Saturday, October 16, 2004

   happy again
yesterday was one long arse day yo! i got to school at about 7:40, missed 1st period cause Color Guard had to practice, had to go to Algebra 2 then take a quiz in Biology, then i went to 4th period where i did NOTHING! yay! then everyone went to a pep rally while i stayed behind with JROTC to practice again and get ready for the parade. we all watched as the freshmen showed up one at a time to get their uniforms on...this process took forever. FINALLY, it was time to march down the road to where the parade was starting, then we marched all the way back IN the parade -_- the band almost got me off step with their gay arse drums. geeze, stupid people. *gets jumped by random marching band person* then we had to practice AGAIN! for the game, until two people ran off so we picked some random people to be on our color guard, which screwed the WHOLE THING UP! i was pissy cause they shouldn't have left for anything. but yeah, so we did out color guard, SOUTH FRIGGIN WON! DUDE! I WAS LIKE....O....M....G.../dies/ then i rode to kts house where we watched funnyjunk videos and other wierd crap. had to get up early today then call my brother who was pissy cause he had to come pick me up to take me home. little piss ant can eat himself! grrr! but yeah, i'm happy cause homecoming is over and we FRIGGIN WON! how cool is that shzzt?



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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   kinda...baffled
well, this is gonna get pretty confusing cause it's...well...my thoughts sorta. anyways, i was sitting in class the other day just watching all my friends and stuff and i realized just how much they've changed and how much they really don't give a sh*t what happens to me. and they're people who used to be really close to me, which is sad cause they've moved on now to other friends and i feel kinda left out. now the only place i ever want to be is home or in JROTC (home away from home) and now my brother is all DRAMA! and i'm like AHHH! go away! it's so confusing and i'm tired of caring about people who don't deserve it (not my brother, but other people). then there are people who are still cool and i just don't get to see them much and i know i want to be around them soooo bad which also scares me, cause i don't know where that is coming from :\ *sigh* i really don't know how to express it but i feel kinda helpless sometimes, like i'm crying out but no one hears me. i guess i still look happy on the outside, and i do have a great family and God and everything, i just don't know what's wrong...

"what will it take to show you that it's not the life
it seems
i've told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook
for the last time-take a good hard look"
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Monday, October 11, 2004

   now walls can MOVE? wtf is up with this world!
haha! i spent to night at miller's house last night (annie, i call her miller though, so :P) her dog tried to eat me, and then I watched one of her cats stalk a squirrel *high 5s kitty* went for a long arse bike ride and got dunked in a lake (it's like the beach...only not). played a little DDR which i still can't get...grrrr! watched some Major Payne, love that movie. payne is awesome. then they gave me a tatoo which i'm trying to hide from my parents 0_0 then today i had a fcking color guard infront of...a moving wall...since when do people move walls? but it was pretty cool cause it was a replica of the vietnam memorial and it was all patriotic and crap, even though i'm not. so yeah, but then the news didn't even show the color guard. i was pissy, BLEH! then i came home and now i'm bored...imagine that!!

miller: you could so sneak out of that window at night
me: yes, i've tried
miller: did it work?
me: well...i said i TRIED


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Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don?t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding

No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I?m happy
But I?m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don?t know what it?s like
What it?s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life


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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   YAY! ADVENTURE!

You should star in an adventure film!


What Genre Movie Should You Star In? (Anime Pictures)
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   BOOYAH!

You are a Goddess!


What Mythical Girl are You?
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   wtf yo? is this good?

You are most like Omar!


What ham ham human are you most like?
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   i am not childish...just evil

You are childish!


What is your anime personality?
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   they will never take our FREEEEEEEEEDOM!

You dream about freedom! You are very fun to be
around, and you are very hyper. Hyperness is a
good thing though, so keep being yourself!


What do you dream of? (anime pictures)
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   GotHicELFgiRL004: Power Puff Girls Gone Wild...cept this time w/ chain saws and drugs

You are Poison!You're apathetic and detatched from
reality.Noone can really relate to you but it
doesn't matter much to you since you live in
your own little world anyway..


Which Gothic Powerpuff Girl Are You?
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