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Monday, November 15, 2004


   yay for pilgirmage!
Pilgrimage was awesome! i went to hopefully rebuild my faith in God which was beginning to waver, and for at least a while, i think i've found something to keep me going. I was the only baptist there, but sometimes i forgot that when the music was playing. we were all the same to God, and baptists and methodists really aren't all that different. i was a little confused when it came time for communion, cause my church doesn't do that. we call it the lord's supper. but this dude in a pink shirt came up and told me to go down the stairs. i looked at him like he was stupid, i didn't know what he was doing, hitting on me or some crap. eventually i caught on and ran down the stairs, grabbed some bread, dipped it in the grape juice and ate it. considering how hungry i was, i forgot the whole "communion" "praise God" thing and chugged it. but the music was good, the concert saturday from "By The Tree" was AWESOME! and i got all of their autographs :) teehee! the drummer is MINE! went rock climbing and kt almost killed me with her belajing skills but i made it to the top of one of ze walls! YAY! go me! *claps* it was all really fun, and i'm glad i went and thanks to kt who invited me. maybe i can finally see that God really does love me, and he would never leave me to die and suffer. He's there, although sometimes it isn't so obvious. I love God with all my heart and all i want is to be a better christian and have more faith.and if it means giving up all of my dreams only to follow him, so be it. it's worth all the risk in the end.


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