Monday, March 7, 2005

   the fcat
hi ppl
fcat was today.
die fcat. die. lol
um today was good. lunch was confusing lol
nothing really hhappened. im sore as anything though. dumb stupid soccer. lol
the day is getting better by the hour. lol yay. i will post much more tomorrow, for i must flee. later
kchan
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

hehe!
im sooo damn hyper. lol today was like...awesome. lol
i went out with my sister in the morning and had fun. then i fought with rob in the afternoon. and then i went to cvs with kioko and then to the beach. hehe it was soooo pretty today. if its like that tomorrow, im going back. lol
then i went to the carnival thing. lol that was great. and i say rob! hehe now i have good memories. damn kioko, she asked him to on a ride i said i would go on if rob was there! damn ppl.
lol
so im happy. ill be content for a while. i must flee. later!
kchan, the happy
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Friday, March 4, 2005

moving is now the the new evils of life
hes leaving! *sniffs* lol im ok! i swear it.
my left brain isnt here today*points to right side* i swear...
my toe still hurts from kicking the stupid wall. lol
then i had to race andrea. grr! i will get you. haha
ok what else? im hyper. im ok. im alive and ive got totally awesome friends, some of who i will actually get to see this weekend. w00t.
lol
later
kchan the slower
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   24 hours and 2 minutes....
first of all, im fine guys.
secondly, yea things are bad, but i can handle it. i prepared this time *sighs*
so yea, things i guess are just going sour all around. but, now i can work on them. hopefully. atleast i hopefully didnt hurt anyone. i was so ready to lie again. wtf is wrong with me somedays. *sighs*
i need to go, have soccer today.
kchan
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

hehe
im so happy, and hyper. lol
^.^ things are going better for me, but not for most. *cough*
um yes i hope things do get better for all. :/ its hard, seeing what i have seen. boys are evil some days.
not today, so far
anyhows, tsuki otome im sorry i didnt see you at lunch today. if you need an excuse i have a very good one. hehe(aka reason why im happy)
must flee
later
kchan
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

the calm
the calm i think is here...or was i already in it. i dont know. i was preparing too much to noticed. im facing the storm this time, head up. no looking down, or back. lol thats when i hit things. ^.^
im fine, i guess. im ok atleast. ill live through all of this. im about to be in the middle, even though im not suppose to be. but...im going to stop pain from happening. i hate that. yet, im not giving up what i want. ive always ddone that, and its left things more messed up....
so im leaving, getting ready for school, much later.
kchan, the wise..hehe
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Monday, February 28, 2005

schools
schools back. joy.
stevens done with. *sighs* some ppl are just better as friends.
um nothing else really happened. i need to go...later
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

   hi ppl.
had fun today
ended up at the beach not to long ago with tony clara and steven.
then, i looked out to the waves, and...ali flooded my mind
i cant look at the beach without some thought of her going through my mind. her mother breaking down, the flowers, her room, her....*sighs* i dont want the past to come back, for her to be part of my thoughts again, but daily it seems i wonder about it, thinking. like on the bus....i miss her, very much. *looks off* thats when things went downhill too. around that time...i just saw that....
its amazing, how someone so special can leave such a stain on your life. i hope shes happy, and smiling.
i need to go.
much later
kchan
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   hi ppl
yes things are getitng much, much better.
im telling ppl everything, that way i can regret nothing.
its helping, alot. im also in the middle of a war, which isnt helping any, but im working on it. *sighs* but all and all today was fine. long, but fine. lol
went shopping for my ski trip im going on over spring break today, and my sisters home, so i have to go oit the dinner with her now..
later
kchan
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   hmm today was well...today
days are either tooo short, or too long
2nd period was just sressful today. damn ppl
lunch was ok
5th i almost fell asleep.
6th was stupid...long..but easy.
um what else?
i guess things are getting better. i wish ppl would stop walking on eggshells, its helping no one

1st period was just evil. i had to read this long thing for romeo and juliet, and it was really long and confusing. like a bloody page. and i kept stoping because i would lose my spot or something. i have reading outloud. and tomorrow i have another long part. damn that women. lol

i must flee...later
kchan
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