Monday, November 7, 2005

there's something about third eye blind.... i can just sit here and listen to them and i get this feeling of a strange nostalgia. thinking "a lot has happened to me, and i don't really know how i got here. i can never go back, but it's alright. life is good" ever get that feeling? music is powerful. it can bring up things that you thought were long buried, and it can kill the thinks that you thought would be with you forever. ^_^
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Thursday, November 3, 2005

pahshoo.... they're making me some into work at 7am now. that means i have to get out of bed at 6. when you get to bed at 2-4am, 6 is a bad time to wake up. and i can't just start going to bed earlier because i have homework i need to do and i also need to practice for at least an hour. man, this is getting crazy.
well, other then that, there's not much to report. i might be able to get a little FF XI time coming up here after midterms, that is if the internet will let me play. all my friends think i've died in a car crash or something... >.<
ok, well... not that i have to go, but i've run out of things to talk about. i'll see if i can get around to your sites today later on. ok, ja mate ne!
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

i didn't want to come to work this morning. i haven't been able to sleep a whole night in like 2 weeks. i've always got get up and study, or work, or practice. i've spent to much energy and have done to little work. lol, what a waste.
so last night our school had octoberfest. it was sorta fun, but i didn't really get to do much with princessdagger because she was working a booth and the girl she was working with is a slave driver. so i ended up just staying in pretty much one place the whole night. of course, i had to clean up the whole event afterwards but it really wasn't all that bad this year. last year it was freezing and the planning for the event was insane so tear down took forever. this time it was a little bit warmer and the tear down was rather easy.
after that me and princessdagger went and got some food, then she headed home. when i got in my roommate wanted to go practice driving. i has his lincense and all, but he just had to get rid of his old car and his new one (and old dodge truck that's been completly recked on one side) is a stick sift. so he's learning how to drive it. lol, that was some crazy driving!
well, i guess that's all for today. i'll talk to you guys as soon as i can. ja mate ne!
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Friday, October 28, 2005

today was good. work in the morning was smooth, but pirncessdagger got a migrain because she didn't eat enough the night before or that morning. so i got to be the good boyfriend and buy her breakfast. ^_^v the rest of the day was good. in music theory all we did was go over secondary domonait chords. for those of you how don't know what those are... you probably don't care. so anyways, that was easy. in music in worship we got off with not taking that test i had been worring about becasue our professor was out sick so much. so we just talked about the final project. then in social theory we just went into more detail about the feminist theory so i didn't even take notes. if you know one feminist you know them all, right. so i spent the class fixing a friends computer. i had started fixing it the night before but quit to go finish my homework. but that blew up when the network was acting up and i couldn't check my email or blackboard. so i opted to go to sleep. that was at 1:30 or so. so i had a good 4.5 hours of sleep, i had an easy day at school, work went well, my problems with princessdagger are going along fine, and the only real bad thing is those presistant highschool haters. oh well. can't win them all, can you? ok, i'll talk to you guys later! ja mate ne!
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

wow... what a warped day. i've been awake to long now. got into a fight (well, sorta a fight) with princessdagger. we fixed it, but the pain still lingers. we have a few problems to work out, but they're getting fixed, and once they are fixed then we'll be so much stronger. which takes me to another thing that's making me lose sleep. why do all the friends that used to understand me the best hate me? i really don't understand where they are coming from. they blame me for things that they caused and try to scare me with harassing messages that they think will do some sort of damage. who are they kidding? how are they going to attack me now? there's nothing more to take from me now. oh well, maybe it'll just go away if i think happy thoughts. not likely.
in closing, don't trust high schoolers. they just don't understand. and always come clean sooner rather then later. time hurts if the wound doesn't close. time heals if you've got the bandage.

p.s. one last thing. for those of you who have read this around "close one door before you open the next" it's a lie. always open one door before you close the other. life is full of options, not barricades.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

over slept... was late for work... i'm gonna feel that one later on today... 0.o
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

whew... what a weird couple of days. i'm unable to fully describe just how weird they were, but i think i've felt every emotion on the spectrum. no matter how small of a degree, i've been through it in the last three days. ^_^; maybe life is just stressful, or maybe i'm to dramatic. either way, i feel totally spent. have you guys ever felt like that? just so emotionally drained that you could sleep for days? well, with me this has caused a weird side effect; i can't sleep. that's why i'm here at 2:40 am. lol
so i'm was going to go octoberfest with princessdagger and her family, but something bad happened so we're not going. i don't know if that's good or bad. the whole thing is just a german holiday for beer. i don't like beer. but at the same time, it's a time killer... oh well, easy come, easy go.
well, i got a new game for PS2. "Genji" it's really fun. it's short, but it has several modes you can play through, so it adds to the fun. i like it. i also got gackt's newest single the other day. "metamorphoze" very good! i can't wait until i can afford the whole album. soon, but not toady.
ok, that's all for now. ja mate ne!
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

so yeah... i'm pretty behind in life right now. i have home work in social theory that was due monday, i won't get that in until friday. i have a test in music in worship that i haven't studied for, this is also on friday. i haver about a million wires to build for work... they were supposed to be done today but i still don't have all the tools. i've been needing to by my music theory book for about 2 months. i feel really slow and held down because i've been so lazy. i'll try to get things going and i've got to do it fast because midterms are right around the corner. we'll see what happens. this whole thing is highly explosive. ^_^
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Friday, October 14, 2005

This is one of the funniest things I have ever read. I got this from a friend who got it from his friends blog. I
hope you enjoy it.


guys & girls dont think alike!!!
Body: I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of
men and women differ so much. And I never have figured
out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never
figured out why men think with their head and women
with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and
I were getting into bed.

Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she
eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you
to hold me."

I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!"

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the
planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch
with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to
satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded
to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me
for who I am and not what I do for you in the
bedroom?"

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night,
I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work
to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch
and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed
department store. I walked around with her while she
tried on several different very expensive outfits. She
couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'd
just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment
her new clothes, so I said lets get a pair for each
outfit. We went onto the jewelry department where she
picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell
you...she was so excited. She must have thought I was
one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she
was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet
when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think
I threw her for a loop when I said, "That's fine,
honey." She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction
from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited
anticipation she finally said, "I think this is all
dear, let's go to the cashier."

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No
honey, I don't feel like it."

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped
with a baffled WHAT?"

I then said "honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff
for a while. You're just not in touch with my
financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your
shopping needs as a woman." And just when she had this
look like she was going to kill me, I added, "Why
can't you just love me for who I am and not for the
things I buy you?"

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....

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Monday, October 10, 2005

You Are 29 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

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