absolutely NO hand eye coordination what so ever. And foot sports? Yeah if my hand eye coordination is bad how do you think my feet eye coordination is? It's about... I don't know... 5 or 6 times worse. I mean, honestly, I can't even kick a soccer ball.

This must be one of the most boring things I've posted in a while huh? Well I'm sorry bout that...

Moving on to a more dramatic and interesting topic then, I now dislike Valentine's Day ^^ It's so... I don't know... depressing. If you look around (at least for me) and see all your friends with people who care about them and stuff... it's sorta hurts when you don't have someone too. Yeah I have a ton of friends but that isn't what I mean when I say people who care about them either (for those not catching on). *sigh* And listening to love songs all the time like I have a habit of doing doesn't help much either, it only makes you feel worse...

I don't get why I started to just now notice this stuff this year but...... actually yeah maybe I do. I think it's cuz of David the jerk. For those who have been on my friends list for a while you may know who I'm talking about. The guy I liked through myspace, the one who turned into a complete and total butt-face after he told me that he supposedly liked me. I don't know why but that was really painful to have to go through. And still, to this day, he refuses to talk to me. V.V He was such a jerk... you don't tell a girl (that you know likes) that you like them then completely stop talking to them. :'( I wish I could skip Valentine's Day.......

Grr stupid love songs... They make up almost 80% of my Itunes. Love songs and songs about people not being able to find love or get the person they love to love them back. It sucks, I have no... idk... normal songs I suppose is one way to put it.

*sigh* Blah, I'm gonna go be a cry baby. Bye bye for now.
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Monday, February 4, 2008

   *yawns*
So bored............................................

Well I can't really say I have anything new to report. Nothing has been going on... Even with all of me overly dramatic friends... Bleh......

Oh wait I do have something..... I have a story thing I have to write... I haven't written anything actually worth letting others read (besides research papers) in a LONG LONG time, let alone something a 3rd or 4th grader would read. When I write, I try to make it as mature yet funny sounding as possible. I don't write little kid stories! -_- When I said I wanted a challenge, something that would be fun to do and take a long time to do, I didn't mean write a 4 or 5 paragraph long story for a 3rd grader...

V.V Why did I have to be the chick that matures even faster then most of the girls I know? I mean really, I stopped playing (like with toys and other kids) when I was around 7 or 8. Most of the kids I knew still played tag or with dolls. What did/do I consider fun? Talking about boys, reading, anime, and playing video games. I'm not a kid person, I haven't been a kid or a kid person in years. Now I have to write a short story (that reflects my childhood) for a 3rd grader... *deep sigh* Stupid writing...... I don't even know where to start.........

So anyways.... ummm yeah... I'm blank now... I spent all my rant energy on my paper... story... Bleh... this week sucks...
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Friday, February 1, 2008

Talent show...
well it sucked... for the most part. there were maybe three really good ones. One was a dance bye these two 3rd or 4th grade boys that ride my bus, one was a dance to... some weird but totally awesome song, and one was a reenactment of the barbie girl music video. Highly entertaining.

My friend is moving :'( I'm gonna miss him. He's so goofy but totally lovable ^^

I feel so bad for him, his fan girls are scary. Especially the skank that kept hanging off him. I mean, I don't have a crush on him or anything but she ticked me off hanging on him like that. She should learn to consider a persons feelings. He looked so uncomfortable.

He scared me to... There were a few different points where I had tried (and failed for the most part thanks to the skank fan girl) to take a pic with him before I had to go and I only got one bad pic with him. And he hugged me... three times... It was weird... And he glomped me once. Right before I had left. I was all, "well bye bye. You'll be missed." and he said bye then he was all "... wait!" So I stopped long enough for him to tackle hug me (pretty much, he moved from the place he was standing to having his arms around my neck pretty fast).

It was so strange. I've hugged... two guys, not counting family, before but I have never been hugged by a guy... It was... nice... I think....

Anyways that's all. Nighty night peoples =D
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La la la la
Thankies for the comments yesterday ^^ You guys are so cool!

b(^_^)d

Anyways, I aced both of my tests (social studies and math) today. Go me ^^ I love tests... well besides science... I hate my science teachers tests.

I'm cleaning Itunes of Jr. High. I'm gonna go through and if it reminds me of a certain person place or time I'm probably deleting it. Like MCR and Aiden... Chiodos... I don't like them much and they remind me of people I'm not going to want to think about next year. The overly dramatic people that, even though I've enjoyed these three years, made them suck during parts.

Like that Falloween thing the school had. That would have been fun if my friends didn't start their crap up...

My guy friends are so weird... I have one that never changes (and smells... Bleh). It's so gross! Then I have one... I don't understand him at all... His brother was picking a fight with some jerk at school and he went to join him. I mean really this friend of mine is way smarter then that. And guess what he said when I asked him why he even tried to help... guess... because he doesn't like to fight but the guy pulled his brother's hair... Now him being the politer and quieter of the two I can understand why he would want to defend his brother but his brother is so mean to him sometimes. Plus if he had actually gotten involved (after I told him how stupid it all was and tried to talk him out of fighting as well, a teacher came so he didn't get in trouble) he would have lost the California trip which they are both looking forward to. I don't get him...

I'm also gonna (that last paragraph was way off topic, lol) clean out my cell phone of numbers of people from school, my myspace of people from school, and... and.... um... grr... I forgot what else it was I was planning on doing... Oh yeah! I'm gonna go into my archives and delete any posts about my (current) friends that I'm no longer gonna talk to next year.

Geez that's a lot of work.... Oh well...

Oh and finally, I'm not deleting my MyO profile at the end of summer... I've mentioned it so many times and tried to a few times but I just can't hit the delete button. It's weird. You guys are like my... (tries to count them all)... third... 4th... wait yeah 4th family (actual family, friends, cat... she should be farther up....). I can't delete my third home (school is my second. I practically live there...).

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^



Name: Deidara

Likes: Clay... animals....

Dislikes: I don't really know... I don't think he likes Gaara much though...

Owner: Alex

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi!

Oh, I'm gonna volunteer at the school talent show tonight so I'll probably post again later when I get home. Bye bye everyone
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