Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   hey ppls...
today was....eh...*finds nearest bridge...*
school was ok..it was the ppl in it that i shall kill...gah...im really not liking the way some new situtions are devolping....grrr. ha good news, i can get into my locker again ^ ^ new lock and i got to ride the golf cart thingy!! woohoo...oh that was good. i was happy. ook lol i need to go like yell at someone(god i almost did on the phone with jason) that or i might yell at andrew...oh that would be fun. lol i should tomorrow. gah...hes coming back tomorrow*goes to corner* i need help...lots of it....
the whole issue...with um...gah jinku..i know you told me new names...im so dumb..this whole big new issue that ppl dont know bout... i dont know what to do...


oh kioko, he is most likely going to come over saturday ^ ^ i like the boy not being here, i acutally get to talk to you. i shall see...
ok i need to go...im going to kill someone soon if i dont...later
kchan
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   last day of vacation...
yes, finally our vacation has come to an end. lol. it was fun and all, but i just hate long vacations.
anyhows...
oh my bday is in one month ^ ^ i still have to decide what to do. i might just have ppl over. i dunno..we shall see... anyways, yea, i guess i really got nothing to say. im getting like sicker, so im actually going to sleep before 11 tonight...stupid ppl..lol. so i guess ill post tomorrow
later
-kchan

oh blade, i love you story so far ^ ^ keep posting

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Saturday, January 1, 2005

   my new years eve, and new years day morning...
yesterday was a rather interseting day. so was today. so far atleast.
um well i didnt get to go to jinkus party. :( not cool.
so then i stayed here, and joe, ariel, rob, and brandon like..showed up. lol i was like..ok then. right.
so then we played halo 2...didnt feel like killing ppl so i let them win..and thenthey went away. so i had to go out to eat with my rents...and me and my mom went by target, and i saw rob. didnt feel like going inside so i stayed outside.
and then i ate dinner(oh that was good :D ) and then i came home, talked to like 500 ppl. and then we watched the little ball thingy drop. and regis made it sound like a horse race. lol.
and then i called more ppl to wish tme a happy new year, went online and did that. talked to ppl till like 3, where im pretty sure i feel asleep until like 615. then i went back to sleep, and here i am. and so now i need to find something to do today. grrr...well later
-kchan(boring post i know)
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   happy new year!!!
yay..its another year ^ ^
means i can screw up for the next 365 days. lol.
means i can also completely change. hope its both lol
well now i have the chance to not make the same mistakes, make new ones, and come up with new memories. which shall be good cuz this yea is already promising to be quite interseting. i just want to say thanks to all my firends, youve made 2004 awsome and i hope youll do the same in 2005! later
-kchan, on crack...
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

   purses+ me = hell..lol
stupid mall...lol
went shopping with the gang today. was pretty fun. till my mom showed up. i had to buy a purse, all the way down at hot topic! gah. lol we were like on the other side of the mall! lol sry bout that you guys.
the purse actually is cool. its like plain. im going to put LOTR pins on it, and some band pins, if i get any ^ ^
got a new TBS shirt. lol and a coll cross necklace. looks very gothy. i like it. lol some posters (halo 2!!!) and some other things that jinku copied from me. (evil)
then kioko came over and i copied some cds from her. ^ ^ havent even listen to them yet. finally got that song from bobert. lol.
so then i made an awsome mixed cd. lol.
so now i shall leave and go and do some other stuff. later! (like find that stupid picture for jinku)
-kchan
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   interseting day...
yes ok so i went to the doctor this morning about my cold. have some viral infection. great to hear. psh. cant pass it on though, which is good. :)
then stayed home, rested, doctors orders of course. got my lyrics for brand new. joy.
then at like 6 the power just goes off...we were like...um ok.
power line on a1a like fell. kind of funny cuz my dad and i were just pointing out like 2 days ago that it looked crooked. lol were like ''wow never noticed how bent that was at the top. oh well'' if only we would have called it in
so power just zaps off.
then comes on after i eat dinner(taco bell, heck yea) lol and then my parents are gone now, and my throat hurts and my head and i wasnt really suppose to have greasy food cuz of my stomach but oh well, and i got to talk to bobert today(jinku or blade, maybe one of you could give me a new name for him) so then yea that was good. and then i kept going to sleep all day cuz im on medication agian. joy..
and im just rambling, cuz of the medication, so i will leave. later
-kchan
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   hey you guys,
i swear, im sick for one day, and then im completely confused! my god. lol yea yesterday i was sick and all...lovely, especially on my break. grrr...well, anyhows, life is getting back to normal...finally. except a few presents, im all done with christmas, and now much focus on new years eve. and im off my medication, so im good. lol. hate drugs. i was like...high. it was horrid. i dunno..i really have nothing to say..i guess ill update later...
-kchan
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

oh right, forgot something from while back!
i forgot to tell about my awsome day. lol.
ok well carlos came over to sat. beach(its been forever) and so kioko asked if i wanted to come...hmm lets think.
so i went with them for a while, we went to the movies, (which i had already seen) and i sat next to car on the end, and so i got bored and put my head on his shoulder. i was tired. lol so then yea we got to talk alot and be by ourselves alot it was awsome cuz i forgot how much i missed him. lol.
it was nice cuz i got away from this big mess....^-^ want more details just ask. too happy to stay at computer for too long.
later
-kchan
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   merry christmas everyone
^^ today is an awsome day lol. im very happy. lol. not really quite sure why, but ok.
i got some LOTR stuff and soccer and some random things. very good.
best part though is spending time with my family :) i havent seen most since turkey day. god that seems like forever ago. *sighs* right back to my happy atitude.
omg i should never come back online. as soon as i did, stuff hppened, and ppl talked to me(joe) and i felt realllllly bad. but i shall not think of it right now. that is another days thought. thanks to all my firends, you guys are great. your always there for me. ^^ anyhows, haha buba gave me this really nice back pack from italy. omg its so pretty and soft. lol. i still want a jacket. lol oh well...


well i shall go run away now, later
-kchan

(brand nizzle forshizzle...keep it real)
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Friday, December 24, 2004

well this christmas shall bring new things...not so sure i liike them..
here, ill just say it easily: im single again.
yes me and joe broke up. i did it. and now i feel like crap. he just got so mad, and it was the first time hes ever catorigorized me with someone else.
but then this morning i read through his older journal entries, and he talked about this girl, the same way he use to talk about me. i mean, i was just...i guess i did exactly what she did, so im now a horrid person, which i am. i am very sorry for the pain i cause. it seems like all the possible, good relationships, i just feel wrong about, yet the crappy ones, like andrew, i just im so stuck in.
i need some serious time to think, and some ppl to talk to. i guess my christmas break shall be filled now. im more stressed now than at exams, atleast then i had a set of choices....
-kchan
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