current time: 5:42
current smell...: some perfume my sister sprayed at the other end of the house... o.O
current thought: my nassel passage...just collapsed...
Alright... i reeeeeeeaaaally shouldn't be posting. i really don't have the time. XD. I need to study for all sorts of exams but...mailnly chemistry since that one is thursday...ick!
Maybe after i shower later, i'll get to your sites. ^_^ promise. but can't right now.
i don't even not why i'm posting. I guess because i have alot on my mind. But i can't really talk about it. ^_^ And somethings...are just better left unsaid.
hm! I found this amazing thing that Kaoru said in an interveiw...and it really really strengthened me in away. I guess. i kinda look up to him. As a role model and stuff. Yeh i know... i pick the best role models *sarcasm*
but all the members of diru were asked what their life motto was, and Kaoru said, "Don't blame the heavens for what you don't have. If fate wants you to have it you will, if not- don't hold a grudge."
thats proly not exact. but yes. It really meant alot to me personally. YOu would just have to have the same thought process as me to undersatnd why. I really can't explain it. ^_^
But i sat there after i read it and thought... that came out of the mought of the man who said the second most important thing in the world to him....was his hair. XD ah...gotta love Leader-Sama and is inner queen.
alright well. i'm cutting this drabble off. before i start ranting on about kaoru some more. because trust me i could. -_- Bet Kyoko can relate.
~Shin-chan
QUESTION!! (just because i'm curious to know the answers)
Q: Who would you consider to be your role model? (Can be someone you know, or someone you don't. Fictional, or non.) Why?
A: Kaoru Niikura. He is a strong leader. Despite his many imperfections... he doesn't care what other people think about him... if you don't like him, he basically sends you a giant F*** You. He is an amazing Musician (and i'm an aspiring one. XD) He has a goofy sense of humour...but knows when he needs to be serious. And...he loves what he does. And he is pasionate about it... which is amazing to me. ^_^
Don't Feed the Rockstar
ooo another thing. The Crimson-Rose and i have been chatting on AIM... and well. I was talking about how Die used to be "bigger" and well. i think he looked amazing. But all his fans told him he was fat so he started to limit his food. Well f*** them. Die was hot...(not saying he isn't now).Now he is all SKIIIIIIINNY.
But yeh. So this resulted from that. The Crimson made the banner... i started the idea.X3 Its a support group for Die. XD