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Wednesday, December 8, 2004


   its love, make it hurt...
well if it is, then it hurts...alot.
im over it all. honestly.
this whole thing with joe and ariel and g.g and blade.
i dont want to hurt anyone. i dont want to be the cause of pain! omg...get this right ppl.
ok now i will caml down and take this one issue at a time. im also going to be truthful to g.g.
ok...lets start with ariel-shes like my BEST friend,i would never hurt her and until last week she thought so too. well cuz of her brother, apperently im just like ''everyone else'' and im just evil and ill hurt her to get her brother. o she means more to be than him, shes been there for me. i really care bout ariel and now shes making me feel like i dont.
koe, her brother(bobert) likes me...and i really like him. ariel wont even let us be friends. can you see a problem forming? i can. it just seems like when i talk to him online, he seems to care alot, and actually i dunno,,
and then when i see him he seems un interseted, and just..distant.
blade-wow this was like the only good thing of the day! you didnt hate me for g.g! i was so amazed. lol. i thought you were going to hate me, which freaked me out. and then i saw you after today, and we talked( i needed that) and then everything was ok. that was so nice.
grey ghost-*sighs* ok this is were life just gets fun! freakin a. ok im gonna say no. its all this shit and its our freind ship. im just. i cant. im sry.
soccer i freaked killed my back some how and like pulled something so now it hurts to move(like walking and bending and stuff) and so im like upset bout that and i probably wont get to practice tomorrow unless it gets better.
im just sitting here, listen to my music, replay yesterday over in my head, praying ill wake up and itll be then, but i know it wont. but drift off and remember joe and ariel and i want things to just be sloved, and i want both friendships and g.g to be fine and just everything to be right. oh great....g.g just told me bout another issue..im so leavin.
kchan

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