Thursday, December 9, 2004

   i don't know what to say but i felt like posting something...
There was a little girl who's cat just had kittens. she brought the kittens to the park in a big box. A senetor happened to be walking by and asked the little girl what kind of kittens they were. the girl said Republicans. the senetor smiled and went away. The senotors friend comes up and so the senotor says "watch this" he goes to the little girl "what kind of kittens are they?" she says "Democrats" . The senotor said "i thought they were Republicans"... she replies "yea but their eyes finally opened"

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Monday, December 6, 2004

   Birthday wishes...



















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Friday, December 3, 2004

   YAYAYA!
YAY! PERMIT FOR ME! NOW I CAN DRIVE....AND HIT THINGS!!!!! WOOHOO! haha, now you must be afraid @.@ i'm so glad i finally got that thing though, i missed 4 questions, weehoo!

I finished my JROTC project which took forever which is why i was not online most of the time. Tomorrow is the parade, and after that i'm gonna go meet some friends to go watch a play that some of my other friends are in, so yay! hopefully, tomorrow won't suck, cause today didn't. now i'm gonna go watch me a movie, mwhaha!
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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

From the binds of my loneliness...
burning away my confession
drowned in a pile of its own ashes
the warmth of this fire calms me
in the chill of the autumn night
my mouth opens and i watch
with wonder as my breath
congeals with the purifying smoke
as the orange beauty continues to grow
I am captivated by memory
and how easily it is to erase
the flame dissapates away
I stomp upon the cold remains
into a puddle of freshly fallen rain
this night, my heart shall freeze over


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   this took a while...
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: heather
- Birthplace: Supply, NC
- B-day Month: March
- Current Location: good ol¡¦ Bolivia (and NOT the one is South America)
- Eye color: brown, wee!
- Hair color: brown again¡KI match!
- Height: 5' 1¡¨ or some such stuff
- Righty or Lefty: right ¡¥tis the way to go!
- Zodiac sign: pisces, BOW TO ME!
- Your heritage: Welsh, Scottish, French¡Kblah blah blah
- Shoes you wore today: those shiny black shoes that go with my uniform¡Kooh pretty 0_0
- Your weakness: too violent I guess, I could be a little nicer to people¡K
- Your strengths: family (mainly my brothers) and nature, they make me fell stronger than I really am
- Your fears: being rapped¡Kno seriously, I have an INTENSE fear of being rapped
- Your perfect pizza: err¡Kcheese?
- Goal you'd like to achieve: *clears throat* skydiving, bungee jumping, travel to Scotland, Ireland, new Zealand, Greece, and Whales, maybe even fall in love¡K*gags*
- Your thoughts first waking up: ¡K.zzzz¡K
- Your bedtime: 10ish on weekdays and whenever the hell I want on weekends
- Your most missed memory: going to the beach with my brothers
- Pepsi or coke: MT. DEW!!!!!!!!!! DDD POWAH!!!
- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald¡¦s¡K.BK can burn
- Single or Group dates: my parents won¡¦t let me go on single dates, curse them!
- Best friends: Katie, Holly, Rachel, Annie, Beth
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no, now go away
- Adidas or Nike: honestly, I don¡¦t really care
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: err¡Klipton?
- Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE BABEH! I love my chocolate!!!!!
- Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino, I despise coffee
- Smoke: *puff puff* nah, jk, I don¡¦t do that crap
- Cuss: yes ƒ¼ *lightning bolt*
- Sing: well¡K
- Take a shower everyday: err¡K.well¡K.hehe, yeah
- Have a crush: yes, and I wish he¡¦d die
- Do you think you've been in love: I thought so but I¡¦m not so sure now
- Want to go to college: yup, sure, I want to be a veterinarian
- Where: NC STATE!!!! WOOT!!!
- Like(d) high school: no, may it all burn to ashes
- Want to get married: nope, not really
- Believe in yourself: sometimes, when things aren¡¦t so crazy
- Get motion sickness: actually, I don¡¦t think so
- Think you're attractive: pfft, no but I suppose I¡¦m a bit over critical of myself
- Think you're a health freak: hell no, I¡¦m gonna die early from chocolate/sugar overdoses
- Get along with your parent(s): most of the time, though they can piss me off
- Like thunderstorms: I love them! There is so much power behind the storm
- Play an instrument: noooooooope, not my thing
- Ambition: travel and love life
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: Scotland or New Zealand

I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: @_@ noooooooope
- Smoked: no, I said this once before
- Done a drug: nah
- Had sex : well, this goes back to the alcohol question¡Kno I have not had sexual relations!
- Made out: not recently ~_+
- Gone on a date: not officially
- Gone to the mall: yeah, funny story
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not by myself¡K
- Eaten sushi: nope, that stuff scares me
- Been on stage: not since eighth grade
- Been dumped: nope

- Gone skating: I suck at skating
- Made homemade cookies: nope, but just you wait until that cookie dough gets here!
- Gone skinnydipping: I took my shirt off, but the rest stayed
- Dyed your hair: nope, but I cut it
- Stolen anything: why would I confess to that?

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: ssssssh!
- If so, was it mixed company: nah
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: only by the dew!!
- Been caught, you know: uhhhhhhhh ohhhhhhh
- Been called a tease: can¡¦t say that I have
- Gotten beaten up: almost, but it¡¦s usually me doing the beating
- Shoplifted: me? NEVER! Well, maybe once
- Changed who you were to fit in: probably without realizing it
- Age you hope to be married: not really on my mind
- Described your dream wedding: don¡¦t have one, but if I did it would be outside
- Thought about how you want to die: yeah, sadly

G U Y | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: idc, as long as they¡¦re prettiful to look at, hehe!
- Best hair colour: I don¡¦t like blonde on a guy
- Short or long hair: don¡¦t care, but my dad might shoot a guy with long hair
- Height: taller than me¡Kbut that¡¦s not hard to find
- Best weight: don't care
- Best articles of clothing: anything that doesn¡¦t make him look queer
- Best first date location: idc
- Best first kiss location: under the full moon on the beach with a light breeze so you feel like you are right in the middle of a fantasy world

I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: 0000000000
# of people I could trust with my life: 2, maybe 3
# of CDs that i own: I have no idea
# of piercings: 2, one in each ear
# of tattoos: 0, but I had one of them fake tattoos for a couple of days, it was a pimp skull thing
# of scars on my body: I¡Khave no idea and I don¡¦t know how they all got there


S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene Pro-V
- What are you most scared of? Being rapped, aren¡¦t you listening?
- What are you listening to right now? Something techno¡K
- Who is the last person that called you? ktz
- How many buddies are online right now? Idk, my AIM broke ƒ¼
- How many are away: IDK!
- What would you change about yourself? Where to start¡K

F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: yellow or red
- Food: PIZZA!! (just had some)
- Boy's name(s): Anthony
- Girl's name(s): Angela
- Subject(s) in school: Biology/JROTC
- Animal(s): horses and cats
- Sport(s): basketball and baseball

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? wtf?
- Got high? Not on purpose¡Kno, never
- Bungee jumped? No, BUT I WILL!
- Made yourself throw up? nope
- Skinny dipped? nah
- Been in love? shutup
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? No, but I whinned like hell
- Pictured your crush naked? 0_0 no
- Actually seen your crush naked? Haha, no, I¡¦d probably go blind
- Cried when someone died? yeah
- Lied? HELL yeah
- Fallen for your best friend? Nah, but a good friend, yes
- Been rejected? How so?
- Rejected someone? I don¡¦t remember
- Used someone? In a way, I did
- Done something you regret? Yup, probably always will too

R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: jeans, my Rockies t-shit, and socks! Yay!
- Music you're listening to: techno!
- Time where you are: 7:29 p.m.
- Annoyance- people pretending to care when they don¡¦t
- Smell you're... eh, smelling: now that you mention it, I don¡¦t want to know
- Favourite artist: 3 doors down, linkin park, evanescence, hoobastank, godsmack, slipknot, green day¡K.and it goes on and on¡K
- Favourite Group: i¡Kd¡Kk¡K look up fool
- Current Desktop picture: it¡¦s dad¡¦s computer, some kind of airforce jet fighter thing going on
- Book you're reading: GAH! SHUTUP!!! Stupid little ho gave us a f-ed up choice of books!
- CD in the player: Resident Evil 2 soundtrack
- DVD in the player: I took them all out

L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Touched: kt, she punched me
- Hugged: Ryan, little punk
- IM'd ƒ¼ it broke
- Yelled at: probably Brian
- Felt sorry for: hehe, no one
- Missed terribly: Charlie
- Felt loved by: you¡¦re gonna get me depressed
- Kissed: go die somewhere
- Spoke to: the mother person
- Cried to: myself, I never cry to other people, they don¡¦t seem to really care much
- Cried over: well¡KI can¡¦t tell ya cause you¡¦d think I¡¦m stupid

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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   something hard to accept...
I guess it must have occured to me sometime in the last couple of days that, much to my own discomfort, i still have some feeling left for a guy i had totally given up on. By some aweful mistake, my hopes were aroused by recent events (i won't name them here). It's not something i want to feel, mostly because the boy annoys the crap out of me and acts like a complete fool sometimes, and i even have a couple of friends who told me they hate him. But i guess it's something that can't stop, and won't stop until i find something else to help me move on. My heart has been broken before, and i'm just afraid that it'll happen all over again. i don't like the idea of being in a one-sided relationship. if he can't like me back, i want to be rid of him forever.

"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them and know you can't have them"



Question to ponder (feel free to answer): Is there another word for synonym?
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

"Life is a waterfall, we're one in the river and one again after the fall"


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Friday, November 26, 2004

"I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies."


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Thursday, November 25, 2004

HIT HIM AGAIN!!!




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