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• 1993-12-23
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• I think I got lost some where between reality and fantasy.....
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• 2006-08-26
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• I'mma freshman =D
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• Alexandria (I go by Alex though)
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• I made the top five of the 8th grade class AND I passed the math class's placement test with perfect scores!
Anime Fan Since
• pokemon came out.
Favorite Anime
• I don't have a fav anime. There are to many good ones. I do have two fav manga though. Skip Beat and Hunter X Hunter rock!
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• To make top five the first two years of high school. If I can do that then I'm going to aim for Valedictorian.
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• Hanging out with friends (mostly at school), Reading manga, listening to my music, myspace and sitting on here ^^
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• getting all homework done on time even if i didn't do it until last possible second
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
Well la.....
Today was boring and uneventful. I was SUPPOSED to go over Steph's house but what do you think happened to that plan.... come on guess... yep, I was canceled on. Again. It makes me mad but whatever. She's only helping me in the long run. I was planning on dropping all but one of my Jr. High friends and starting fresh anyways.
I love Mika Nakashima's music. She has amazing vocals. And, for those few songs that don't sound THAT great, awesome lyrics, lol.
It sucks, I can tell I'm finally starting to change. Like I haven't really changed at all (personality wise) in the last couple of years. I mean, I've always been the good girl Alex that is respectful and behaved... yeah by the end of summer I'm not going to be surprised if I'm not a total witch. I mean on the outside I'll be the same, I mean it's so easy to plaster a smile on and say "everything's ok, don't worry about it" but inside, lol, I've noticed that lately, even though I'm saying one thing I am thinking the complete and total opposite.
Like when Steph canceled on me, again, today, I went over to her house and dropped off the promotion present I bought her (well half of it. I got her socks and stockings but since I was PO'd at her I kept the socks, they're cute ;P) and said it was fine, I didn't mind to be canceled on. Mentally though my mind was reeling with all these thoughts of how PO'd I was and how I was so sick and tired of this crap... I never used to be like that... or well, I was at one point right after we moved out here to bfe but other then that I've never been that way.
It bothers me... Like, I don't want to be that way >.> Even if the thoughts never make their way to my mouth it still bugs me. *sigh* Oh well, It's probably just some stage. Lol, at least I hope it is.
Mika is so relaxing to listen too. I love her voice. I turned her on when I got home from Steph's and almost instantly I felt better. I mean, I was still mad at her but it didn't bother me as badly anymore. Especially the song "My Way" from her album The End. Lol, I love that song. It's not relaxing or anything but it'll put you in a good mood. It's sound quality is so poor (Mika sounds almost drunk singing this song XD) that it's good.
Well, I'm gonna go and listen to Mika and float around myspace. Bye ^^
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