Sunday, September 5, 2004

well, last night was not good at all. i got into a huge fight with that girl i was talking about. i already knew that i wasn't one of her best friends, but she was mine. i guess she got some wierd signals from me and it made her really tense. it was my fault, but i worked through it. i don't know what to do now, though. i mean, i guess it's still a little odd and just wierd. i don't know. i pretty much blame it on the fact that i've lived with a small group of people that, to them, acting like the outcast you are isn't wierd. but here, people treat you like how you act. i act like i always act, and i guess it was to strange for her. i feel really bad for her because she thought i was one way, and in reality, i'm a totally different person. i hope things work out.
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Saturday, September 4, 2004

my japaness name

My japanese name is 森田 Morita (forest field) 雄大 Masahiro (big hero).
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i'm going to have to go with masahiro. my name actually means "man of God" or "man after God's heart"
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Friday, September 3, 2004

ya, i'm back now. it was fun. i hung out with a friend that i already knew before i came here mostly. i got her really mad at me last night joking around with our friends to much. you see, she was sorta avoiding me at first, i don't really know why. well, we were joking about how she "hated" me and how that "made me feel" it was really funny and we were laughuing our heads off, but she got a little offended, then really annoyed, then she up and left and wouldn't talk to me. i got to her and said i was sorry and promised not to say that stuff again, so it's ~cool~ (sorta) now.... well, i've got to go take a writing assesment test now. i'll see your guys sites later!
(orantation is really fun "so far")
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004

well, i'm going on an over nighter tonight with the rest of the freshmen class. that'll be.... fun, maybe. i really miss her (if you don't know who she is, go look at the old posts) i talk to her alot more now online, but that only makes me miss her more. school has got me a little depressed. i guess it just the sudden change and missing all my friends back home. i miss her more then anybody. there's a daft punk song about that. it's called "something about us"
"this may not be the right time...
i may not be the right one .....
but there's something about us..."
and it goes on. it's basicly how i feel about her.
on a lighter note, my new roommate is cool. my whole dorm wing went out to eat at a burger joint not to far from here last night. my roommate had to loan me $5, but i've got some money back home to bay him back with. he's a singer in an indy-punk band. they're really cool.
well, i guess that's all there is to say.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

gackt rocks

Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi

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Monday, August 30, 2004

well, here i am at school. now i have all the time in the world to look around. get ready to see alot more of me!
so, i guess i'll fill you in on what's up in my life. this last 2 days i spent in music camp at school. music camp is where all the music people come to the campus a few days early and go though a crash course of all the music we'll be doing this year. i'm in the men's group and all e did for that last 2 days was stand and sing. we covered alot of ground. it's funny how fast we learned all the music. i really looking forward to being able to do more stuff now that my dad isn't always crowding around me. maybe i'll get to talk to you know who more often. maybe not.
well, i'll go check up on all my friends now. see ya!
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

ok. i got to make this quick. i'm at a friends house up state. the thing with my dad IS for real, but unlike i thought we did come to a mild understanding. we'll see how it turns out. i'll be sure to tell you quick ok i'll post a whole lot more later!
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Sunday, August 22, 2004

ok, it looks like i'm going to totally move out now. my and my dad have reached a total impass. i guess i'll have to go to collage like normal people. i hope i can find a job fast. maybe at guitar center! that would rock!
well, my band is getting more gigs. well, only one so far, but it's still looking up. on the 17th my play at a "go back to school" thing. i should prove interesting. ^-^ we'll post some clips of it one our web site. our new site that is still under constuction right now. once it's up we'll be at www.zero-me.com. it's gonna rock! ok i'll talk to you later. i'm sorry i don't have time to comment at you sites. i'll be around more later.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

well, i'm back to reality now. came home and that same night i got in a rather large fight with my dad. some stupid thing about a random rule he put on haveing friends over. i wish he'd just lighten up a little. i mean i'm leaving in like a week for school and he's still a worked up over the little things. i hope things get easier from here, but they won't. only harder.
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Monday, August 16, 2004

   gpetz is going screwball again. but this time i know it's for real. i'm at my sistet's and she's got a much better server then aol, so i tried going to gpetz and it said it was haveing bandwith problems. life sucks.
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