Monday, January 3, 2005

yea, i am becomeing obbsesed with banzaiinu1 site. lol, she's got greenday up and i just go there all the time, just to watch the video. i'm stupid, i should just download the freaken video, but no, i think i'll just keep going to her site ^_~ well, it's off to the school to get all the money crap figured out, then i'll spend the rest of the day with my g/f! al right, sounds like it might be a fun day ^_^
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

hee hee, yesterday was just weird!! ok, when we got over there, her cousins were there, and they were cool and normal. then her last cousin and her husband came, they were cool. but then the aunt, uncle, and grandma came in. they were just crazy! anyways, we ate and the aunt, uncle, mom and dad had wine. well, they thought grandma should have a glass. it all ended there... she just would never stop talking, but i was smart. i had been warned about this, so i cleverly avoided her attantion. lol, so she never said anything that bad. ^_~ other then that, it went well. i might have stayed out a little late, but all was good. i had a fun time, but then again most of the night was me and my girlfriend avoiding her family. ok, i'll talk to you guys later!
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

well, there was nothing. no fire works, no party, no staying up late, i did nothing last night. i slept in. that was my new years. it's 2005 and nothing has changed. my life is still here and everything is as it should be... huh, i wonder if i would like it even if it did change? i doubt it. oh, well, enough nonsense. today, i go and spend new years day with my girl friend and her family. the last time i was over there, it went pretty smoothly, i hope it coes well today. i don't think her dad likes me that much, so i have to try and win him over. but then again, i'm not the kind of guy every dad dreams of his daugter being with, hee hee. ok, i'll talk to you guys tomorrow. i hope you all have a great new years!!
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Friday, December 31, 2004

yesterday was fun. i got up, spent the morning on the computer, went out with my girl friend, saw the phantom of the opera, and then came back and slept. all around a good day. the moive was good, i mean, really good. but there were parts that let down the true phantom. the lead actress kept sliding into her high notes, and that sounds aweful, and the phantom was no michael crawford, but then again, who is? i guess that's all to complain about. other then those two things and some minor plot changes, it was very good. you should all go watch it, if you already haven't. ok, i'll talk to you guys later!


new quizz, and it's more gackt!!


Another World!
You love your friends very much, and if anyone were
to endanger then, you would go after them and
see that they meet their unplesant end. Very
violent, are we?


Which Gackt video are you?
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You are REN! You are child-like and cute. Most
people like you and you're quite a talented
bassist.


Which Gackt Job Member Are You?
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i like this on, because i really do have a lot of things in common with him ^_~
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

well, so much has happened, i don't know where to start! lol, not really. ok, this is how it goes, i think...

i got into a fight with my dad on monday night and was really ready to come home. i was starting to feel that if i stayed around him to much longer i was going to kill myself. well, i call up my girlfriend, and she makes me promise to give it one more try, but this time, no more fighting back. just smile, agree, and say whatever he wants so i can get out of trouble. this is really, really hard for me, as some of you may know. well, i told her i would and i did. but, as luck would have it, i get a call the next morning from a friend. he askes if i want to came home that day because he has a job for us. so i go home that day. lol, that was tuesday. and ways, so that night we're driving back to my home with him, his girlfriend and me. and this one girl keeps calling and calling... we can't get her to stop no matter how many jokes we pull on her. even after we get to his house (where i'm staying for a while) she keeps calling. so my friends little sister comes up with an idea. let's go TP her house! so we do, and it was raining, so it was gross. lol, but it was loads of fun. and ways, i call my girl friend back and tell her that i did what she asked and it all want well, but i'm home now, so we don't have to worry about all that! so yesterday, me and her went out and spent the whole day together. we eat dinner at her house with her parents and whats a DVD. it was really fun. so, that's my life these last few days. as it turns out today, my friend is sick and we might not be able to get that job if he doens't get better. well, i hope he does, because i could use the money right about now. i'll talk to you guys later!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

well, what can i tell you? i've really been out of the loop these last two weeks, so i'm really sorry about not getting around. well, not much has really happened. i'm at my parents house and i'm really bored. i haven't been doing much the last few days, really. i finished my last final on thursday, then we watched the love hina christmas special movie in anime club. i left school saturday, so me and my girl friend made a day on friday my doing some shopping, then going out for dinner and a movie. we watched the aviator. it's was pretty good, you guys should watch it. well, after we parted ways, i went to a friends house and watched life is a house and dracula 2000. she's leaving for the east coast for three months and this was the last time i was going to see her for a while, so...
anyways, like i said, i'm at my parents house, and i'm not liking it. i should have stayed home... i really miss my girl friend and i don't really get along that well with the rest of my family so, life sucks! well, i guess i'll just have to let love hina make me feel better. oh yea, did i tell you? i bought all of love hina. the perfect box collection. i think it's 8 DVDs. wow, that's a lot of love hina... ^_^ hee hee, well, i better go now. i'll try to get your sites, but don't count on it. it's dial up here and it SUCKS!! ja mate ne!
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

well, i have been really busy lately. i still have that spanish test, and i also need to finish a 10 page research paper tonight. then i still have normal school to deal with, and finals are this month too.... i've been working a good amount, trying to keep up with stuff. i'm sorry that i've been vanishing a lot lately, i'll try to be more consitant after finals are done ^_~
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Monday, November 22, 2004

wow, i have been really out of it! lol, i'm sorry you guys. i guess i'll try to fill you in the best i can.
well, as for the unfolding drama, we are no longer together. i guess i knew it was coming, but we've reached an iteresting agreement. basicly, we know that we both love each other, but as of right now there are to many things in the way so she called it off for the moment. i don't know if i should be happy that she loves me, or sad that we broke up. we are still good friends, if not best friends, and we are moving on knowing that it's a liklyhood for us to get back together in the future.
while all this was unfolding, there was this other girl, who seemingly was always there for me. isn't it strange how that works? well, anyways, during this drama somewhere we (i mean me and my ex-girlfriend) decided that we should start dateing other people. so i started hanging out with this other girl alot. i really like her, she is a wonderful girl, but i was still very unsure about my feelings for my ex. i talked to her about it, and she said i should go out with her. i started to get really attached to her, and now SHE is my girlfriend. it kinda happened fast, but i don't know what to do about it. i really like her, and for now, my ex isn't even a possiblity. lol, i bet you wondering how all this happened in like 2 days. ^_~ it didn't. it happened in like 2-3 weeks, i just never told you guys about it. it was a little painful, so i waited it out. heh heh.
well, other then that, my life has been broing. i did go home this weekend, but that didn't go well. my dad was fine, but the people i used to think were my best friends treated my like i was an unwelcome stranger. it felt really akward, so i don't think i 'll be going back for a while. i'm going to my grandma's for thanksgiving tomorrow. yeah! no school for 5 days! hee hee! but i have to study over break for spanish.... life sucks. well, i let you guys get on with your lifes. i'll try to get around as much as i can. talk to you later!
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

well, time or no time, it's going weird. i'm not sure if she still hates me, but she is still mad. i haven't talked to her for two days, so i don't really know what's up. really it's my fault for not trusting her. i read into her words to muc, just like my dad always does! i hate that! i am becomeing what i hate the most... but she left me a message saying that she was still mad, but she forgave me. hey, don't knock it, a break's a break.
well, i guess that's all really. i am so sorry that i didn't get around to you sites today. i'll be really busy tomorrow, but i'll try to get around on friday, ok? ^_~ see ya guys
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Monday, November 15, 2004

heh heh. i'm really depressed. i got into a fight with her and now i think i might have totally distroyed something wonderful. i don't know what i need to do. this is really hard. i hope it'll get better. i keep telling her that things will get easier for us if we just wait, but it seems to be getting harder. am i really that weak?
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