Thursday, November 1, 2007

   *sigh...*
Last night sucked! I would have had more fun doing homework then I did going to that thing (can't remember what it was called) with my mom. It was SO boring! And to make it worse, not only was I stuck in a really boring place, I didn't know anyone that was there. They were all my mom's friend's friend's daughter's neighbors (we went with a friend of my moms friend).

I missed ghost hunters live special last night too because I was expecting to have at least a little fun, but noooooooo, I had a headache all night and I was bored to death... -_-. I'm just gonna stay home next year....

Well The test is today (it was supposed to be yesterday but it was early release so he changed it to today)... I don't wanna take it -_- I sorta studied and I'm going to look over it again during lunch but I still feel unprepared...

I got the left over candy from my moms friend (the only good thing that happened last night). I have a few whatchamacallits (the weirdest candy name I have ever heard; they are good though) that I'm going to give my friend and the rest is all mine XD

Yesterday was weird. O.O The friend of mine that my sister and dad were picking on me about (supposedly) being my Boyfriend asked me for my number... That's the second time in the last week or so that something really weird happened like that (the death note and my hair style that day was the other one).


I love this part from the song Thriller:

Darkness Falls Across The Land
The Midnight Hour Is Close At Hand
Creatures Crawl In Search Of Blood
To Terrorize Y´awl´s Neighborhood
And Whosoever Shall Be Found
Without The Soul For Getting Down
Must Stand And Face The Hounds Of Hell
And Rot Inside A Corpse´s Shell
The Foulest Stench Is In The Air
The Funk Of Forty Thousand Years
And Grizzly Ghouls From Every Tomb
Are Closing In To Seal Your Doom
And though You Fight To Stay Alive
Your Body Starts To Shiver
For No Mere Mortal Can Resist
The Evil Of The Thriller

Um... I guess that's it... Well wish me luck on the test ^^ (hopefully I cam pass it this time). Bye bye ^^
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

   HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

It could have been worse...
Well I guess there are SOME good things about having to retake this stupid science test. We got to skip out on math today because the math teacher/soccer coach was going to lose half her team if they didn't pass the test. So instead of math we got to review the test with our math teacher ^^ That was fun. I want her as a science teacher.

Tomorrow is going to be cool... I guess. Other then having to retake the test Most of the stuff going on tomorrow is pretty good. We're going to get out of school early and I get to walk around the house in my costume all day (I'm not going anywhere tomorrow). So yeah...

I hate my sister so much! She is so disgusting (though I have no intention of posting what she said because it was really really stupid and nasty).

I have this friend, who is a little slow and doesn't like to pay attention in class. Actually last I checked he sleeps in class...... Anyways, his little brother made both Honor Roll and Student of the Month last semester, so I asked him (my friend) why he couldn't do that.

Well he told me that he just doesn't care about school... What a smart remark to tell someone who actually cares about her education...

Now I'm (Bribery works wonders) trying to help him make it on the honor roll. I promised him that if he made it on the honor roll this semester that I would buy him any one manga of his choice.

Unfortunately, He is a total dumb-nut and didn't take any notes for any of his classes... He's so lucky I still have mine from last year (he has to take a LOT of his tests over including the test he took for science).

It would be so much easier to help him if he hadn't have failed first grade(?). I could actually explain everything then. I don't know much about what he's doing right now...

Anyway, to the stuff my sister said that disgusted me. When we got out of school earlier I had to wait for my friend so that I could give him my notes and what does my sister say as soon as I got on the bus? "Ha ha you had to wait for your BOYFRIEND." That made me so mad! No matter how much I think of him as a friend, I would NEVER date him. EVER. Then she went on and said a bunch of other crap after we got off the bus that made me want to beat her. -_- *sigh* God, I wish I didn't have a sister sometimes...



This actually made me tear up, it is so sad...

One 16 year-old boy Michael, and a 16 year-old girlfriend, Sarah, fell deeply in love since the very first day they met.
They both lived in California but the girl had just moved there a year ago but fell for him so fast.
Michael played on her dad's football team.
He was the best player on the team and her dad saw him as a son of his own.
Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.
Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!
Right when she said that Michael walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.
Michael: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.
Sarah: Okay.
Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.
Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.
Michael: I know..
Then Sarah noticed that Michael was really pale-looking.
Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..
Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.
Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?
Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.
Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.
Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold. I don't think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?
Michael: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.
Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!
Michael let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pulled up to the restaurant and ate breakfast.
Michael: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?
Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?
Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.
Sarah: If you say so..
Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?
Sarah: No...
They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,
"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"
Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Michael on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.
Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.
Sarah started to cry.
Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?
Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.
Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...
Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.
Michaels Mom: Is he okay?
Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has leukemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.
Sarah was shocked and began to cry on here dads shoulder.
Michaels Mom: Treatments?
Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.
Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?
Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.
Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?
Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.
Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.
Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.
Sarah: Are you sure?
Michael's Mom: Yes honey.
Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.
Michael: Did they already tell you?
Sarah: Yes...
Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.
Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.
Michael: Baby I love you so much.
Michael reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.
Sarah: I love you too Michael. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.
Michael: I'm going to be okay Sarah.
The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.
Nurse: Its her turn now.
Michael looked at Sarah.
Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.
Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.
Months went by and Michael lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.
Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.
Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.
Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.
Michael: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.
Dad looked at Michael and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.
Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and very brave. I think we can do this.
Michael: Thank you so much coach.
Sarah's dad nodded his head.
Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?
Michael: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.
Dad: Of course; you two be careful.
Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.
Sarah: What are we doing here?
Michael: Follow me.
Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.
Sarah: This is so beautiful.
Michael: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.
Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?
Michael: Sure I do; I gave you lilies; your favorite.
Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.
Michael: I want you to always remember something Sarah.
Sarah: What is it?
Michael: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..
Sarah started tearing.
Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.
Michael: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.
Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. I'm marrying you Michael
Michael: Just don't forget what I told you.
Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up
Sarah: You still think you can catch me?
Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.
Sarah: Then come get me.
Michael stood up and chased her around the football field until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.
Michael looked deep into her eyes.
Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?
Sarah: Me (she giggled)
Michael: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?
Sarah: No.. what?
Michael: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.
Sarah: Yeah?
Michael: Well your wish is my command.
Michael leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.
Michael: You're so beautiful.
Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)
Michael: I better get you home.
They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood in front of them.
Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.
Michael gently raised his hand and wiped her tears away.
Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need you.. I love you..
Michael: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this field.. I made history.
Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.
Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.
Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you so much.
Michael: I'll wait for you.....
Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football field.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.
Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.
Sarah: I know..
Dad: Guess what.
Sarah: What?
Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.
Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.
Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.
Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.
Dad: I know baby., I know.
Then Sarah noticed something on the field.
Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)
Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Michael planted me something.
Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lilies that left a message saying, "I Love You".
If you have any heart at all and love someone this much repost this.
(also if you cried).




So Cute ^^

Girl: Do i ever cross your mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or your life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Well I guess I'll go now (hopefully my post, not including the 2 short stories, made some sense...). TTYL everyone ^^
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   Scared...
Well hopefully, I can finally get the teacher to explain some of the stuff I don't get before the test tomorrow. -_- I hate science always have always will. Next year is going to be so much fun ^^ (meant as a total sarcastic remark...)

I don't wanna take the science test over! :( Yeah I've studied, but I highly doubt it was enough for me to pass this stupid test. And most of my grade in science sits on these tests, he almost never gives us homework. Even failing one test could drop my grade (for the semester) below a C. I CAN'T get a C in science. My grandma would KILL me.......... *sigh* how I made an A- in science the first semester is a mystery to me. I doubt I should have gotten that grade.

...Wow I sure wrote a lot yesterday... I think, writing wise, thats the longest post I've ever written... Cool ^^
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Monday, October 29, 2007

   M y Friend Jalisa is the most awsome person EVER!!!!!!
She bought me Misa's Death Note (like the actual note with the rules on how to use it and the names that Misa wrote in the second movie --- So awesome)!!!!!!!! AND, She's going to let me borrow the first (theres 2, going on 3, for those who don't know)live action movie tomorrow (It is in Japanese and it has no subtitles but oh well ^^). I'm going to have to find her something now... I just don't know what would make a good thank you/Christmas present (can't really get anything till then). Maybe I'll get her Karin... I wonder if she already has it...

What's even cooler is today I was still in the nerd mood that I had yesterday (I went out in public - my mom makes it seem like a bad thing the way she said that - decked out as a total Naruto fangirl) and put my hair up like Misa's. Coincidence? I don't think so...

I can't remember the last time I've hugged someone before today. It was funny! I've never given her a hug before (she's always attacking me with them to irritate me cuz I don't really like hugs) so when I gave her a hug today when she gave me the note she, like, freaked out. It was hilarious!

ummmmm.... yeah... so like yeah... ummm I'm all hyper and can't remember what else I was going to say now...

Oh yeah! I'm thinking of making another profile on here to post my (very very few and incomplete - sad I know) stories. Can you make two profiles using the same e-mail?

oh what else... Oh yeah...oh there it goes again never mind... Ummm... I have to take my science test over Wednesday -_- I hope I pass it this time. I totally bombed the last test. Stupid computer... The whole thing about studying on here... well it isn't working out to well. It worked for the first day or two but that was it...

Then we have another test next week -_- (my science teacher is seriously trying to torture us and it is working)... I hate his class SO MUCH!

O.O I had this weirdo dream the other day. I was a little girl who had to live in a concentration camp during the holocaust (I do believe it is safe to say that the World War II crap we are studying is going to my head). Luckily for the most part of the dream the girl was blinder then a bat (she wore glasses I guess, cuz everything seemed like it does when I take mine off) But when she finally put them back on... It was horrible! There were bodies (and blood) EVERYWHERE! I'm pretty sure it was the goriest dream I've ever had...... yet I wasn't scared until the SECOND dream I had that night.

That was an even weirder dream... I had to write a paper on living through the holocaust for my reading teacher and I lost the paper the class before I had to go to hers. That is why I was scared during this dream. If I hadn't have found the paper by the end of the dream I would have failed for the whole school year...

O.O Isn't that weird. I wasn't scared (a little grossed out but not scared) during the first dream yet the one about school scared me really badly (I woke up shaking...)...

Well I'm going to stop rambling now. Bye Bye peoples ^^
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   OMG! I'm so happy Adam was able to fix MyOtaku and TheOtaku!
I missed this site SO MUCH!!!!!! I had to live on Myspace practically the whole second half of my fall break. Yeah I like Myspace but it still sucked a LOT......

Let's see...I'm now a sand ninja :D I went down to Yuma again this weekend and I got my grandma to take me to Hot Topic (so happy ^^). While there I gots me a Sand village headband (now I have one from the sand village and the village hidden in the leafs ^^) And this awesome shirt with most of season one of Naruto's cast.

I saw a Kon plushie at Hot Topic to! I wanted it soooo badly >.< Kon is so cute ^^

My friend also broke up with her boyfriend this weekend. I'm so happy for him. She's a bad person for him. He seems nice (I haven't been talking to him very long...), way to nice for her anyways.

Remember that Falloween party thing I talked about on here before? Remember Joe (the jerk)? Well according to one friend of mine that's who she probably left him for.

I'm SOOOOOOOOOO glad I have extra classes now ^^. Even without the $20 bonus for A-B honor roll (my grandma counts ALL the grades which sorta sucked this time around cuz I had a C in PE) I gots me a crap load of cash saved up already for Comicon. Now if only I could fight back the urge to buy stuff until January... That is going to be a pain in the neck...

Yay! I'm going back to school today ^^ I don't have to sit around anymore (I get bored way easily if you guys haven't noticed...). Now I just have to hope we didn't have any homework assignments... If we did I'm screwed. I didn't do squat for school this weekend... I almost did studyisland (stupid thing we do online for com lab) but even with as bored as I got I was never bored enough to pull up the web page.

Well other then that... Nothing really went on so..... What have you guys been up to?
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

   Bad sign or just really cool?
I went on my page just now to read my comment, and when I came back to the backroom it said 666 people had visited my page.

Bad sigh or just really cool? I personally think that is cool...
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   It's funny how looking at pictures can bring back a lot of memories and old feelings...
Geez, it's been forever since I've last watched Digimon...

While I was looking at some of the Digimon wallpapers, it's like a flood gate opened. All these clips from the series and movie just kept popping into my head. It was so weird... Now I have the theme song from season 4 stuck in my head... Maybe I'll watch the movie later... Yeah I think I'll do that.


I think the most vivid memory (this is also coming from the Digimon memory flood gate) I have of my childhood was that I was really, really girly/preppy, and I think I finally figured out why... Digimon, Cardcaptors, and Sailor Moon. Digimon influencing it the most. Remember Mimi (the one with the pink hat)? Well her and Sora were my two favorite characters at the time and both them and their digimon (if I remember correctly) were fairly preppy. Then there was Joe, Joe is such a wimp. He was always whining during season 1 of Digimon.

... I'm gonna stop rambling now k? Bye Bye peoples ^^
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Differences I've noticed between Myo and MySpace...
1. I like everyone on here more then I do the people I know on Myspace. Trust everyone more too.

2. I comment way more stuff on here then I do on Myspace.

3. It's easier to... express myself (can't really think of any other way to put it...) on here then it is on Myspace.

4. Compared to MyO I'm a social butterfly on Myspace, I can't seem to keep a conversation going on here......

5. This site has more privacy then Myspace. No family, I only have 2 friends (close friends) from school on here... I don't have to worry about getting in an argument with any one over anything I say on here (like about school and people I know and stuff like that). I can't do that on Myspace and trust it to stay secret for long. To many people know who I'd be talking about on there and would rat me out that I'm talking about them.

6. You guys are nicer ^^ If I have a problem or something someone always has a comment for it (like the fall party we had at the school)^^ On Myspace I can't even tell anyone let alone expect (certain) people to care...
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I feel like posting random stuff today so...
Here's the lyrics to one of my favorite songs from 3 Doors Down


Changes/3 Doors Down:

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands(how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath the weight of the world

I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm running, shaking
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes

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