Friday, February 11, 2005

   tomorrow...
it will never get here!
lol tonight was good. got to see steven ^.^ always nice. i guess im going to relax for a while, and just chill when im done with soccer. joy.
then go to the military ball. yay...lol
itll be nice to get out.
and then sunday it looks like im going to the movies with steven. ok im outta here. later guys
kchan
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   long time since i updated...
ive been neglecting this site soo much
ok yea, me and steven are going out. (robbins)
um
all this bs in my life...over it you ppl are just dumb, i swear. you ppl
im tryin to stay out, but i cant. i dont mind...but still
i dunno. ive been off lately. dunno whhy
soccer team is pissing me off. i swear to f*cking god...
lol
ok ive lost it. ive got too much to day. much later, will have a meaningful post up here soon. lol later
kchan
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   flower...flower...flower..
lol im so crazy
tonight was fun. lol went to the shs game with tony and steven(only tony took off) we me and steven were there, so i helped run the consation stand at half time. geeze..lol the evil lady there did know anytthing.
so yea, anyhows, i had a good time with steven, very entertaining. the other steven, hill was there sitting behind us. omg. lol
so yea, um what do i have to say? school was awesome. and i had fun today. got to see steven alot ^.^ lord.
im happy and content with my life, and i rrfuse to listne to what ppl might say. so yea. im outta here. much later
kchan
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   ok heres the just of what happened with steven
ok ppls...this is what happened between me and steven. last time i was there, he beat on me and i beat him back. so this time, i tried being nice. didnt realy work all to well
i kept getting tally marks. stupid. i would say something mean. yes
so then we got to tonys, he already was being mean and stuff. so then i think i said or did something, and he grabed me and started choking me. tony and hannah were there, but they like...didnt notice or somehting
so i was like...not getting air, and things were spinning and i was freaking out, trying to get fre, and then all of the sudden he let go and dropped me and i fell. and then he backed up and tony was freaking out. i was crying too, cuz it hurt, and i honestly was scared. ill admit that
anyhows, tony was freaking out, but steven wasnt listen, he came back to me on the floor and tried to help me, bu i like fled to the couch(i was still all dizzy so this was hard)
so then i finally starting breathing ok again, and the room stoped moving, and thats when inoticed tony and steven werent in the room, and hannah who was watching me went down the hall to tonys room, and i followed. so i walked down the hall too, and steven had looked himself in tonys room, so i told tony and hannah to leave, and i made him open the door.
we talked and he said he was sorry, and he looked like he meant it alot. and i knew he did. and he hugged me, and walked me back out there. tony gave him a lecture and stuff. and the whole night he was watching me, cuz i still kind of got dizzy and my throat was killing me. and then i almost feel asleep on him. and he kept holding me..it was interseting (mind you he is a senior and my 5th grade teachers son, my moms teachers son, tonys best friend, so he is sort of off limits) so steven cares for me, and wont ever hurt me agian
its long, i know. sry guys
later
kchan
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   good days..on the way
hmm today was a good day...
cept whenn steven tried to choke me! gah. the twiit
hmm soccer practice was good. relaxxing. i shall take control of the team. ^ ^ they need someone like me to dictact them...they just dont know it yet
hmm
went to tonys. almost got killed. there was a lot of drama there. i might go over again after shopping(sry jinku :( ) hmm what else...
the sky is blue and im happy.
im in a good mood(cept the fact it hurts to swallow) but im still happy. stuff happened with steven..so blahness
hmm im actually getting good at ddr. i want to get it for xbox. that would be awesome. ^.^
hmmm later, much
kchan
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Friday, February 4, 2005

blahness...much
blah. its just a blah day.
tomorrow should be better. woot.
hmm
what to say
blah. bye?
lol um i guess...ill post tomorrow, or soemthing
blahness out
kchan
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   this ones for the girls...
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished apon a shooting star
Your beautiful the way you are

This one's for the the girls
Who loved without holdin back
Who dreamed with everything they had
All around the world

^me and kioko like that song now ^ ^ lol
we had fun(i think) last night at this thing for our old school. lol stupid ppl infront of us were to talk. lol saw steven robbins little sister, i swear if he beats on me this weekend, i will kill him ^ ^
im such an angle guys
hmm im finally over the evil twits in my life, so unless they decide to bug me, i shall not be mentioning them soon. well, cept rob.i havent told him yet. jason didnt care and i was pissing andrew off, so yea ^ ^ i had fun with it. lol yea ok i am evil. but i have to be nice to steven today, and the other one tomorow. jinku...i need to know! soon!!!!!!! later, school time and stuff
kchan
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   hi!!
hi ppls!!!!
^ ^
haha im so hyper.
but im allowed to be cuz...
*does drum roll* its my bday
haha
eh. today was ok
maybe i shouldnt have had that coke when i got home. lol later ppls
kchan
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   welcome to the fall out
hi ppls....
im like neglecting this site. my god
hmm today was ok. went to doubles after school with kioko. ^ ^ i always like that.
days are getting longer now. i swear


oh oh oh....
its my bday tomorrow.!!!!!!!! im happy .i want it done and over with. ^ ^
later i think homework time and the yea later....will post tomorrow.....
kchan
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   your so on the list...
hi guys
had another good day with tony. talked to jason somewhat today.
i shall never get him out my life. but i dont know if i wnat to push him out. everyone and their mom knows i care for him
geeze. ppl everyone thinks im going to be going out with andrew again. my god.
i met steven, again today. the dumb twit. he beat on me. i swear to god i was going to kill him.
me and tony and hannah and him just chilled all day and relaxed. it was ok. i liked it.
and i have a freakin bruise on my hand from him. gosh that hhurts.
so yea..bob
i think andrew imed me today. i dont know if that was him. i thinnk it was. we shall have to see.
i dont want to go to school tomorrow. god.
now i will flee and bug ppl
much later
pfd
kchan
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