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Tuesday, October 19, 2004


  well, i'm not in that great of a mood :\ got into a couple of debates online last night about politics and such. someone suggested religious debate, and i knew as soon as they did that it was time to get pissy. it got me really upset b/c things like that make me doubt myself. they put down my positions until i feel so stupid and naive and then i ask questions and lost faith. faith is the only thing i have to keep me from going insane, and people try to rip it away from me. it's not fair and i hate them for it. then when i got home from a semi-good day at school and driver's ed, my grandaddy was in the hospital again. this also gets to me cause this is like, the 3rd time since school started and they keep sending him home like nothing's wrong. something HAS TO BE WRONG! friggin idiot doctors should be shot. so that's where my parents are now. it's just got me questioning myself again, and i hate not being sure of things.
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