Saturday, November 27, 2004

   movies movies and more movies!
hey hey guys!
im in a good mood. :)
ive gone and seen 2 movies in two days and im going again tonight with ari! lol
kioko and jinku and i wwnt to see bridget jones today. it was good.kioko was freakin out on the way over there. lol. it was funny. and then jinku killed the ash tray! n while kiokos dad was fixing it, jinku was trying to get me to face the camera and i fell and they still took a pic! freakin retards! lmao it was fun though. and then s-chan made a freakin sheild and had his sword. me and kioko were just like ''later jinku'' and watched s-chan charge at her. lol. and then yea i came home and i didnt have to decorate the tree!! lol. i was happy! i have to do that every year, and last year i basicly did it by myself. i just locked my self in my room and turned on my tbs. lol.
right well, yes ive gotta do some stuff before i leave. later!!!
kchan
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   day AFTER thanksgiving. lol
my mom was gone like all day shopping! lol. i was happy.
i got to see kioko and jinku. it was fun. it was nice to have a girls day out and then a get chased around by little kids with wooden swords lead by your b/f and brother day. lol
my aunt thought i was crazy when i told her what happened. it was funny.
its was good for me to get out cuz then i didnt really get sad over andrew and james. lol. now i get to get sad over keith. i just am going to let things work out on their own. what happens, happens. thats my new plan! lol. everytime i stop trying to make something happen, it happens, so im just gonna let nature take its course.


*sighs* ah well yea, thats that and im done so ill cya all later!
kk
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   turkey day...
happy turkey day everyone!
hope everyone whos going shopping tomorrow has fun. ill be home, bored. not cool.
i ran 2 miles today. it was fun. im going crazy.
im over all this andrew-james-new kid shit.
if andrew likes me, he needs to tell me. if james likes me he needs to say so, and if theis new kid likes me, i need to know. i just want to get it over with.im over all the mixed signals.
my life is getting better. im slowly jsut trying to move on. i realized before i was just trying to keep my head down and get through the days, but now i know i have to keep it up, and take the world face on. itll be better for me in the long run. its just hard...
my moms freakin annoying. i hate her. every christmas she buys me shirts i dont like and she TAKES them. its so gay. so i toldher this year i want a gift card instead. but no she wont do that. and then she tries to act like shes my friend and all..makes me mad, listens to MY music, freakin bugs me, and if i go in my room, i get in trouble. i fucking hate it.
grr. ok im done with my venting. lol. life just seems to be changing again. not fun. lol. well, later.
kk
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   bob...
tomorrows turkey day!! lol.. i love turkey day..i get to eat food all day. lol.
we won out game tonight...it was long but i got to play alot and i hurt one of the players and i was happy cuz she was pissin me off...im so mean like that :) lol
i talked to andrew last night...very interseting. lol. he likes me again.
and then i saw the boys jv game yesterday and i got to see the kid(who i need a name for...damn) and the was faster than me, but i could beat him. lol.
james was at school...not cool. he wasnt suppose to be. i was happy for a bit. and then i didnt go to garr and ari was there n she was having issues(wow, what a concept) n i wasnt there to help, which made me feel said.

and then on the way home from the game i brought home staci and shanna, and we were in the car, and stacy accused shanna of liking her b/f, but shanna has her own, n omg i kept saying stuff and they kept fight
it was funny. and entertaing. then we started talking about boys and then about andrew...aww..they found it sweet what he did on v-day
*smiles* i miss those days. cant ever go back to them though. stupid mistakes cost you everything
lol
ok anyhows, moving on...katilin on my team is like the coolest. lol she likes the smae type of music(omg she likes tbs only after becoming mainstream)(grr) i do. its so cool and then we looked at my mp3 player and her cd player(which is the coolest!) and yea we talked about mr funks and some other stuff and then i dozed off...lol i fell asleep on the bus ride over there, which was at like 2. omg i was like dead to the world. lol sad cuz the whole bus was like screaming. and mr cole fell aslepp and so did anne and katilin. it was funny. n then i got hit in the head with a bottle and it hurt. lol. im dumb
well i have to take my shower. later!
kchan
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   oy...
my god you guys. hate my life. cant get over andrew. he acts like he likes me agian. then poof...gone like the wind. oy...
and now i think im crushin on this kid in one of my other classes. but hes a soccer player..so its cool. lol.
james sat next to me today. :) lol
ari wasnt there. i was sad....but james sat next to me.
my group is i guess having problems..im like over it all. they can do whatever. i dont want to be involved anymore. im always involved and im always in the middle. i hate it.

andrew talked to me. plus for the day. i need to find out whats going on in that boys head. lol. i miss him. omg im obsessed..im going away. lol. i went to the boys jv soccer game(to see the kid yea) and theyre pretty good. oh well, i could beat them. lol i didnt get to see him play. i was sad. *goes to corner* oh well, i need to go do my crap. ill cya all later.
kk
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

   yesterday was a good day...
it was..
i got halo 2...^ ^ i have to get t over her so i can kill her and her get all mad and shit..lol..
and i ran around with the sword..oh that was fun. lol. actually i got pretty far...although i dont like being the convant guy. ok then!
that probably no sense to anyone..lol

blade and grey ghost got back together...which is a plus uz i knew that they were going to...they missed eachother..lordie...
shes lucky *sighs* right anyhows!
im so happy still...
yesterday was a good day...
hey wait...this means i cant kill grey ghost...damn..i made a sear for nothing...god...oh well..i cant always use it against andrew ;) omg grr he wasnt there at school on friday..i was sad. im also very obsessed...uh. i need to get over him..badly
ok..movin on...
soccer...grr..stupid ball..cant open my jaw all the way, or close it, or chew..and i get a ring in my ear every now and then...but i havent told my parents cuz theyll flip and my coaches would make me go see a stupid doctor...stupid grr..ball..
yea ok then...im like out of it...*stares off into space* o right...
yea im leaving and goin to my other journal...later
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

   ive very absent minded...
im just like in a trce, doing te same thing everyday. my god. i need a life...badly...
stupid soccer..got ht in the face..hurt like hell...ear hurts...cant eat, too much pressure on my jaw...i say i kill the soccer ball....freakin grr...
*sighs* my life is so blah, and all my friends are worried about me, and i dont know why. i mean im just not the same and i know why(i wont say) but i mean it shouldnt be effecting me this much. life is just...blahish.i hate it. god...lol..
im making 0 sense..stupid headache..im gonna go lay down. ill post more tongiht, when my heads on straight....
k-chan
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   boys are stupid throw spears at them
i swear...
i need to make a couple spears or something..my god. i feel so bad lately. i just want ot rewind time and go backa year, when i still had andrew, all my firends were good and this whole big mess im in isnt there. uh i just, i hate everything...
i miss andrew, badly. i dont know why though. i think i still like him or something.
all my friends have screwed up lives, and im just stuck, watching them, not being able to help at all...
all this shit ive caused, all the shit ive been thru...none of it matters anymore.im over it all...
i take me leave..
kchan
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   hi!!!!
ok my mood icon thing isnt how i feel! lol i just liked it..lol

im not depressed! lol im happy, content with me life and the way its going. im just noticing my friends are where i use to be, and when i think aobut it all i do get sad, but i try and make them happy..lol

uh i hate when ppl toy with my emotions. i will kill someone one day..i swear..lol
james stole my notes i needed for funk...grrr...*hits head 20 times over* *hits on table* o that hurt...
lol
ok that was fun.

ari is sooo odd...lol. i love her anyhows. lol jinku and t went to the mall..and now t thinks im like pissed i didnt go, and that lu is like doing whatever hes doing and stuff...im really gettin over dealing with them. if lu wants the group, he can have it. im runnin away before i say anymore stupid things. lol...later
kk
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   uh! stupid stupid ppl!!!
im surrounded by idiots. its horrid. gosh.
soccer was well blah. we did ok, but we didnt shoot! i would give a good pass, and the fowards would lose it. uh its was annoyin. then i got kicked in the stomach, which hurt. then i had some girl hold my hand when we were fighting for the ball, and i threw down her hand, and made a fist and punched her in the stomach. i felt much better then. i refuse to let her stay on her feet, so i knocked her down a couple minutes later, hitting her in the face on the way down, by accident of course.
and then i got hit in the face with the ball. it kind of hurt, i couldnt feel my face for a while. it was our first game, so we did ok. the score isnt important, rather how you play. we'll get better with time.

o joy! james sat next to me today, and when i had to leave for soccer, he wished me good luck :) lol chelle said was face was REALLY red. lol. i imagaine it was. lol. it burned lol. im so hopeless...*sighs*
uh it feels like a friday!! gosh.

ari! omg what the hell?! im wondering where she is at. its annoyin. i miss her, lol. shes suppose to be there, and laughing at me while james talks to me.grrrrrrrrr. lol ari i miss you!! you dont talk to me ne more!! what the heck! lol. im going to revolt against it lol. move to georgia or something...throw a couple spears. lol. good times, good memories! thick and thin! lol.

well i must leave now and go find something else to do...lol...later!
k-chan
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