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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
happiness...i think i have a right to share in it
i'm thinking something is REALLY wrong when you can trust complete strangers more than your own friends. I guess it's because they have no idea who you are talking about and can't use their pre-concieved notions to influence you, only tell you what they can from their own experiences. I might just stop asking for adivce all together, cause it always sucks (especially when i ask men) and it never says the same thing that my heart does. People think i'm so simple and i have no thoughts at all, no feelings, but that goes to show how naive they are. Everyone is so self-centered that they never take the time to notice anything else. I guess people think i don't notice how they really are, i don't think they realize it. I wish i could make them see it, but i'm afraid of hurting someone's feelings. And I'm tired of being treated like a damn child! i'm 15 years old, i don't need them watching over me every waking-moment. i wish people would put a little more trust in me, cause it really pisses me off when people hold me back because they see me wandering off. I don't mean to push anyone away, but at least let me live my own God given life!
"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for."
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