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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   kinda...baffled
well, this is gonna get pretty confusing cause it's...well...my thoughts sorta. anyways, i was sitting in class the other day just watching all my friends and stuff and i realized just how much they've changed and how much they really don't give a sh*t what happens to me. and they're people who used to be really close to me, which is sad cause they've moved on now to other friends and i feel kinda left out. now the only place i ever want to be is home or in JROTC (home away from home) and now my brother is all DRAMA! and i'm like AHHH! go away! it's so confusing and i'm tired of caring about people who don't deserve it (not my brother, but other people). then there are people who are still cool and i just don't get to see them much and i know i want to be around them soooo bad which also scares me, cause i don't know where that is coming from :\ *sigh* i really don't know how to express it but i feel kinda helpless sometimes, like i'm crying out but no one hears me. i guess i still look happy on the outside, and i do have a great family and God and everything, i just don't know what's wrong...

"what will it take to show you that it's not the life
it seems
i've told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook
for the last time-take a good hard look"
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