Sunday, February 6, 2005

   *insert title here*
my dad is getting ready to leave for raliegh because he has some meetings to go to tomorrow, and they all want to watch the superbowl tonight on the hotel's big screen. i don't know if i'll watch it, but i think i'll cheer for the eagles because i'm still mad that the patriots beat the panthers last year -_-

Friday was interesting. me/brian/kt/ramm went to see the aviator which wasn't too bad but we didn't watch the whole thing. kt and I got stalked by a van full of mexican college dudes. No one died that night, which kinda suprised me, but we were all trying to ignore each other cause 3/4 of us don't get along. Went to eat with my family yesterday for my grandaddy's b-day and about lost my appetite watching people eat oysters.../dies/

~It's too early in the day for killing princes~
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   Come ye silence, to deafen my ears
Inspire my soul with wings of passion
Take me away on your perilous flight
I’ll rest in the shadows of death tonight

Heavens and earth, seared by the flame
Fallacies arise from the ash of our quarrel
Mercifully, blind me, I no longer see
Pain and torment, tears around me

Bright candle, may she continue to burn
My memory erased in the presence of purity
Turn away your eyes, no need to pretend
My life full of lies, I’ll see in the end

-heath
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   bored...

I am 33% Emo.

Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.

Take the
Emo Test
@ FualiDotCom

I am 68% Asshole/Bitch.

I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.

Take the
Asshole/Bitch Test
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   procrastinating...
yup, i have decided to once again put off doing my hw and just come post some crap here...

today wasn't too bad i guess. we learned survival skill in jrotc which i'm hoping i won't ever need but probably will cause i like to get lost in the woods -_- chemistry was stupid, but that was only to be expected and latin 2 was boring cause we didn't have our distance learning connection so the teacher was basically just not there, hehe! stood outside for a while watching strange people make a video clip about random shzzt, which was kinda funny cause it freaked people out. Got home, did some hw, went outside, talked to brian (after being harrassed by my parents for a while, lol) and yeah, that's about it. exciting eh?

ok, mom is getting pissy, so i have to go! *successfully procrastinated*
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   feeling better, thanks
hey, sorry about the last post...i was tired and pissy and i'm sorry ya'll had to hear me whine again, i hate doing that. Anyways, i slept on it and I realize the whole thing was quite dumb. If i do it again, you all have permission to yell at me (and kt can hit me) :)


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parents have a way of being grrr
All i ask for is just one chance to go out and do something alone for once with the one person that, like it or not, means the world to me. Dad judges him because he saw him one friggin time and all of a sudden believes the boy to be a complete idiot, even though they've never talked. and i'm not supposed to really "date" until i'm 16 which is in 1 1/2 months...so i asked mom, what difference is there between now and then. I'm not gonna become any more responisble and i'm not gonna like him any less. she gave me a typical motherly answer which ended the conversation. no use fighting it. They're never gonna give in to it, no matter what i try to say. Right now, i can't WAIT for march 16 to get here, and all i can do for now is hope that brian is patient enough and cares enough to respect my parents' gay rules, no matter how stupid i think they are. It's so close, but so far away

This whole thing is probably really stupid, but the only reason i'm worrying about it is that i've had this problem before
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   felt like writing something...
It’s a different feeling
Never been here before
Always dreaming, always thinking
What are we waiting for?

Caught up in the motions
But in the end the, the same
Breathing sweet emotions
Let us find ourselves to blame

All the pain and failing hopes
Will lead us to our doom
Weave alone our faithful ropes
Drop us into eternal gloom

-heath-



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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   been waiting a long time for the moment to come...
well, i guess ya'll would know who i'm talking about if i asked you to remember that guy i've liked for a couple months now, on and off...well, we started going out today *is happy* he went to poetry club and the teacher read a poem by an "anonymous author"...anonymous my butt, i actually knew he wrote it, cause he told me he did, but i didn't know what it was about. he told me later that i "inspired him to write it" anyway, it was a good ending to a stupid day. lol, i was so pissed at my chemistry teacher cause she just hates me now. i did good on my report card though, so YAY!



For love I’d do anything, for you I’d do more…
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   movie night (the closest I've ever come to dying...0o)
yesterday was so awesome! i haven't had that much fun in a long time, though i'm surprised to have survived. I had to run two miles in JROTC and i was a road guard which meant i was SUPPOSED to stay in the front the whole time...yeah, that died, damn cars! And of course the best news i heard all day is that i might be able to get out of horticulture if i can just think of an article to write for mrs. warren...*sigh*...i'm so screwed...-_-

Then last night i got to hang out with katie, mallory, and brian and we tried to watch "Without a Paddle". I think mallory was probably the only one to watch the whole thing, lol. I tried to...unsucessfully. The rest of the time we were beating each other up or trying to rest. Went outside and kt and i became paranoid cause we were being stalked by an f-ing black truck. I've never wanted to run so fast in my life.

Went to wilmington today and had to stand in the middle of belk's with a dress on while the person pinned my dress to the right length. GRR! that took forever and i was pissy. but now that's done and i'm almost ready for the military ball. I think i know who i want to take, and i meant to ask him, just never got around to it i guess :/



When you like someone, you get over it
When you love someone, there’s no stopping it
When you die there’s no coming back, so don’t like, love.

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Monday, January 17, 2005

the crave factor (pay no attention to that, it was on my soda bottle)

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name	Heather
sex	no
crush	yes
boyfriend/girlfriend	no
label	wha?
turn on	funny
turn off	possessive
bestfriend [girl]	kt/rachel/holly
bestfriend [guy]	broiles
favorite qoute	Est Sularus oth Mithas
what bothers you about people	their general stupidity
favorite kiss	that's my business
best kiss	see previous answer
best online friend.	mike
x you miss	shush
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