Sunday, January 16, 2005

   put a * next to all that apply (stole this cause i'm bored)
I have been to Canada.
*I love New Found Glory.
I have seen Gothika.
I am wearing Nail Polish.
*I was born in March.
*I hate school.
I am gemini.
*I like black.
I share a room with someone.
I have a cell phone.
I play and instrument.
I play softball
I love to dance.
I love to sing.
My hairbrush is purple.
I love Ashton Kutcher
*I love chocolate.
*I like popcorn.
I am a good singer.
I have braces.
*I like to go to the movies
I have a pool.
I have a hot tub.
*I love monkeys.
I believe in love at first sight.
I like Britney Spears.
I like to shop.
*I like lipgloss.
*I love Dory from Finding Nemo
*I love life.
I have a boyfriend/ girlfriend.
I am in love
I love summer.
I graduate in the year 2008
*I think 2007 feels like a million years from now!
*I love cookies N cream ice cream.
*I love cupcakes.
I go to a camp every summer.
I love make-up.
I love eyeliner.
*My hair is its natural color.
I love going to the beach.
*I am a book worm.
I like school
*I am going to go to college.
*I am addicted to aim.
I watch Amazing Race.
*My room is yellow.
I like skirts better then shorts.
My favorite season is summer.
I am in middle school.
*I am in high school.
I have my own car.
*I have my learners permit.
I love talking on the phone.
I like the name Melvin.
*I don’t like Ashlee Simpson.
I like Ashlee Simpson.
I am/was a cheerleader.
*I like roses.
*I get bored easily.
*I love watching tv.
I like nail polish.
I like playing sims.

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   good day
i actually had a pretty good day today, haha. Went to wilmington with the parents to look for a dress for the military ball, which is in less than a month now. I found one exactly like what i was looking for! it's all black and pretty and yeah, but it still has to be hemmed so we'll go back to let them do that later. I'm just happy that's done. Came home and watched a couple of movies and relaxed and i was content. still don't know who i'm taking to the military ball, but i can't wait. i had fun last year, so it better not suck


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   bored...so read my future 0_0
Pisces

Daily Extended Forecast for January 15, 2005

All righty, then ... it's officially time to toss the tissues, stop worrying about the past and put some distance between you and whoever or whatever has been making you feel so blue lately. Come on. You've seen way too much of your apartment lately. Your cat is even trying to figure out how to ask you if there isn't someplace else you should be. Go ahead. Get out there and have some fun. You've put in your time. Go play!

Daily Singles:
Focus and cut through the delusions the realm of romance might put in your path. You can tell the real from the counterfeit, and you can tell the counterfeit where to go.


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Friday, January 14, 2005

   lol

how demented r u?
Created by punkfan773 and taken 134 times on bzoink!
Name
When you get mad u
when you here a shitty song u
when you think of the person u like u
when u think of the person u hate you
you are demented _____ of the time	89%
you might kill somebody	for revenge
you be put in an asylum on	April 13, 2033
for	claiming u r satan
and doing this to your dog	skinning
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

   bored

Who are you?
Created by emelia and taken 3 times on bzoink!
Who are you?
Full Name:	Heather Elizabeth Gilbert
Birthday:	March 16
Hometown:	Bolivia
Currently Living:	*sigh* Bolivia :(
School:	i like to call it hell...
Work:	nope, too lazy
Age:	15, almost 16
Hobbies:	horseback riding, music, games, egypt (personal interest), reading, etc.
Obsessions:	mt. dew, i'm addicted :/
What do you look like?
Hair Color:	brown
Eye Color:	brown
Height:	shutup
Current Clothing:	JROTC t-shirt and tan pants
Shoe Size:	6 1/2-7 something in there
Jewlery:	necklace, bracelet, two rings, yeah...
Piercings (if you have them name them):	yes, one in each ear
Tattoos (if you have them name them):	nope, not yet
Birth marks:	nah, just a scar from when i ran into the truck when i was like, five probably
What do you like?
Favorite Non Alcoholic Drink:	mt. dew! but it can be as bad
Favorite Alcoholic Drink:	lol, i don't drink silly person
Favorite Food:	pizza! wee!
Favorite Color:	yellow or red
Favorite Band(s):	there are many, don't feel like listing
Perfered Car:	dodge viper 0_0
Favorite Shoes:	combat boots
Favorite Accessories:	necklace i got from new mexico and my dog tags
Favorite Animal:	horses
Current
Mood:	pissed
Taste:	mt. dew @@
Drink:	mt. dew...
Music:	rock
Look:	what of it?
Crush:	f*** you
Annoyance:	people
TV Show:	don't know, don't care
Randomness
Lyric:	I guess i knew it all along, hoping that i was wrong, i should have been strong, moved on
open to page 27 what does it say:	Connecting to a wired Ethernet network...
noise:	BOOM!
movie qoute:	Immortality! Take it! it's yours!
do you have to potty?	not at the moment
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   happiness...i think i have a right to share in it
i'm thinking something is REALLY wrong when you can trust complete strangers more than your own friends. I guess it's because they have no idea who you are talking about and can't use their pre-concieved notions to influence you, only tell you what they can from their own experiences. I might just stop asking for adivce all together, cause it always sucks (especially when i ask men) and it never says the same thing that my heart does. People think i'm so simple and i have no thoughts at all, no feelings, but that goes to show how naive they are. Everyone is so self-centered that they never take the time to notice anything else. I guess people think i don't notice how they really are, i don't think they realize it. I wish i could make them see it, but i'm afraid of hurting someone's feelings. And I'm tired of being treated like a damn child! i'm 15 years old, i don't need them watching over me every waking-moment. i wish people would put a little more trust in me, cause it really pisses me off when people hold me back because they see me wandering off. I don't mean to push anyone away, but at least let me live my own God given life!



"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for."

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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   3 Doors Down - Let Me Go
One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something i deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

You love me, but you dont know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead
And where i stand
You love me, but you don't know who i am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream we head to what i hope for
And i turn my back on loving you
How could this love be a good thing
When i know what i'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

You love me, but you dont know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead
And where i stand
You love me, but you dont know who i am
So let me go, just let me go

No matter how hard i try
I cant escape these things inside
I know, i know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me, but you dont know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead
And where i stand,
You love me, but you don't know who i am
So let me go
Just let me go

You love me, but you dont
You love me, but you dont
You love me, but you dont know who i am

You love me, but you dont
You love me, but you dont
You love me, but you dont know me...


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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   I think there is definately something wrong with me...
I have a question...it's kinda stupid and pointless but what are you supposed to do when you find yourself waking up every morning thinking about the same person and go to bed hoping you'll dream of them every night? What are ya supposed to do when you're walking through the halls in school and all you hope for is that that this one person will pass by you and say hi? I can't get him off my mind, and i've tried so hard. There is so much about him that is annoying but there is also so much that makes him...well, lovable i guess.


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Monday, January 3, 2005

   a poem (not by me)
The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single,
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle—
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdain'd its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea—
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?


~Love's Philosophy - Percy Bysshe Shelley~
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Friday, December 31, 2004

   New Year's Eve
Okay then, so here's my plan for the new year...i'm going to make it better than the last one. Without going into detail, i'm just gonna say 2004 was DEFINATELY not the best a girl could have, way too much drama. Sure it was full of wonderful people and memories that i'll never forget, but it also had the times when i wanted to break down and cry and I found, in my despair, there was no one there to lend a helping hand or a steady shoulder.

1.) i want to take a risk...therefore i want to go skydiving!!! doesn't get much riskier than that i guess. I want someone to go with me though, there ain't no way i'm going up there alone!
2.) i want to heal old friendships that, through one way or another, have fallen apart. We had good times once, why can't we again?
3.) I want to give love a FAIR chance, a second chance. maybe it's not as bad as it seems
4.) I want to turn 16 (this is innevitable) and i want my licence! WOOT!
5.) It would be nice to have my brothers home for christmas, i missed them so much this year

of course...you don't get everything you want, and i don't expect too. Most of all though, above all things (including those i didn't list) i want to get closer to God and know, for the rest of my life, He's there. I don't want to cry myself to sleep anymore. It's no way to live. Cheers to 2005!
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