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Thursday, August 24, 2006
Sorry..
Time of Post: 10:37PM
Mood:
Hi guys.. It's been forever since I last updated, ne? I'm just quite depressed..
Because I treat you all as my bestfriends..Let me share to you what happened to me these past few days..
I have a cousin named Jillian. She's very kind, sweet and loving..well, these are the qualities I like most in her. We used to share stories about our lovelives, our crushes, and everything! She knows all my secrets. She also shares hers to me.
Well, we were so concerned about each other, that many people think we were homo's.. Yea. Why? Everytime we go to the mall together, uhh..do you know to hold your bf/gf's hand? Like..uhh..I don't know how to explain it.. Whatever. We just hold hands.
And we were always pulling pranks to our other cousins. Like borrowing their cellphones and pretending to text..but the truth is, we turn on the ringtone volume to maximum..! Yeah..those good old days..
She was like a big sis to me.. She's 16 years old..Just a year older than me.
She always reminded me not to get to close to boys. And, I always ask why. Her answer was always, "You might be a teenage mom. Be careful."
Haha. Jillian. You're funny. Why would I be a teenage mom?! Oh come on, Jillian. Maybe you're the one who needed that advice! How ridiculous.
Last Tuesday, I found a pregnancy test under her pillow while I was looking for my wallet.
Positive.
I was shocked. I tried to lie to myself. No. Jillian wouldn't be pregnant! She told me!
I approached her. She held me tight and cried on me like a baby.
Stop it, Jillian.
She had sex with her boyfriend who already left the country last week. She told me everything.
"He left you, for no apparent reason?"
What a jerk.
It's been two weeks. She's been pregnant for two weeks.
Damn that bastard.
I didn't control myself. I gave her a b1tch slap.
I gave her a sarcastic smile. My eyes were getting dark. I was very angry then I yelled F**K.
"I'm so sorry." She cried.
I asked her why she allowed her boyfriend to do "that". Know what she told me? It sounded irritating.
I love him so much..
Hahah. Very irritating. I felt my ears bleed.
Why did you give in?!
I cried. I cried so hard. I wish the pain would fade away.
She also tried to commit suicide. She held a blade. You know what?
I pulled her hair. Ahaha. I enjoyed it. I was angry.
I hugged her. I told her to keep the child. She cried on me again. She told me that she will leave next week.
I told her to confess everything to aunt. I went with her. I helped her with the explaining.
Aunt Lorie cried. She told Jillian that she'd never have to leave the house.
I learned a very valuable lesson.. Never give it all away in just one shot.
Sorry for being a little emo..
~AdventAddict
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