Wednesday, February 23, 2005

things..
things were going ok, getting better.
but now...blah.
im not depressed, but im just blah. its so annoying.
i dont know if i want someone to shoot me, or if i want to hold the gun.
im just annoyed alot today. and it want to like yell at someone. but its not working. i cant scream. i can barely talk....
i like want to hit something, but i have no need. wtf is wrong with me...
i have too much to do. i must go. *sighs* please dont start worring about me. i have no knife in my house...beides hte kitchen ones, but i wouldnt use those.
so yes im fine. lol
im leaving now. later days...
kchan...
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   schools going better. lifes getting back to normal chaos. all good.
i guess i have a fine enough day. sure. why not. um...everyone should still die. hehe
ok i have to be going
ill ttul later
kchan
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Monday, February 21, 2005

mondays are crap. end of story.
god. well, its slowly getting better. which is always good.i might make a couple mistakes that will cost me alot this week, but i gots cool ppl like jinku and kioko that are always here for me. you ppl mean alot. you dont know how much..
i must go run, lots to do, little time.
later, much
kchan
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   in the wee hours of the morning...
hi ppl. im on drugs, or candy
blah. today was fun. i had soccer(blah!) and then matt came over and we worked on our project and then steven came over. gah.
im really over hurting all the ppl who care for me, becuase i feel like i am. and its rather annoying. i just have no urge to decide and seal my fate by saying 2 different words to 2 different ppl. grrr.
im too young for this.
i hope everyone else is doing fine. i hope kioko(i refuse to call her...relina...) is doing good. and that jinku has fun, and skun does, marching. um what else? nothing out later days
kchan
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   today..wow...fun
today was fun. atleast after school. jinku helped me really get my mind off all the stuff. ^.^ we should really do it more often. it was great. well, cant really post alot. ppl-have fun. lol
later kchan
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   very confusing times....
eh. ppl. im so lost. and its my life. i say we have a little cheat cheat on life. lol
that would be welcome, very much so.
anyhows, what do i have to say. soccer team will die. um, what else. parents will too. um school. boys. lol
but all and ill im happy, somewhat. lol later
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   better..things are getting better.
my lifes kind of getting on the upside. im trying to eliminate problems and hassles, make them all go away. that would be rather nice.
the glass is always half full. if its not, fake like it is ^.~
must go..homework time.

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   god damn life!
see now my life is in chaos. god damn boys actually. im very angered. i hope that all males die. very, very soon. arent i sweet. i cant really say why over myO but if you know me, and want to know, ill be more than happy to share. i need to leave-now.
kchan
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   its been a long while...
hi ppl..
sry ie been like killing this site. its dead and i cant deal with it. i do take look at other ppls, but ive been busy.
life for most is taking a turn for the worst. its hard. i know. i hope eveyone does better, and that everyone who does have a good life, that it stays that way ^.^
much later
kchan
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Sunday, February 13, 2005

   da ball...
yesterday was awesome. s-kun is very sweet jinku. hopefully kioko is going to have fun now. ^.^ it was still like so fun.
i needed that. although now i have earned a stalker friend. omg. anyhows, yea i had fun and all it was nice, to just get out. ^.^ must go...test to study for, schan to tlak to. later
....it still would have been soo much better if it would have been at the o club.
kchan
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