Thursday, November 25, 2004

   Thanksgiving
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!! i am bored and in pain............so much fun :\ i want to go do something but would probably be miserable cause of mr. bob and all. BUT i'm gonna try to go get my permit tomorrow which will make me happy, unless i fail the test thing and they hate me. mean 'ol hags. Maybe if Becca comes to dinner today i can hang out with her which will be cool.


Anyways, since it's thanksgiving and all, i just want to say that i'm thankful for all of the things i've been given. I have three awesome brothers, loving parents (even if they do have their moments) and some of the best friends i've ever had. since last thanksgiving, so many things have happened to make me who i am now. All i have, and all i am, i owe to the people that have come into my life. thanks ya'll, i love ya!!!
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

   christmas 'tis saved!!!
yayayaya! BOTH of my "far-away" cousins are coming here for christmas along with my aunt and uncle. i am so excited to be able to see them. I saw Elizabeth a couple of years ago but since we really don't stay connected, i'll be glad to see her again. and Christopher....omg, i haven't seen him in YEARS, probably since i was 8 or something. i can't WAIT 'til he gets here and i can see with my own eyes a man who survived Iraq becuase, yes, he did spend a year there, but i'm sure you've all heard this story. i just can't wait. i'm still sad that my bros can't come home, that is ALL bush's fault, so (*!&$(*!&@43 him. grr! we're gonna have alot, if not all, the family here and it will be SOOO awesome!


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Monday, November 22, 2004

   life might mean something
ya know, i've been complaining about a hard life and such and i guess it gets pretty annoying. but when i got an e-mail from a friend today, i realized there are people who really do take things to extremes, even suicide. now, i've NEVER thought about killing myself and i never would. life is a gift that you're only given once. Death doesn't scare me really, because i know it will happen eventually and when it does it's all in God's plan, but what does scare me is that death will come before i've ever truly done what i wanted to do on this earth, before i've ever really lived. I want to go sky diving, rock climbing, bungee jumping, snowboarding...i want to love...i want to succeed...i want to serve God as though he were right next to me watching my every move...i want to see the world and most of all, i want to make a difference. if i can touch only one person's life, i will have made a giant stride. God bless all of you, and i hope that one day you will see your dreams fulfilled. don't let life pass you by, it's shorter than you think...just try comparing it to the eternity you will spend in heaven. each and every one of you, i consider a friend and i'm so thankful for you. please believe that someone does care, God most of all.

"someday i hope you get the chance to live like you were dying"
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Love Gets Me Everytime: Shania Twain
"Life was going great
Love was gonna have to wait
Was in no hurry-had no worries
Stayin' single was the plan
Didn't need a steady man
I had it covered-'til i discovered
That love gets me everytime
My heart changed my mind"
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Raliegh
i'm NEVER going back there, that place is messed up! geeze @_@ briefly i shall tell you the tale...we get up there and go tour the campuses of NCSU (where my dad went) and Merideth (where my mom went). then dad decided to go to target *sad face* this is where things went wrong...i slammed my mom's finger in the door (trust me, you probably don't want to hear that story, just know that there was screaming and pain and feelings of guilt) went to a couple other stores, then went to the airport where i witnessed a man in a white camoflauge kilt...yes, he was scottish and then i saw a grown man with a pacifier in his mouth, lord knows where that thing has been. we then waited for my brother's flight to arrive. we knew it when we saw a lot of people with cowboy hats walking in, cause the flight was from dallas. we then made the long drive home and i'm too tired to recall anything at that point, so yeah, i have to go anyways. l8rs
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Friday, November 19, 2004

   hey, well, this is gonna seem a little awkward considering i was in a semi-good mood earlier today...but i went through a kind of "cleansing period", or "eye-opening experience" or whatever you want to call it, but i just want someone to talk to...not even about my problems or what i went through. it's actually not that serious, i just want to know there is someone out there i CAN talk to when i'm alone, so leave a message or even e-mail me if you want to. my address is right over yonder <--(that way) anyways, i'm kinda exausted now and my legs are feeling a bit wobbly so i'm gonna go get some rest if i can. to anyone who reads this and responds to it, thank you so much for taking some of your valuable time to think about me, and i'm sorry for seeming so pathetic.
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   flashy stuff


^wtf, what is that? ^








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   my life as technology sees it...
i broke my parents friggin cell phone 0_0 the curssed thing kept beeping at me and i think my grandaddy hung up on me *tear* then i accidentally pressed the button to call my brother so he'll be confused when he gets home...and yeah. eventually i got through but i'm tellin' ya'll, i was getting pissy as hell.

oooomg the funniest thing happened today...i saw the effectiveness of our school system. all the office people were all GRR cause the lady who should have been helping me out left cause she's a ho and so they were spreadin' the news and such and i was lmao and so was mom but she tried to control herself. ahh, silly people.

i had to run 2 friggin miles today but i kept going pretty much the whole way, YAY! i did not die/puke! and actually i feel pretty goooood, hehe!

sunday i get to go to RALIEGH! leavin brunswick county behind to go explore the world...pfft, i'm not so lucky but i do get out of this stupid place to go get my bro from ze airport! mwhaha, and i'm hoping to go see a movie sometime soon cause i haven't seen any good one's in a while.

well, time for me to go, talk to you peoples l8r! ~much love~ jk, i hate you all! mwhaha! 0_0

-judioz-
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Monday, November 15, 2004

   yay for pilgirmage!
Pilgrimage was awesome! i went to hopefully rebuild my faith in God which was beginning to waver, and for at least a while, i think i've found something to keep me going. I was the only baptist there, but sometimes i forgot that when the music was playing. we were all the same to God, and baptists and methodists really aren't all that different. i was a little confused when it came time for communion, cause my church doesn't do that. we call it the lord's supper. but this dude in a pink shirt came up and told me to go down the stairs. i looked at him like he was stupid, i didn't know what he was doing, hitting on me or some crap. eventually i caught on and ran down the stairs, grabbed some bread, dipped it in the grape juice and ate it. considering how hungry i was, i forgot the whole "communion" "praise God" thing and chugged it. but the music was good, the concert saturday from "By The Tree" was AWESOME! and i got all of their autographs :) teehee! the drummer is MINE! went rock climbing and kt almost killed me with her belajing skills but i made it to the top of one of ze walls! YAY! go me! *claps* it was all really fun, and i'm glad i went and thanks to kt who invited me. maybe i can finally see that God really does love me, and he would never leave me to die and suffer. He's there, although sometimes it isn't so obvious. I love God with all my heart and all i want is to be a better christian and have more faith.and if it means giving up all of my dreams only to follow him, so be it. it's worth all the risk in the end.


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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   Veteran's Day


"But fame is theirs - and future days
On pillar'd brass shall tell their praise
Shall tell - when cold neglect is dead -
'These for their country fought and bled.'"
~Philip Freneau

"I'm proud to be an American, where at least i know i'm free, and i won't froget the men who died who gave that right to me, and i'll gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today, cause there ain't no doubt i love this land, God Bless the U.S.A."

~This nation will remain the land of the free only so long as it is the home of the brave~

~I think there is one higher office than president and I would call that patriot~

~I want to thank all the Vetaran's across the nation and overseas for giving the greatest sacrifice. Especially, i want to pray for those poor souls in Iraq because, unlike most wars, we are fighting without a cause. but they need our support if they are ever to succeed. People will tell you they are fighting and dying for our country but i don't belive that, i believe they are dying for the Iraq nation, and that is wrong. but, it takes true courage to stand up to someone who hates us as much as those people do. God bless our troops, they need it more than we do. God save America, for it does not deserve a blessing as great as yours, but it does need salvation. Help us to rediscover what we have lost. *Anti-Bush* Support the Troops.
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