Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   Tee hee, I hate maps oh so much.....
And yet I love them more then ever...

Today thanks to my computer lab teacher I got to skip the whole school day from 4th period on to work on a map she needed fixed. How cool is that? I absolutely hated having to work on it for the simple fact that I had to work with three annoying guys but hey beggars can't be choosers. I got to walk around campus, tour the (very much off limits) Kitchen, and skip classes. It rocked!

Still having problems with that story... and what's worse I missed 4th and 5th hour so I couldn't ask the teacher for help. I mean, I'm glad I got to miss classes all day but... I need to start that story and... well missing the class it's do for isn't good...

I did get to skip science though =D I was extremely happy to get out of there. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate that class. I adore the teacher, he's been one of my favorite teachers (he's like a little kid, he jokes more then he teaches) in the school but the class... my goodness do I hate it. I almost failed 5th grade science and that was work from the book. This is harder then that. How I've kept my grade up is a complete and total mystery to me.

Hey... Does anyone know an even slightly interesting way to study. That's what is killing me in that class right now. I cannot, for some horrid reason, study. Yeah yeah I know "it's cuz I'm putting up a mental block"... Well you know what? Forget you if you say that. I mean it. I hate studying. I've tried a few different ways. Yes I try to study, but I can't stay focused. If something bores me I can't stay focused. That's why I can't find a book I can finish. Because the Library doesn't have anything interesting. I hate it!

*sigh* sorry bout that -_-' I just don't like studying and... yeah.... anyways.... I need to try and lose more weight. v.v I have just as big of an anti-exercise thing going as I do studying... that I can probably break through. I'm not anti-exercise cuz it's boring, I'm anti-exercise cuz I'm lazy...... I'm tired of weighing more then my friends and parents (well at least one of my parents...). Last I check 207 pounds isn't healthy for a 14 year old girl >_> Plus I'm tired of being.... oh what's a nice way to say it without seeming like I'm putting myself down..... big. I'm tired of being big.

I would try sports but.... lol, well that's a joke. Me? Sports? Hah! I'd be the worst player on the team. I have absolutely NO hand eye coordination what so ever. And foot sports? Yeah if my hand eye coordination is bad how do you think my feet eye coordination is? It's about... I don't know... 5 or 6 times worse. I mean, honestly, I can't even kick a soccer ball.

This must be one of the most boring things I've posted in a while huh? Well I'm sorry bout that...

Moving on to a more dramatic and interesting topic then, I now dislike Valentine's Day ^^ It's so... I don't know... depressing. If you look around (at least for me) and see all your friends with people who care about them and stuff... it's sorta hurts when you don't have someone too. Yeah I have a ton of friends but that isn't what I mean when I say people who care about them either (for those not catching on). *sigh* And listening to love songs all the time like I have a habit of doing doesn't help much either, it only makes you feel worse...

I don't get why I started to just now notice this stuff this year but...... actually yeah maybe I do. I think it's cuz of David the jerk. For those who have been on my friends list for a while you may know who I'm talking about. The guy I liked through myspace, the one who turned into a complete and total butt-face after he told me that he supposedly liked me. I don't know why but that was really painful to have to go through. And still, to this day, he refuses to talk to me. V.V He was such a jerk... you don't tell a girl (that you know likes) that you like them then completely stop talking to them. :'( I wish I could skip Valentine's Day.......

Grr stupid love songs... They make up almost 80% of my Itunes. Love songs and songs about people not being able to find love or get the person they love to love them back. It sucks, I have no... idk... normal songs I suppose is one way to put it.

*sigh* Blah, I'm gonna go be a cry baby. Bye bye for now.
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