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Thursday, December 30, 2004


   hungry squirrel
yesterday was cool, went to shallotte with the dew sistah and watched Meet the Fockers, funniest crap ever, lol. Wondered around the little ghetto shopping center for an hour probably then ate at chilies and went to wal-mart. Wal-Mart was funny. Never pick up a 10 pound weight unless you know you won't drop it. BAAAAAAAAAAM! 0_0 everbody stared at me like wtf and kt ran...

.: PixelBee :.

then men decided to be stupid and make everything all dramatic. i got blocked twice by the same idiot and he has yet to unblock me...lil' bastard won't listen to a thing i have to say. Other men did other stupid things and yeah...guys just suck! glad i don't have to put up with it everyday, i don't know how some ppl do it, my God!

Here is a sad song i heard while i was over there...

-Within Temptation: Our Farewell-

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004


army guys
well, my cousin left today. I saw him yesteday for the last time cause he left way early. As ridiculous as this may sound i get the feeling that i may never see him again. He lives so far away and he's not much of "stop by and visit" kind of guy. He showed us pictures of all the places he's been in the Army. That's what i'd like to do, just not in the military. That life doesn't really appeal to me, but i want to travel and see new things. I really will miss him though.

I just got a phone call from an old friend, Timothy, that i didn't know even remembered me. He's in the army too...is everyone in the dang army!? it was good to hear from him though and hear what he's been up to.

Well, i better go, there is stuff i should be doing though i probably won't, hehe! do i ever?


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Monday, December 27, 2004


   i had to do it

What's Your Pimp Name?

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Name
Sex
Your Pimp Name IsPink Lemonade
You'll make$6,449,544.29
The number of prositutes you own is13



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Sunday, December 26, 2004


   long arse survey

extremely long survey

Created by xfallingforyoux and taken 50458 times on bzoink!

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:Heather Elizabeth Gilbert
Age:15...ALMOST 16....ALMOST!!!
Height:meh! shutup!
Natural hair colour:brown
Eye colour:brown...i match!!
Number of siblings:3 older brothers...God help me
Glasses/contacts?:nope! i'm 20/20
Piercings:aye, but nowhere weird that i can't show you
Tattoos:nah, i'd die
Braces?:thankfully, no!
FAVOURITE
Colour:yellow or red
Band:there are MANY...distubred is pretty cool though
Song:Traveling Soldier...it's pretty and sad
Stuffed animal:my little dalmation puppy!
Video game:Lord of the Rings
TV show:Whose Line is it Anyway?
Movie:Lord of the Rings, haha!
Book:The Death Gate Cycle
Food:PIZZA!!!
Game on a cell phone:that snake thing
CD cover:Green Day-American Idiot..It's symbolic of what i'd like to do to bush
Flower:idk...rose i guess
Scent:that new body spray dad got me, but i don't remember what it's called
Animal:horses!!!!
Comic book:wha, idk!
Cereal:Coco Puffs, at least at the moment it is
Website:otaku! all the cool people go there
Cartoon:tutenstein, that show is cool with the little walking dead guy getting all pissy
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:noooooooooope
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:is that possible?
Like to sing?:sure, but i didn't say i was good at it
Have a job?:pfft, hell no
Have a cell phone?:no :(
Like to play sports?:basketball
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:no, i'm freeeeeeeee
Have a crush on someone?:maybe, but i wouldn't tell ya who
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:yes, i'm from England and I'm OFFENDED! why does everything revolve around those damn states that are united under one dictator!?
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:i think we have 4
Have any special talents/skills?:not really
Excercise daily?:nope, too lazy
Like school?:HELL NO! i'm gonna kick you!
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:if i think about it, yeah
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:no, it hurts like hell
Speak any other languages?:other than...what exactly? be specific!
Go a day without food?:yeah
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:if i wanted to and had lots of dew
Read music, not just tabs?:nope!
Roll your tongue?:yup! i am talented!
Eat a whole pizza?:no, i'd puke
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:haven't we all? it's teenage rebellion
Cried to get out of trouble?:as in tears? no
Gotten lost in your city?:i got lost in southport
Seen a shooting star?:yeah, probably, i really don't remember
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:once again we focus on the U.S.
Had a serious surgery?:nope
Stolen something important to someone else?:no...it wasn't REALLY important
Solved a rubiks cube?:/growls/
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:haha, nah, but i want to go to wal-mart like that
Cried over a girl?:-_- no
Cried over a boy?:*cough* yea *shoots self*
Kissed a random stranger?:lol, no
Hugged a random stranger?:yeah!
Been in a fist fight?:yeah
Been arrested?:not yet
Done drugs?:no, do i look like a crack head??
Had alcohol?:i had dew, but that isn't alcohol
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:nope, but i've seen it happen with tea
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:YES!!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:nope, i always remember if we don't have school
Swore at your parents?:no, but i swore in front of my mom
Been to warped tour?:no :(
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:OH YEAH! that boy made me so pissy! he deserved it
Been in love?:no
Been close to love?:thought i was, but no
Been to a casino?:they wouldn't let me in
Ran over an animal and killed it?:haha, almost
Broken a bone?:nope, i am skilled
Gotten stitches?:noooope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:that would be something i would do
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:no, never thought about it
Made homemade muffins?:nah, i don't cook
Bitten someone?:lolol, i have BEEN bitten
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:nope, i was a deprived child
More than 5 times?:no
Been to niagra falls?:no
Burped in someones face?:0o
Gotten the chicken pox?:yeah
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:today!!!
Went to the bathroom:about 30 min. ago
Saw a movie in theaters:i don't remember, it wasn't very long ago
Read a book:too long ago
Had a snow day:last year
Had a party:never had one, been to one though
Had a slumber party:don't remember
Made fun of someone:today
Tripped in front of someone:that has happened...alot!
Went to the grocery store:i try to avoid that
Got sick:idk, does it really matter?
Cursed:5 min. ago probably
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:fruit!
Black/white:black
Lights on/lights off:off ~_+
TV/movie:movie
Car/truck:truck
Body spray/lotion:body spray
Cash/check:cash
Pillows/blankets:blankets
Headache/stomach ache:headache
Paint/charcoal:paint
Chinese food/mexican food:lolol, mexican food
Summer/winter:winter
Snow/rain:snow
Fog/misty:misty
Rock/rap:rock
Meat/vegetarian:meat!!
Boy/girl:boy
Chocolate/vanilla:chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:sprinkles
Cake/pie:cake
French toast/french fries:french fries
Strawberries/blueberries:strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:swimming pool
Hugs/kisses:hugs
Cookies/muffins:cookies
p33n/bewbz:lolol
Wallet/pocket:pocket
Window/door:window
Emo/goth:goth
Pink/purple:purple
Cat/dog:cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:short sleeve
Pants/shorts:pants
Winter break/spring break:winter break
Spring/autumn:spring
Clouds/clear sky:clouds
Moon/mars:moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:only a few good ones
What are their names?:kt, holly, rachel, annie, and the rest are just kinda there
Do you have a best friend?:yah!
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:yeah, messed it up
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:girls, but i have a few guy friends, they pick on me alot though, lol
Have you ever lost a friend?:yeah
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:yup, it was fun!!!
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:AHH! so many!!! you'd be scared if i told ya
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:loooong time ago
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:been there when they needed me
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:invited me to go with them on a trip
Do you miss any of your old friends?:yeah, rachel for one, but we try to keep in touch
What friend have you known the longest?:rachel
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:yeah
If so, what is it?:lied to 'em
How often do you spend time with your friends?:not very often, but when we do get together...WE DESTROY THINGS!!!!
Do any of your friends drive?:-_- yes, and i will warn you...it's not pretty
Has a friend of yours ever died?:nah
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:elevators/escalators, lol
What do you think your friends think of you?:violent, cruel, but i wuv 'em! it's all out of fun
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:no damnit
If you have, with who?:noone
Are you single?:yup!
Are you in a relationship?:no, this is repetative
If so, for how long?:00:00:00
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:i guess there could be, hell if i know who though
What is your idea of the best date?:walk on the beach under a full moon with a light breeze blowing, or a walk through the woods in the snow, teehee! and if not, a movie works
What was your first kiss like?:this is not something i want to discuss
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:15 i think
Do you think love is a load of shit?:not if it's real
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:~_+
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:yeah
Have you ever been dumped?:yeah
Have you ever dumped someone?:yeah
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:it happened in the back of a car...and it wasn't SEX!
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:bunnies
Hat:sun
Hard:stone
Free:spirit
Space:time
Taste:food
Good charlotte:rock
Red:blood
Deep:ocean
Heart:broken
Cord:computer
Cheese:wine
Rain:storm
Work:stupid
Pedal:car
Head:hair
Bed:sleep
Fluff:cat
Hardcore:sex
Race:fast
Knife:chuckie
Jump:skydiving!
I....
am:confused
want:my brothers home
need:mt. dew
crave:mt. dew
love:mt. dew
hate:people
did:bad things
feel:tired
miss:my brothers
am annoyed by:surveys
would rather:be asleep
am tired of:being awake
will always:hate school
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:rock
What time is it now?:10:30
What day is it?:sunday
Whens the last time you called someone?:yesterday
How much money do you have right now?:140, christmas + allowance
Are you hungry?:yes
Whatcha doin?:this survey
Do you like parades?:yeah, but i don't like marching in them
Do you like the moon?:IT'S MINE!
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:sleep
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:yeah, actually
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:fly!!!
Have you ever had a picnic?:yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:nope, i would have died
What about sock em boppers?:lol, i had a punching bag
Are you wearing any socks right now?:yeah
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:sometimes
pretty?:not really, depends on the day
sarcastic?:oh yeah
lazy?:yup
hyper?:when i have mt. dew
friendly?:sometimes
evil?:most of the time
smart?:nope
strong?:i could take you on *glares*
talented?:pfft, no
dorky?:sure, why not
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:broiles
skip:holly
dance:rachel
lonely:me :(
pen:kt, poetic
flower:carla
window:computer...it's not a person, but oh well
psycho:kt, lol
brain freeze:mom, she eats that cold stuff too fast
orange:orange=fire=ME!
sassy:*would get slapped*
jelly:that's just wierd
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:against
love:for
drunk drivers:against
airplanes:for
war:against
canada:against, lol, idk
united states:for, but i want to move out
rock music:FOR!
gay marriage:AGAINST!!!!
school:against!!!
surveys:for the short ones
parents:for, i wuv them even if they piss me off sometimes
cars:for!!
killing:against
britney spears:against
coffee:against, it's poison
pants:for, lol
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:HELL YEAH!
Play strip poker?:probably not
Run away?:i've been tempted
Curse at a teacher?:yeah
Not take a shower for a week?:no, that would be strange
Ask someone out?:sure
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:yeah, and i will do it!
Go scuba diving?:sure, i'll try almost anything
Write a book?:yup, i've tried
Become a rockstar?:no, i don't want to be famous
Have casual sex?:lol, no
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:pantene
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:*ponders* never
What kind of computer do you have?:emachine!!!
What grade are you in?:10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:yup
Or just make out?:i can do that too
How many posters do you have in your room?:6 i think
How many cds do you have?:alot
What time is it now?:10:52

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Saturday, December 25, 2004


   MERRY X-MAS!!!!
YAY FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! Santa was VERY good to me, hehehe! I hope all of you enjoyed your christmas and got what you wanted. Remember above all things what the spirit of this day truly is. Celebrate the birth of our savior who later died for you and I. He was the greatest gift of all, keep him always in your hearts.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004


   pyros!!!
Take the quiz: "What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)"

Fire Dragon
Rage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.

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   two day 'til christmas!!!
2 more days...if you still count today or w/e. TOMORROW is CHRISTMAS EVE! wee! actually, this is gonna sound paganisticish, but i'm not much in the christmas spirit. the weather is wierd...i walked outside in short sleeves and i wasn't even cold...WTF!? my bros aren't here, which isn't the same and idk, something just doesn't feel like christmas. tomorrow, some of my family are gonna go to the catholic church for their christmas eve mass w/e the hell that is but i'm thinking of going cause i'm curious about the catholic ways...and yeah...they'll probably declare me satan and splash me with holy water and throw me in their little box where the priest will proceed to convert me to their hypnotic ways. you shall not have me!! never!! ahh! ok, that was just me being bored. yes, well, i this has lost all meaning. goodbye.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004


   cookies and cousins
the past few days have been pretty cool. my aunt and uncle from california got here monday morning and i got to see them. yesterday i went over to Rachel's house, whom I haven't seen in FOREVER!! i got to meet some of her friends and such and we made christmas cookies all day. i am a failure in the domestic life. i'm gonna get a high paying job and either eat out or pay a cook to fix dinner for me every night. mwhaha! we screwed things up bad, it was hilarious!! last night after i got home mom said my cousin christopher was here early so i went down to see him today. i was 5 years old last time i saw him and good gosh! he's friggin tall! now my dad, aunt, uncle, and christopher have gone to get my other cousin and i get to go down and see her, but we actually have alot in common so yeah. i'm just really happy to see all my family and old friends. If only my brothers could be here. it's really not chrismas without them. but that's depressing so i won't talk about it right now. anyways, hope all of ya are having fun, byes!!


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i suppose it is true
me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Sunday, December 19, 2004


put a * beside all that apply...

*I'VE NEVER BEEN DRUNK
*I'VE NEVER SMOKED POT
I'VE NEVER KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
*I'VE NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
*I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
*I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE
*I'VE NEVER HAD SEX
*I'VE NEVER HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
I'VE NEVER BEEN DUMPED
*I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
*I'VE NEVER BEEN FIRED
I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT (at church *lightning bolt*)
*I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
I'VE NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
*I'VE NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
*I'VE NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
*I'VE NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
*I'VE NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
*I'VE NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
*I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB (never had a job)
*I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
*I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
I'VE NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
*I'VE NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
*I'VE NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
*I'VE NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE (i want to gooooooo!)
I'VE NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
*I'VE NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
*I NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
*I'VE NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
*I'VE NEVER POSED NUDE
*I NEVER GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
*I'VE NEVER CHEATED ON MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER
*I NEVER HAVE HITCH-HIKED
I NEVER DATED MY BEST FRIENDS EX
I NEVER GOT MY HEART BROKEN
I’VE NEVER GOTTEN JEALOUS OF A FRIEND
*I WOULD DIE FOR MY BEST FRIEND
I AM CURRENTLY IN LOVE (f*** that)

Thirteen random things you like:
01) horses
02) traveling
03) writing/reading
04) dreaming
05) music
06) kittens
07) christmas!!
08) mountains
09) elves(not those dorky short elves either...i'm talking tall and sexy!)
10) rivers
11) thunderstorms
12) mt. dew
13) ~_+

Twelve good movies:
01) LOTR
02) POTC
03) The Scorpion King
04) Gladiator
05) Braveheart
06) Dragonheart
07) The Last of the Mohicans
08) Master and Commander
09) Bourne Identity/Supremacy
10) Blade 1,2 & 3
11) The Mummy/The Mummy Returns
12) Star Wars

Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Linkin Park
02) 3 Doors Down
03) Disturbed
04) Godsmack
05) Evanescence
06) Green Day
07) Trapt
08) Drowning Pool
09) AFI
10) Faith Hill
11) Simple Plan

Ten things about you ... physically:
01) none
02) of
03) your
04) f-ing
05) business
06) !!!!
07) g
08) r
10) r

Nine good friends:
01) Katie
02) Holly
03) Rachel
04) Annie
05) Anna
06) Jennifer
07) Brian
08) Beth
09) Connor
10) Tyler
11) Gene

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) MT. DEW
02) sweet tea
03) Dr. Pepper
04) chicken
05) roast beef
06) pizza
07) fries
08) mexican wedding cakes

Seven things you wear daily:
01) well, i wear my socks
02) a shirt
03) jeans
04) and that's
05) as far
06) as i'm
07) gonna go, ya ain't gonna see the rest

Six things that annoy you:
01) people who say their my friends then are not
02) people thinking i can't take care of myself and try to be overprotective
03) people who use the word "love" as if it means nothing
04) Bush
05) yankees
06) just people in general

Five things you touch everyday:
01) mt. dew
02) computer
03) door
04) pet the dog
05) bed

Four shows you watch:
01) m.a.s.h.
02) fear factor (funny stuff)
03) JAG
04) teen titans

Three People you have a crush on:
01) classified
02) classified
03) classified

Two things you hate:
01) people
02) and...yeah, people, that covers pretty much everything

One-2 thing you love:
01) dreams
02) family

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