Thursday, February 24, 2005

   M'kay, folks, where should we start?
I definitely had a better day today than I did yesterday. Perhaps it was due to me waking up at 4:00 am courtesy of a thunderstorm, or perhaps it was from reading several threads from members of the weforums. I don't really know why I felt so miserable, nor did I understand the distress within my heart. I really don't know. One would think I would complain about it, but I refused, because my pride went against any sign of openness.

Throughout some time in life, I endured loss. Basicially, I'm not referring to just physical loss, but the term loss period. Whether it was losing a best friend to suicide or my mother losing her apartment, the loss was there. There was also love missing within my heart, which was brought on by sometimes senseless arguments involving my mother and sister.

At the time, I tried to explain to anyone and anyone about the distress within, but it seems that everytime I wanted to take it out of my chest, the words just weren't there. No words, no action. Just silence. I could never explain it to my mother, because even if I did, she wouldn't understand. She probably would just take it the wrong way and believe that I just have a bad day.

I questioned whether or not life had any form of meaning, and at my age, I know that it is more than just a scripture in the Holy Bible. Sometimes I'm quiet by nature, yet I was still acceptable to my peers, several of whom truly understood me by personality. However, I always ask myself if I knew me. It is not as if I was suicidal (which by any means I'm not, trust me); I just couldn't put a finger on it. If I was brought here to this world I appropiately dubbed "life", what meaning does it have? Am I truly important to live in it? Who am I important to? I always ask that.

I wish to explain more about my mistroubles, but at the same time, I wish not to place anyone into sheer panic, esp. those of the myO community. I am just grateful to know I can live another day w/o compromise. Hopefully, you all may understand a portion of my distress, lingering in this world called "life".

P.S. I have just submitted a cool wallpaper into my collection. If anyone has a chance to check it out, you most certainly may.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   FF in Balamb
I'm a bit down and out today, so this won't be a long post, but I decided to give you guys another link. This is best on everyone's favorite RPG. I'm sure you'll enjoy it.

FF in Balamb

Signing off.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   And now, for the...

WICKED MANUEVER OF THE WEEK!!

This week's manuever is:

SHO-OKEN!


Translated in English as "Blooming Cherry Fist", this effective yet very inparticular manuever is Sakura Kasugano's version of a Dragon Punch (Shoryuken). However, Sakura's version is quite different from those of Ryu, Ken and Akuma (Gouki). Instead of leaping extremely high in mid-air, she dashes at her opponent before taking a leap. This allows her time to focus on her ki which is maintained through her fist.

Once enough ki is gathered, Sakura leaps w/ great distance and delivers a hellacious blow upon her opponent(s). This technique is benificial for Sakura as it allows her to counter against fighters w/ a high flying arsenal.

I'm open for comments, and yes, I'm having a good day so far.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   The WEForums are interesting...
Just recently, I had registered as a member of weforums.com, which features a list of forums and threads involving the current events occurring in professional wrestling, plus forums revolving around divas, celebrities, etc. It is an interesting site. I wish to give a link for it, but the site is unpremitted to those who haven't registered as a member.

My mother visited yesterday to help me grab a few groceries to last me for the following month. To my dismay, she brought along my sister and her two kids, which was fine expect that her son has a short attention span. He just does not know how to behave no matter where she takes him. Another thing is that her son and my brother do not get along. You can't even walk a few inches w/o my brother telling my nephew to stay still and behave. That was about the only problems I had w/ them coming.

After assembling the groceries, we went to a resturant named Whataburger. For some strange coincidence, my order came before anyone else. I ordered a meal that had a chicken strip sandwich w/ Honey BBQ sauce; I believe my niece had the same order. I enjoyed it.

I just checked in to see how everyone is doing, and I appreciate the comments about my new layout. Many thanks. Signing off now.
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   I've been exposed
*yawn* I've almost fell asleep while netsurfing. This is a sheer example of what happens when you try to catch a night trying to get work done before the due date. For the past few weeks, I feel as if I haven't been working as diligently as I wanted to. I've done the assignments for my classes (at the last minute) and I'm drawing during my free time, but when it come to studying and planning ahead, I completely shut down to the point where I feel hesitatant and unwilling to do anything. Flash movie. It hits so close to home.

Hmm, this wasn't the most pleasant of post, but what's the point of going through the day feeling miserable if you cannot release it in some way. It is totally unhealthy for the mind, or the heart. *sigh* In this case, I'm a bit relieved now.

Signing off.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   New Layout
*deep sigh* I am so relieved. I can't believe I actually pulled it off. Please give your personal comments about the layout. I'll return shortly; there's class to attend to.

Also, there is...

THE WICKED MANUEVER OF THE WEEK!!

This week's manuever is:

The Brainbuster!!

A very effective yet dangerous manuever that can leave even the most inverunable to pain quiver. Barely few had used the brainbuster because of the claims of damaging the dome of the opponent indefinitely.

The opponent is first placed in a suplex position and hoasted by the trunks (or the trunk of his/her pants) into a vertical position. Then, w/o warning, the fighter quickly drops flat into the flat, driving the opponent to the back of his/her head. The result is pretty much academic.

Bonus pics:




Uh, aspirin, anyone?


Are you kidding?! From the top turnbuckle?!
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   "Snooze Ball"
Friday- I had vomitted right after breakfast and I had to rest before doing anything else. I spent most of the time watching pre-recorded VHS tapes throughout the time before Elective Media class started. I had visited a few myO sites, but I couldn't update due to problem w/ the server.

Saturday- Spent the entire morning sleeping since I gradually stayed up watching TV, listening to music and writing a poem. I decided later on to update the myO account, but the server still had problems and I was thrown out of luck. At night, I recorded the anime shown on Adult Swim on my VHS tape while washing laundry. I started watching the tape before falling to sleep.

Sunday- Same as Saturday, except I didn't have time to visit the computer lab at the recreational center. I watched most of the Grammy's last night, and I enjoyed some of it except for the opening performance. The late, great Ray Charles won the Album of the Year award, Kanye West won for Best New Artist and Alicia Keys walked out w/ two awards. I was happy for them, esp. since I particularly watch the damn Grammy's for the awards, anyway. (Oh, and some of the perfomances.)

You guys don't have to read that. I thought I'd brought you up to speed about what I am doing by now. I had just finished class and thought I casted this update.

I am not the biggest fan of Valentine's Day myself (well, isn't anybody?), but I thought placing a pic of the ultimate tag team would help me celebrate this occasion.

I'm thinking about reventing my sight to celebrate BHM (Black History Month). I wish to keep my old layout, but I'm sure you guys would love a change. Until then, stay posted. Signing off.

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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Hmm...
Is time for the...

WICKED MANUEVER OF THE WEEK!!

This is the first submission entry for this week's segment. It is:

The Texas Cloverleaf!

A submissive type manuever that forces the opponent to submit, or tap out as they would refer to in pro wrestling. The user of this manuever applies this particular hold by tying up the opponents legs, twists him/her over and arches the opponent's back in a sitout position. The opponent suffers excruciating pain, mainly in the lower back, and blood flow to the legs are momentarily disrupted.

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Monday, February 7, 2005

   DAMN PATS!
I've watched the Super Bowl last night, which featured an outstanding game expect for the last six minutes in the four quarter, but that's another story. I mostly watch the Super Bowl just to see the new advertisement that is shown during brief intermissions. This is usually the case basicially because the companies that sell these ads are in a competing envoironment.

Everyone was raving about the Ameriquest commercial (this one I did not see) but only due to the fact barely anyone new what type of product the company was pitching. My personal favorite was the one advertisement that featured an employee working w/ a bunch of monkeys. *monkey chirps* (I need to get the name of the people who pitched this ad.)

On that note, I'm feel so thrilled that everyone commented on the poem yesterday. It has been a long time since I had written an actual poem, so I am definitely glad to have posted it. Again, I appreciate it.

If there was ever peace on Earth, where would one find it?

I must get going now. I planned on recording RAW tonight; the show is taking place in Japan. Signing off.
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   A Sweet Little Poem
This might not impress you much, but I started on this poem just last night. I felt like getting something out of my head simply because I haven't written a poem in a while. In my view, it should be fairly decent, but you'll be the judge of that. Enjoy.

Being in the wretched clouds
of vast insanity,
Stands a spirit showing
little strength or decency

Little traits revealed
to be all by everything
As if the sins of virtue
tarnish him in vain

Does he wonder why
all parties traded spouses
just to expose a hidden shame

May he learn to rely
on realization of
never being young again

These were wounds brought
by the confines of reality
Bolted, rusty bars inscripted
his dismal sanity

Just before, a pawn he was
in actual pasttimes;
In denial, he remained a pawn within adult lines

Does he wonder why
exactly the stories
neverending the repeated downfall

Does he know how to fly,
or does the scenario state
that he never flew at all?

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