Sunday, January 30, 2005

   jinkx me something crazy
hi ppls
im actually having ok days now
although friday was somewhat bad, but still!
i got to run around with tony and cause chaos. lol it was nice.
we were like singing in his car, rocking it out.
and playing DDR. lol
running around blockbustr getting confused.
and then i got home at like 9...boy were my parents suprised. lol
so then yea
i hope today im going to be getting out and seeing like kioko or something.
zmax does want me to go see him :/ i dont know. im not even sure how he got my cell-tell number.
eh. whatever.
jason still bugging me. haha ifigured out how to look at ppls profiles. lol through ichat, the dumb system. lol
and so yea.
um i really actually have nothing to say. i still need to talk to my parents about the ball. maybe i should do that today. lol erg before interims. *sighs* i hop my life is getting better, if its not. oh well.
i shall not consinplate things that i dont really control.
my house is freezing and im the only one aake and im still tired, although, kioko i did sleep, some last night. boys. iswear to god. lol
well, later. gonna work with ichat some. byez
kchan
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   you cant break what you can not change
hi guys.
its been a long while since i updated. :/
oy. im in a world of chaos. when have i never been!? lol
i have a social life..kind of again. its nice.
david leaving for iraq soon!!!!!! like the 1st or 3rd. god just right before or after my b-day this is going to be a bad week. lord.
so yea. im like tired because i didnt sleep well at all last night. dont know why.
i hate this war. with a passion now.
oy. but im glad i have such great friends like kioko and jinku and master t who take my mind off all this crap for a day of awsome-ness. lol
oy. gtg. bye
kchan
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   keep holding on and on(and on and on)
hey guys...
its been a bit since i updated.
anyhows, soccer season is done with. which is good. more time to focus on school, and hang out with my firends more, and relax.
alot has been happening lately. but i dont want to go into it now. its still all too confusing. once its past, ill tell everyone.
anyhows, yea i guess im doin pretty good. cept all this shit. but besides that, im good.
its just so stressful right now, god. i want to like know what to do! god. i really want to just find some reason in the chaos. and to know if i should listen to my firends. i dont know! gah..
im going away now. later
kchan
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   dum-duh-duh-dum...
hello guys
im being random. yes, random. sure, why the bloody hell not.
anyohws, yesterday was well interseting. gah, jinku didnt you say that trust was the foundation of any relationship? cuz honestly im screwed if it is. lol. i had fun with kioko in that chat room. damn. you ppl. confused me sooooo damn bad. and then yea i had fun relaxing! lol yes and i didnt do my school work *looks around*
hmmm i think im finally over andrew. i mean i knew i was before, but now, i really am. lol i told him bout jason. lol he was kind of mad, so i siad ''payback hell'' and i left.
well, it is. anyhows, dude im so hyper. maybe having coke for breakfast isnt such a hot idea! lol im gonna be bouncing around till my game. gah we have a game on the one day off. damn soccer. thank god its almost over! freakin a. i need a break....
later guys
kchan
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

   but wait, my heart..
yesterday did rock. first of all, im still tired as anything. i keep staying up too late. lord, 2 in the morning.
anyhows, jason came over ^ ^ and then becca did. and then yea we hung out and i like it. alot.
then they went bye bye. so i went to luis' party for a bit. got to see car. always a plus. and everyone else. so yea anyhows, the day was just good, i guess. i got to froget everything for a bit.
later
kchan
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   hey guys. its been a couple days, i think since i last updated. awsome. anyhows, ilfes getting ok again. no more very depressed nights with no one to talk to. i have 2 amazing ppl to thank for that. lol. well anyhows, um...uh.
oh yea we won our game last night. against eau gallie. heck yea. we won.
ah...i stayed up til like 4 last night talking to jason. holy cow. im tired then he called at 9! i was like wtf? stupid. he was suppose to call at 8, thank god he didnt or else i wouldnt have like gotten out of bed. geeze...
anyhows, yes so today should be fun, so im not going to waste all day online. later guys
kchan
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   this is horrid...
i have competely run out of random titles now.
sure ok.
yes im still all blahish from everything thats happened. although now im like actually thinking about me actions. and found out im evil. my own conclusion.
ive also been putting off a lot of my school work. my mom is going to kill me. if ppl at school dont before that. oy....
anyhows, the day was well. cept of course michelle laughing at me, cuz andrew came over to talk to em. and this one look...gah it wont get out of my head. ok i need to go get ym soccer stuff ready. later all
kchan...
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

wheres the nearest bridge?
i shall have to find out. maybe ill also jump off while im there. should be fun.
yep im a very very crappy/depressed mood...dont ask why. i wont say. well some might know. anyhows, yea today was good till bout 515ish. god online is evil. i swear. freaking..a...
kioko, thanks for today. youve been awsome. im glad i atleast had a good day, before this. i know your most likely going to help me through it, cuz you always do. i might go for mr man...i dunno. im more for the crying, not looking stage. stupid. im sooo stupid. yea sure. later
kchan
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   yea baby!
im sooooooo happy. i scored tonight(in soccer) heck yea. lol it was a sweet goal. everyone was all happy and stuff. lol i was so smiley, and then i almost did it again, then the stupid girl hit me. lol so yea, im happy. stuff happened after the game, but later. kchan
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   woot...lol
yea woot guys,
good day. very good liked today. liked it alot. its getting better by the hour too.
game was fine, we won...whats new? lol j/k were 8-3-1 sure yea good for us.
lunch was...good. i actually rememeber my new lock combo! lol im so smart ^ ^
so yea im like going away now. things to do and ppl to bug. later
kchan
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