Wednesday, July 14, 2004

well, i've got a craped up story for you. ok, i've known this girl for like years. ever since i was 8. this last year we got a little more serious about our relationship. well, that all went well for a while, being as my dad already dis-likes her. not for her, i mean she is great, but he dis-likes her family. to be more exact, her dad. well, anyways, it all went well until this last week. she decided to call me more often (she lives about an hour away with her mom) i guess they all thought i was talking to her to much and they started to get after me. i hate the way the judge people.... but that's not important now. then sunday night i was talking to her and me dad decided to flip. he when on forever about how i should be involved with her and bla bla bla. we've never done ANYTHING!! and yet, now she's forbidden fruit. i guess they'll never understand, but i'm being punished for they're lack of underdtanding. i don't know why. well, i just had to blow steam being as i'm unable to talk to her that often. ok i guess that's it.

do i love her? i'll never know
will tomorrow come? i'm here forever... alone
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004

i don't know. maybe it's just me, but are there a whole lot more girls here then guys? it seems that 4 out of 5 time i hit "random member" i get a girls site. have you noticed that? does anyone have the actuall ratio of girl-guy? ok, just wanted to know.
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Saturday, July 3, 2004

i'm haveing a sort of darksoul withdraw.... i miss that little girl. she's like my best friend here. well, i guess i'll talk to her in a while... any of you feel the same.
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

well, i guess it's about time i enter in on the up and going fad called the "otakuborards" are they really all that fun? guess i'll find out.
i have officialy dicided that cresent is gackt's best album. you should go buy it right now. if i could only understand what he is saying.... (don't know who gack is? try going here to find out more. http://dear.to/sawasdeegackt
or you could just google
camui gackt
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Friday, June 25, 2004

ok, here's the deal. my bands web site need more people to sign in so we'll have an excuse to pour more money into it. i'm pleeding to all my dear friends here at otaku.
i pray thee. go to...
www.freewebs.com/zero-me
and do us a huge favor.
thanks. you guys rock.
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i just saw "the last samurai" for the first time! i love that movie! i do have to say, with a little regret, that i haven't studied enough to say if it is historicly acuright. i have studied that era of japaness history and do already know that it was a sad time. so the movie seemed to paint an good picture. i know that it was well recived in tokyo, so it must be some-what right. what do you guys think? personaly, i loved it.

"they're savages with bows and arrows"
"who's sole ocupation for the last thousand years has been war"
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

to my o so faithful friends;
you guys are probably wondering where i'm off to these days. well, for starters, i'm out of state and far away from home. where, you ask? i'm not going to tell you. i'm not that stupid. but being away has effected my online time.
second, my band is requring some upkeep. my guitarist is going to korea for and out a month and 1/2, so we'll be out of the loop-groove for awhile. this has thrown a wrench in our works and caused a mild panic. but it all will work out. well, i don't really have alot of time, so this will have to do for now
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Saturday, June 5, 2004

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

for violence, drug use (i'm over that now) and mature mental themes.
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Friday, June 4, 2004

oops!
i acadentlly deleted someones GB post! sumimasen desita!! i'm really sorry. i don't even remeber your name... something about sesshou-maru... i ment to check out your site but hite the wrong button. sorry about that one
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ok, i think my last post may have left some confusion. for starters, al-quiada is a fanatical islamic terrorist group that hate all things and people richer, more powerful, and more civalized then them (including japan) second, the main reson japan has been threatened is because they support the united states efforts in iraq and the sent 500 military police to help in the post war efforts, as well as many doctors, scientists, misc. counry builders, etc.
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