Wednesday, May 21, 2008

   YAY!!!!
Only a day left until the final day at good old Stanfield ^^ I hate this stupid school but I'm going to miss it. So many memories... both good and bad.

I was so anti-social when I first got here.... It's weird how "popular" I am now. I mean I'm friends with EVERYONE here just about. Even little kids like talking to me. It's scary in a cool way.

Lol, I think one thing I'll never forget is 6th grade. I had two things happen then. I got asked out for the first time ever (sadly it was as a horrible joke >.> I liked him too.) and I had this one kid that every time I saw him I flicked him. Lol, it was so funny. And he was such a goof. He's even goofier now (this is the same guy that tried to climb through the desk and got stuck).

I think one person I will most definitely not miss is steph. I mean she's cool and all but..... idk... I just don't like being around her anymore. And I seem to be a big turn away for her too. Every time I try to do anything with her she comes up with something or other to cancel on me. What's worse? She always seems to be making plans with other people. I mean if she has so much time in the world to hang out with them why can't I come over for an hour? Makes no sense. Especially when she, SHE, has asked me to do this or that with her and cancels on me. It's getting old. Fast.

And now she keeps asking me to hang out with her over summer break? Ha, what a joke. I'm not going to even try to talk to her anymore once schools out friday. I'm already going to delete her off of myspace. And she knows it. I'm getting tired of this crap. And she was complaining cuz I was ignoring her this morning on the bus. Grrr, makes me so mad...

I'm really going to miss Ariana though ='( She's been my best friend since 5th grade. I can tell her just about everything and anything so long as it doesn't have to do with her other friends (Like the whole steph thing I can't tell her that. She'll tell steph >.>)

She's the only other person that's really into anime down here too. I mean I've gotten a few people to watch stuff but... no one really gets the difference between anime and cartoons besides her. Like the quality of the art and story? No one cares about that down here. If it's entertaining or cute they like it....

Bleh, I'm probably not going to like the anime club next year >.> According to a friend I have in high school, that club is full of nothing but chicks that like to talk about... stuff. He says they don't even really do anything anime related. v.v I was so looking forward to it too. I'm still going to give it a try but idk if I'll be staying a part of it for long.

I wonder if I'll see Vanessa there... Lol, she's that chick I met in the chat room about a month ago. She's cool... well from the little we talked she seemed cool anyways.

I hope I'll be able to find her next year >.> She'll be the only person I'll know there unless I'm lucky enough to land a class with people from here (very very slim chance of that though. There's maybe 80 people leaving here and 3,000 going into the freshman class).

Bleh.. well my headline died.... wait a second... My CDs should be getting here soon so I'm happy bout that.... wait no I'm not >.> Steph asked me to burn her a copy of the An Cafe CDs. >.< God does that make me mad. She can't ever "find time" to hang out with me yet she wants me to loan her/burn her my Japanese music. Heh, she needs to get real. I'm not doing squat for her.

And she calls me one of her "best friends". All she does is complain to me. She's lucky I even listen to her crap anymore. I mean she can't ever seem to listen to me or be happy for me >.> Like yesterday I texted her about my friend finally coming back to myspace and she completely ignored the text. She told me later on, this morning I think, that she'd even seen he was on but didn't feel like texting me and telling me. Yet when she tells me the guy she likes talked to her she expecting me to be happy for her.

I'm tired of it...

Oh ^^ I might go to Saboten-Con =D I hope I do, I need Johnny Yong Bosch's autograph on my Beck OST. I have Ayers's already ^^

Ayers = Koyuki
Bosch = Saku

Lol, I hope my mom can get Sunday off that's when they're signing ^^

Well, I'm going to go now... geez this was a whiny post. I'm sorry bout that >.> I've just been annoyed with certain people lately so it felt good to get it out <.<

Well I hope everyone has a pleasant evening and a good rest of the week ^^ Bye!
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